sometimes, it makes me wonder, really. am i always staying at work when i could leave earlier because i don't want to step out of my comfort zone. back into reality (and a very harsh one indeed). where i have to face things that i can avoid when im at work. im pretty good at separating business with pleasure, i'd say. i wish i had the answers to life's mysteries and to life itself. but as much as i'd like to claim i'm god, i'm not.
come back quick biibii. i cannot do this alone. i miss you, each and every nanosecond. 
p/s: hello FC stalkers. haha. how did you get here?
and i just watched a dog got hit by a car. it aches my heart and i got teary-eyed. but is that really the reason why?
xoxo,
notsoverygodlyafterallbecks.
(/edited) @ 4:31pm; 07.10.08
less emo stuff, hooray!
lol, i've not logged into MYB for almost a year plus and guess what? i've gotten promoted to SUPER MODERATOR without me knowing. bwahahahahaha. ok, i'll try to login more often and do my duties, especially as a moderator in charge of 'sexual intimacy'. LOL. whyyyy me?!
and happy belated birthday joanne, my one and only sister!
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quite some time already you got promoted why i dont get promoted .. hahaha but ... i dont want either lolz :P im happy the way it is now ... suddenly so many super mods suddenly all became super mods lolz im so the ancient
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Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at October 8, 2008 01:35 AMhaha dont want, i remain ancient can edi lolz ... yea same level i got no say edi haha so nvm i let thewm do work i er ... shake legs like i always do haha
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