May 31, 2006
biieautiiful bii.
biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, ai woof you! although my bii can never get up on time to accompany me to the docs anymore for the past two weeks, but still, thank you for everything. thank you for sending me home, thank you for dropping by my place to look for me even though it's just for a very short while, thank you for watching me sleep, thank you for carrying my legs up when i cant move, thank you for tolerating my nuisances, thank you for so many other things, thank you for the wonderful past eight months and you've never even complained once!
i know most of you have threatened to boycott reading t-m.net if i state another bii-related entry, but hey, he's part of my life now, so accept it. besides, if you cant accept the word, "bii", think of it as erm, a name i call myself? becky (b) ooi (i) and i (as in myself) = bii? LOL. i just made that up. but really, bii, thank you.
i had a sudden heart-attack like pain that was so acute, i couldnt breathe about two days ago. my parents immediately sent me to sjmc eventhough it was right before midnight. i thought i was so gonna die because i was gasping for breath like a fish out of water and i almost passed out. the docs and nurses couldnt identify what exactly was wrong and ive been going in and out of the hospital for the past two days plus again. They're suspecting costochondritis, an inflammation and associated tenderness of the cartilage (i.e., the costochondral joints) that attaches the front of the ribs to the breastbone. it seems to be affecting my whole left side and i can barely move my left arm. i felt (and still feel) so PARALYSED and so USELESS and thank god, ive got my bii to rely on.
i did a mini-surgery just now (or at least, that's what they called it) spontaneously. i fasted for about six hours before doing the what-i-believe is gastroscope. i don't know the exact terms and names cos they werent exactly explained to me. the docs are seriously at their wits end and cant seem to find out what's the exact problem that's causing me all these pain. my mom thinks someone's keeping a voodoo doll of me or something. ive been going in and out of sjmc for five weeks, done all sorts of x-rays, scans, ultrasounds, tests and etc, but still no definite answer. ive checked everything from my brain to my knees. i'm now taking eight types of medication and still not feeling any better. oh god, help me.
anyways, it's my bed time now. yes, 9:23pm and i'm already so damn tired. i got up at 7:45am. my body clock has changed tremendously. i used to sleep at 7:45am! lol. alrites, am going off now. three assignments to pass up on fri. wish me luck. *waves* 
p/s: here's a video of iskii wanking. ssssshhhhhh! 
my god... i dont know what to say except wishing you'll be alright soon!
do update all of us here about it, okie?
*hugs*
Posted by: Zoe at May 31, 2006 09:34 PMdont worry, i'm still fine despite the pretty-useless left arm. :)
i'll see you guys this sat?
*hugs*
; )
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 31, 2006 09:47 PMthat cat in that youtube looks like my cat
Posted by: gravtkills at May 31, 2006 09:54 PMdoes ur cat masturbate like that then? :D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 31, 2006 10:30 PMand omg! i think your mum is correct wei. someone really keeping a voodoo doll of you..shiiiiiiiiiiiiit..
Posted by: Maxine at May 31, 2006 11:03 PMhope you're allright. will pray for you that all your bizarre sicknesses heal okay? muaks!
Posted by: Maxine at May 31, 2006 11:03 PMlol, max budak sesat :D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 31, 2006 11:04 PMyea. maybe it's the person i blogged about kua? i dunno. hahahahaha. i'm sure there are thousands out there who dislikes me. kena panggil csi ni. :D
and thanks! :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 31, 2006 11:05 PMhehe happy 8th monthiiversarii bii. :D
good luck getting CSI to track an invisible voodoo assailant! :P
Posted by: bangbang at May 31, 2006 11:09 PMmew mew mew.
*pouts and whines*
biibii, if anything happens to me,
will you get to the bottom of it? :(
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 31, 2006 11:11 PMtake care my dearest ninja!! n congrats to u n ur bii! :D so schweeet!! muaks muakss!! c u very very verrrry soon!!! n yea, tell ur bii, i really appreciate him reminding me bout his mi-ne! bighahahahaha!! so funny! :P muaksss!!!
xoxo, black samurai :P
Posted by: nyaak at June 1, 2006 12:08 AMsigh...i think ive got diabetes
Posted by: Maxine at June 1, 2006 01:18 AMthank uuuu my beloved black samurai!!! *bitEESS* hahaha. we just hung up and was talking about how he should remind you about his mi-ne again. lol! :D he wants ur blog url ler. :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 1, 2006 01:33 AMmax, why la? who sweet talked you?
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 1, 2006 01:33 AMomgggg .... SP!!!! WHat happened??? Hope you are alright ya, or maybe it's a good idea to rest at home and not to go to Asia Cafe on Saturday :P
Posted by: michy at June 1, 2006 03:11 AMkenot. we all ada project remember? today and sat. you FFK, i'll divorce you! :D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 1, 2006 03:14 AMof course lah i'll get to the bottom of it. i learned from the best!! :D
i.e. Horatio, Grissom and Mac. :P
Posted by: bangbang at June 1, 2006 04:03 AMwhy does sammie appreciate my constant bugging about Mi-Ne? lol!
Posted by: bangbang at June 1, 2006 04:09 AMakakakakaka!! dis ninja n her bii so farniee!!! :P akakakakaka!! iskii, dats cos the way u remind me is darn farniee!! :D:D:D:D
Posted by: nyaak at June 1, 2006 04:15 AMbloody hell. hahahahahAHAHAHAHa. my bii asked me what's ny's csi's leader's name. rupa-rupanya to reply here.
*dies laughing*
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 1, 2006 04:15 AMlol, tu ler black samurai. must buy more back. all my choc orders, charge under him also. haha. i'll charge my credit card on his buntut. sales done. :D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 1, 2006 04:16 AMHOI!!! my arse is not a swipe slot!!!
Posted by: bangbang at June 1, 2006 04:20 AMwwhooops, rahsia bocor liao. kantoi! :D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 1, 2006 04:27 AMhaha you wait. next time i try putting in a cheque.
Posted by: bangbang at June 1, 2006 05:15 AMhmm sounds scary becks... good luck! let me know if they find out any updates!
Posted by: sabs at June 1, 2006 04:42 PMjust found out online they could all be caused by my birth control pills the gynae prescribed me. did an appointment liao. going to see him tomorrow. :)
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 1, 2006 04:45 PMwahh main divorce? dont la ... hahahha aper ler memang true mar that you need more rest :D
Posted by: michy at June 1, 2006 04:55 PMhahahahahahaa. yea i know. parents dont like when i keluar. but nvm la, still need to makan ma. so tonite we makan dinner together lor. :D yums! :D
i still woof you wan, dont worry.
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 1, 2006 04:56 PMget well soon becks. huggles
Posted by: claudine at June 1, 2006 07:56 PMhugs...hope u get better...will cont 2 pray 4 u~~~take good care of urself
congrats on ur 8th mthly anniversary
Posted by: kyliemc at June 1, 2006 10:03 PMthanks a lot claudine. *muaks*
i mish yew ler. can i see u this month? :D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 1, 2006 10:38 PMwow, u prayed for me ah kylie? thanks!
so sweet.
muaks! :)
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 1, 2006 10:38 PMi will stuff a check for 1 (One) Ringgits Malaysia and Five Cents into you! :P
haha. just kidding lah. :)
Posted by: bangbang at June 2, 2006 06:57 AMdamn kiam siap!
Posted by: Maxine at June 3, 2006 03:02 AMmemang. macam anak jantan penang! :D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 3, 2006 03:08 AMpenang?!
Posted by: Maxine at June 5, 2006 01:49 AMyea. cos penang kia all damn kau kiam siap. the guys ler. :D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 5, 2006 01:49 AM