May 06, 2006
sjmc-ed.
hur, let's clear something first. the below entry wasnt written by me, peeps. lol. okay, today marks my fourth day going to sjmc. ive been spending four days in sjmc doing check ups. no, i wasnt admitted but i pretty much spent my whole day there, for as long as eight hours, doing test after test. ive done, let me see... electrocardiogram (ECG) , echocardiogram, ultrasounds for various parts, umpteen blood tests and urine tests, vagina scan, intravenous urography (IVU) and chest x-rays. my chest and my vagina has pretty much "lost it's value", i would say, since i get strangers spreading my legs or helping me lift my bras up.. heh. twas a joke, just in case there are some of you who cant take them.
you know, yesterday, when the doctor was taking another blood sample from me, blood started gushing out and dripped all over my arm. i bet those lil kids who saw it were pretty freaked out. the doc, if he's a doc, even said, "oh sorry, i think ive used the wrong needle". O_________o whattt?! ish. but he's a really nice guy so it's cool. no permanent damage done anyway. and i would specially like to thank yeeng for accompanying me on my second day for eight frigging long hours in the hospital. she had to sit, sit, and sit even more while i were running around doing the tests and what nots. so damn schweet. thank you iskii for accompanying me on my first day. the other days, well, ive just decided to go myself because erm, no one volunteered and quite shy also ler if i keep asking people to accompany me all.
so yea, ive seen a gynecologist, urologist, cardiologist and soon, a rheumatologist. hiphiphooray! and seriously, i dont fucking care la if i have friends who dont care about me. i also dont fucking care if you care about YOUR FACE or your so called pride more than anything else in the world so you can just go fuck yourself. i'm too sick to bother if you just love pissing people off because i obviously, have more important things to attend to in my life than you do with yours. and hello, the world does not revolve around you and stop acting like everyone's owing you or something. thank you. okay, my hormones have all gone bonkers and it has pretty much fucked up my system. ive actually fasted for two days with no food nor drinks (the first day was a whole 15 hours without food, 9 hours without water and the second day was 12 hours with no food). hur, enough rambling. i know this entry's quite technical but just thought of updating to those who are, in any way, concerned. my "surgery" (it's actually just a biopsy, me thinks), as written on my bill, is on 17th of may. i told them i dont want to be admitted so i'll be placed under daycare. oh yea, anyway, forgot to mention, ive got a 4.3cm x 4.5cm cyst in my right uterus. ive got a polaroid of it but im too lazy to scan. so yea, that's all. good luck with your health. ta.
p/s: i love youuuuu..... my fenditta! 
hey 1st :D
Posted by: Maxine at May 6, 2006 12:54 PMbtw, sorry couldnt go lepak with you at the hosp. :/ was in a rush with uni shit and then went back to pg somemore.
Posted by: Maxine at May 6, 2006 12:54 PManyway take care okaaay. the surgery on 17th..let us know if you are gonna be admitted. i have a paper on that day though.
Posted by: Maxine at May 6, 2006 12:55 PMhahahahaha takpe. when ur back, i'm still going to be visiting sjmc. got appointments until 1st july man. takut takde chance ke. kekeke. :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 6, 2006 01:00 PMno la, since i said i dun wanna be admitted, i think i wont. hehe.
but u can come cari me at bkt jalil also ma if u want la. not to say very jauh also. heh. :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 6, 2006 01:01 PMhaha I know how it feels like when your assets lost their value. just hope that you'll get better soon & take care!
Posted by: Zoe at May 6, 2006 01:08 PMthank you babes!!!
but ive done all this checkup so often in the past four days, i just dont really care anymore if i have to strip over and over again. but memang still shy ler. hehe.
thanks once again! :D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 6, 2006 01:09 PMSP!!! Take care yaa ... :D :D hope you get better soon :)
Posted by: michy at May 6, 2006 01:30 PMyes yes, once im well, we can continue bercinta!!! :D
yay!
*pats sleeping partneR*
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 6, 2006 01:31 PMRINDU RINDU RINDU . i miss you.
and i care. you know all of us do. im sorry im not staying in kl. cant accompany you go jumpe doctor.but i'l be with you spiritually k. take care love, GET WELL SOON. HUGS.d
Posted by: evan at May 6, 2006 06:41 PMtake care becky and all the best for ur surgery ok?? glad you finally got all these checkups done as boring and technical as they may seem but it's good for u :) take care!!
Posted by: sabs at May 6, 2006 06:46 PMevan, i mish you toooooooooooo! quick come kl. u going back m'cca next weekend? my parents are. :D *muackS*
p/s: where have u been? :O
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 6, 2006 07:06 PMhahahaha thanks sabby. *pats you on your head* :D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 6, 2006 07:08 PMas long as youre gonna be ok soon, i dont care how many fucking tests you have to take. pls be well and hopefully, this would all end soon. love ya loads. *muax*
Posted by: claudine at May 6, 2006 09:53 PMthank you very much claudine, *muaccccckssss*. so schweet. :)
im actually bleeding now without a reason. should be going sjmc again. :(
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 6, 2006 11:22 PMhey, are you okay??? your trip to sjmc sounds damn scary and serious ler. anyway, hope you get better and all the best k?? =)
Posted by: leech at May 7, 2006 12:00 PMhey leech!
i'm not THAT okay now seeing i'm bleeding without a reason and the docs cant give a definite answer. :\ but thanks. i can still move and dance and what nots. hehe. thanks babe. :)
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 7, 2006 12:03 PMhey babess..now im gonna start leaving comments ok? so at least you know i still care =P but i hope everything goes well ok..
Posted by: manDaa at May 7, 2006 04:12 PMYou should really clean up after sex. remember the las time you went pd, and few days after you got uti bek
Posted by: carrie at May 7, 2006 05:04 PMlol .. sex causes alot of problems down there.. all that sticky stuff is just bacteria holding.. eeeeeee LOL ok ok too much info
Posted by: sabs at May 7, 2006 06:15 PMbecky,hope u get well soon!!1*hugs hugs* still praying 4 u...gosh,sorry cant accompany u 2 d hospital though sjmc is so near my place..been busy these few days as need 2 attend edc classes[haha...revision classes la]
tell me if u need me 2 accompany u,k?guess i can spend time waiting 4 u on 17may.....not attending class on tht day[actually me plan 2 skip it..]...dun hv 2 feel shy~~~
Posted by: kyliemc at May 7, 2006 08:54 PMcarrie, uhm, but ive always had uti? O.o
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 7, 2006 09:22 PMsabby, lol, i know s3x is one of the reasons rite, but it isnt the only reason. the reason why im most likely getting uti is because of the cyst in my uterus? O.o
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 7, 2006 09:24 PMwoa, kylie, thank you. so schweet. lol.
i dunno what's gonna happen on 17th and who's accompanying but dont need many ppl kua. :\ but yea, it's scary. thanks for the offer. will update u later. :)
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 7, 2006 09:26 PMcyst wont cause uti my dear.. my mom has the same problem as u.. she.. i dunno i dun remember a time shes got uti.. only once.. yup only once...
Posted by: sabs at May 7, 2006 10:09 PMthe cyst is causing all the bleeding and pain which was mistaken as uti. i'm still under investigation and i believe the doc knows what he's doing? :\
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 7, 2006 10:10 PMi'm not sure if it's mistaken as uti yet but yea, they're still finding out the main source for my uti. they say it could be due to the inflammation of the bladder too. :)
of course, i, too, would like to know the actual cause and have a definite answer. :)
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 7, 2006 10:11 PMbecks babe, nyak is praying dat ure fine n everything. . .n nyak really care for u. . .n like clod sez, dont really care bout how many frigging test u take. . .as long as u are all good n well. . .dats wat matters the most.. . .lotsa love n smooches from me to u! n wish i was there ya :) muahs!
Posted by: nyakk at May 8, 2006 01:00 AMmy black samurai!!!!
thank you babes. so schweet ler the dedes. *sheds a tear* serious, thank you, dedequeens. *muacks*
i hope things are fine too. they would be. im calling my gynae tomorrow to ask about the bleeding. thanks once again! :-* :-* :-*
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 8, 2006 01:02 AMmao mao mao?
*pats pats*
maoo mao..?
*pats pats pats*
mao!
Posted by: bangbang at May 8, 2006 10:11 AMdont think im gg back. ive been here along babe. watching over you. hahah!
Posted by: evan at May 8, 2006 04:32 PMhahahahaha. ish, but uve been so silent, so i thought u were busy pak tor-ing or something. :D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 8, 2006 04:50 PMerr ... i hope it's not cancer
Posted by: sn0w|e at May 8, 2006 05:08 PMnopes, no worries, it isnt. it's benign. :)
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 8, 2006 05:25 PMtalk to u later..
Posted by: SaNdY^dEa at May 8, 2006 07:06 PMsandy, uhm, okay? :)
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 8, 2006 09:35 PMbecky, u appear offline in msn izit?
Posted by: Maxine at May 8, 2006 10:06 PMno la, wasnt using my account. :D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 9, 2006 12:12 AMhey, why all these tests? u okay?!!?!?!?!?
Posted by: mwan at May 9, 2006 10:38 AMheys mwan, yes, im fine. the tests were done to see what's really wrong but there really isnt a definite answer. :(
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 9, 2006 11:04 AMeh may wan dear, this is not my entry lah. hehe. its becky's. and yeah she had to go thru some tests cause she keeps getting sick so often! :/
hey, get well soon ok from a former cyst "owner"
Posted by: Shari at May 9, 2006 11:49 AMhehehehehehehehe, maxine glamour! :D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 9, 2006 11:50 AMshari, wow, you've been through it too?!! share share!!!!
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 9, 2006 11:50 AMi can ask my mom to call u :)shes been through that op b4 :)
Posted by: sabs at May 9, 2006 12:43 PMlol, that's okay. im not going for an op to remove my cyst. :)
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 9, 2006 04:59 PM