March 09, 2006
becks getting some bad karma...
as i was happily doing my class activity interviewing the peeps at proton in college, i felt a sudden urge to pee. so right after we finish our tour and short informal interview, i told poh to get hold of my stuffs while i pay the toilet a visit. tah-dah, non-stop bloodflow coming from you-know-where. i fcking freaked out because for someone who gets her period every three months plus, this is not normal since my last period was just less than a month back.
i zipped up my jeans and collected my stuffs and left straight away without even saying goodbye to my lecturer. farking UTI (urinary tract infection). well, i'm not sure anymore if it's UTI but i sure as hell panicked when i saw the amount of blood. if it's period, i'll understand but it only comes after pee-ing which is one of the main symptoms for UTI! just in case you guys dunno, ive been having UTI really really often and that's farking abnormal. PEEPS DO NOT GET UTI ON A MONTHLY BASIS!. my mom says it could be something serious like bladder stones and so i googled it last nite (ive been bleeding for three days now) and the symptoms are the same as UTI. bloody hell.
i drove home filled with emo man and siap got thunderstorm on the way back. i just kept trying to get through my bii but urh, i think he was sleeping. 
my mind started wandering and then a lot of scary thoughts came into my mind. i started crying. I WAS CRYING SO HARRRRRDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD that i SWEAR it was louder than the thunderstorm that was going on outside my vehicle. and my bii still wasnt picking up my calls. then a thousand and one names came into my mind. i needed someone to talk to. someone to scream and cry to but i couldnt think of anyone. yeeng, coincidentally called when i discovered the non-stop flowing of blood in the toilet but i texted her i'll call her later cos i damn kau panicked. yeeng kept calling to check on me. i owe her big. and i left my bii a voice msg, and then called a couple of times before he picked up. lol. he was damn blur siuts.
iskii: (cheerfully) heeello biii!
becks: biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!! *and then followed by lotsaaaa crying*
iskii: uhm?
lol. sorry bii to suddenly just call you and cry. anyway, i didnt go back to my damn panel doc. she just wouldnt send me to the hospital for a thorough check up. i was talking to darren aka wei shungz yesterday. he was asking me why do i keep getting UTIs and told me how abnormal and serious it is to get it so often. he's btw, practising medicine in nilai seremban right now. anyways, to cut long story short, i went to another doc and he told me i cant do anything but wait because he cant do any urine test for me because my urine is contaminated since im bleeding and the results wont be accurate. sighs. WHY IS ALL THIS HAPPENING TO ME?!!!!. fark man. what's up with all this bad karma? *sighs*
Im da first! Wheee!! OK OK!
Anyway..what is UTI? If ULTI.. then I know la.. ULTI = ULTIMATE! Hehe.. sorry..anyway, ya..what's UTI?
Posted by: BtLeJuiCe at March 9, 2006 08:15 PMAIYOH Ian! being an insensitive male hmph kidding! kidding!.. anyways UTI stands for urinary tract infection... well.. i think you're only supposed to get it a few times a year... Hopefully everything will be ok ASAP!! If you get better i'll find something cute for you k? *hugs* <-- OH OH breaking the no asterix rule! Anyways for the meantime, don't douche, and wear pantyliners and change them every few hours.. <-- wow too graphic.
Posted by: sabs at March 9, 2006 08:26 PMlol. apa ni this ian buat lawak. :P
uti is urinary tract infection ler ian. :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at March 9, 2006 08:39 PMfew times a year?! sab, that's too often! some people dont get it even once in their whole lifetime ler.
something cute? awww... i want!!!! thank u! *HUGS* (it's okay, i use action words in asterix all the time!) :)
lol. im wearing pad terus. too heavy a bleeding. :( got all kinda grossy stuff going on down there man... *sniffs*
Posted by: eM`eLKcIt at March 9, 2006 08:42 PMas in.. not to say few times until 10 times.. when i say a few means maybe 3 times.. maximum
Posted by: sabs at March 9, 2006 10:00 PMim joining the asterisk gang. *cuddles* youshould have called me ok! i would have comforted you. (: cos thats what i usually do. call people and start crying. hahaa and they usually get freaked out. but i WONT. since im one who does it myself.
wish you a speedy recovery. dont worry too much .everythg will be FINE (: loves,
Posted by: evan at March 9, 2006 10:52 PMlol. yeaayyy. we've all started a trend! action word in asterisks! :P
call you? you didnt even pick up my calls when i call you last time okay. :P besides, isnt it pricey for you singaporeans if i were to call ur mobile phones? :P
:O why do u keep calling ppl and cry? msn me ler. :P i'll comfort you.
*muacks* my beloved cous!
Posted by: eM`eLKcIt at March 9, 2006 11:06 PMOoops! HEHE.. I thought it was period..then now i know whats UTI.. blekz.. see doctor wei..
Posted by: BtLeJuiCe at March 9, 2006 11:26 PMlol. ian buat lawaks. :P
it's not period ler. dah tengok doc. doc ask me to tunggu. :(
till at least sun. :(
Posted by: eM`eLKcIt at March 9, 2006 11:31 PMseriouslyyy beckyy
change ur doctorssoon..
not helping wey
im worried...
ur blood all keluar like pipe now?
Posted by: SaNdY^dEa at March 10, 2006 01:18 AMyea, i damn dont like the doc that i usually go but i cant do much cos it is my panel doc and if i wanna be admitted to hospital or be referred to a specialist, i need that damn doc's letter!
anyways, i went to a diff doc today. one of my fav docs ever. but he said kena tunggu 3 hari at least. :(
yea. memang keluar macam pipe. :( so kesian siuts.
*pats herself*
Posted by: eM`eLKcIt at March 10, 2006 02:53 AMaikss this sounds so scaryy.. :( i'm worried for you, beckyy. bleeding and all... omg. :( hope you get better real quick! *hugshugshugs*
Posted by: Isobel at March 10, 2006 05:55 AMdr sed its normal to me :(
Posted by: sabs at March 10, 2006 09:20 AMas much as i would like to avoid reading this post, but i cant...
lets hope everything will be allrite soon. And if the doctor said cant take ur urine sample now, then when can he take it man, until u stop bleeding?
Posted by: Terence at March 10, 2006 09:21 AMTake care babe...
*hugs*
Hey, I think you should go to the gynae. UTI is easily treated. But you have to get to the bottom of the cause of it. For me, the culprit was panty liner. The material used for the panty liner apparently created havoc in my you-know-where. :x
Posted by: Lynnzter at March 10, 2006 11:59 AMthank you isoooo. i hope so tooo. *chews on fingers* :(
Posted by: eM`eLKcIt at March 10, 2006 01:50 PMsabby, it isnt ler. it's quite serious you know to be getting it so often. :\
terence, the earliest is sunday, that also depending on the amount of blood im bleeding on that day. :( wish me luck! :(
Posted by: eM`eLKcIt at March 10, 2006 01:51 PMthank you viv! :( *hugs*
hey lynn. i read that panty liners and thongs is one of the reason. my friends suspect that since i wear a lot of thongs, it could be one of the main reasons. anyways, i think it should be a urologist that i should be looking for. a gynae is to treat if only it is a mild uti. but since im bleeding profusely and all, i think a specialist is what i need. but i cant, cos my damn panel doc wont give me the referral letter. :(
Posted by: eM`eLKcIt at March 10, 2006 01:54 PMa gynea sounds like a damn good idea actually GAHHHH i wrecked my french manicure lalala but in anycase yes it could be something in ur daily life that is affecting u... for me it was my soap and i didnt even know it till everything went wrong down there
Posted by: sabs at March 10, 2006 05:16 PMa gynae? but i think the proper specialist should be a urologist. :\
soap? O.o that's odd. anyways, 1001 possibilities. sucks being a women at times. :(
expensive yes. but in times like those, who cares about the money? poor girl. i hope the bleeding has stopped by now. if not you,l be feeling damn giddy and all. *hugs* you.l be FINE. just fine. stop thinking anymore k.
Posted by: evan at March 10, 2006 07:03 PMLOL. u sureeeeeeee about the money bit? :P but thanks for the offer. the next time i call you and you DONT pick up, i'm never gonna trust u liao. :P
i'm still bleeding but not as much as yesterday. thank god. :( thank you babe. *muuuacksSSS*
Posted by: eM`eLKcIt at March 10, 2006 07:16 PMhope u get well soon k! but then i think it would be better for you to go straight to the specialist ler. dont drag the prob too long. if your panel doctor doesnt want to give the letter u wait also no use ler. anything just call me since i cant online nowadays *HUGS*
Posted by: yeeng at March 11, 2006 02:08 PMshitt..thongs may be the cause of it?! if liek that, quite shitty righttt!
Posted by: Maxine at March 11, 2006 03:23 PMsuggestion becky .....please go to the pantai hospital for the body checking ... one of my colleague kena that as well .. the madicine given by pantai hospital really work :)
yeah.. thongs memang r a cause of uti because it moves around from your ass to ur vaginal area.... so the bacteria gets transferred... graphic info
Posted by: sabs at March 11, 2006 07:46 PMSo many comments, lazy to read all. ;P But babe, not to scare you or anything but just so you know, UTI has similar symptoms to herpes as well. Best you get an STD check up to see if you have it. Just in case la. If not, get antibiotics if it's a UTI.
Posted by: Joy at March 12, 2006 12:09 AMyeeng, hehe. i dunno if im going to see the docs today or not. it's annoying to be sick for so long. i'll beep you later ok? im busy finishing up my assignments. :(
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at March 12, 2006 10:11 AMmax, stop using thongs... now!!!
yea, dan, lol. if i were to go to a hospital, it'll be pantai. damn pandai ah you. :)
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at March 12, 2006 10:12 AMsabby, smart! :D
herpes :S. i dunno wth is it man, joy. it could be anything. bladder stones is one of the possibility. an the antibiotics doesnt seem to be working for me cos ive been on the antibiotics for so long and it still comes back. damn! :(
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at March 12, 2006 10:13 AMherpes???? OMGGG any sort of std scares me alot...... alot... alot alot.. alot... enugh alots? :)
Posted by: sabs at March 12, 2006 12:01 PMlol. i doubt it's herpes ler. ive got like only 1 out of the many symptoms!
and uti, http://www.allaboututi.com/symptoms/do_you.asp >> check this site out. i dun have much of the symptoms too.
then what the hell is it this time?! :(
Posted by: eM`eLKcIt at March 12, 2006 12:06 PMlol. i doubt it's herpes ler. ive got like only 1 out of the many symptoms!
and uti, http://www.allaboututi.com/symptoms/do_you.asp >> check this site out. i dun have much of the symptoms too.
then what the hell is it this time?! :(
Posted by: eM`eLKcIt at March 12, 2006 12:07 PMim still bleeding but i havent met the docs. med finishes today too. hope i'll be fine kua? :(
thanks zoe! :(
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at March 12, 2006 07:09 PMopsss,becky...*hugs hugs* r u feeling better?hope tht everything will b juz fine.update us soon,ya?poor becky...*pats on becky's head*
Posted by: kyliemc at March 12, 2006 07:32 PMhehe im fine ler. still can golek and dance around, just that im still bleeeding, which is frustrating. :(
thanks a lot kylie. *muacks* :D
Posted by: eM`eLKcIt at March 12, 2006 07:42 PMwoman! better go n do a full body check up asap!!!
ok?!
*hugs* dont stress so much yah..
we can go partay!:b n drink like hell.Just call meeeee:b
Posted by: eyevee at March 12, 2006 11:55 PMWOA, full body check up somore. :(
i should stop procrastinating and go for a thorough check up already but yea, im still bleeding so nothing much can be done yet. :(
LOL. sick somore drink ah? :P well, if there's any function going on like ur bday or something (which isnt soon), i'll be there!!! :P
Posted by: eM`eLKcIt at March 13, 2006 12:09 AMget well soon becks! *huGGles*
Posted by: claudine at March 13, 2006 05:47 AMthank you very the muchy claudine! *bites*
Posted by: eM`eKLcIt at March 13, 2006 01:17 PMeh herpes is scaryyyyyy man...
hope you're getting better
my stupid internet is out ..so cant online
Posted by: Maxine at March 13, 2006 04:53 PMIf it's something more serious than herpes and UTI (both are not life threatening), then you bloody get your ass to the doctors ASAP you hear me?! It could be kidney stones, bladder infection, cervical cancer... WHO KNOWS???? Don't let it get worse *wags finger*... faster go! *tight hugs*
Posted by: Joy at March 13, 2006 06:29 PMive completely stopped bleeding, i think. or, it could just be a false alarm. i dunno. thanks max. i hope it's not herpes too. scary mary!
Posted by: eM`eLKcIt at March 13, 2006 06:47 PMyes, joy. i should. i damn kau scared it's kidney or bladder stones but then ive stopped bleeding though. :( let's hope it stays that way yea?
thanks joy. *hugs*
Posted by: eM`eLKcIt at March 13, 2006 06:48 PMi just reread ur entry.. aiyoh dun have to apologize for calling iskii when u r in need of emotional support and that includes crying louder than a thunderstorm on the phone! :) he shud support u.. or not wat is he there for lor... hor iskii?? :D
Posted by: sabs at March 14, 2006 03:50 AMlol. iskii hasnt been online for quite a while. i think the earliest he can read this would be tomorrow. :\
Posted by: eM`eLKcIt at March 14, 2006 03:11 PMhaha..still golek summore?dun golek la...hahah...hv d energy 2 cook nice food 4 me...hehe...bluek
Posted by: kyliemc at March 18, 2006 03:21 PMu sesat wan. im not the one who knows how to cook leh. it's leo-chan. go find him. :P
and wow, kylie posted at 3:21. :P 321. :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at March 18, 2006 06:34 PM