July 30, 2005


(/edited) @ 1:34pm
wwwwwhaaaatttttttttttttttheeeehelll! ive found the love of my life. omgomgomg. i loveeee you i loveee youuu i loveee you baby. *wigggles booty* i had such a hard time last nite overcoming with misc stress and i couldnt sleeeeep. then, suddenly, i heard a soft tap on my door at 7:16am. i was grumbling to myself, "this better be good". opeeeened the door and i was greeted by ... by ... IT!

omfg. i almost cried. my bro brought back IT from his friend's place. everyone knows how much ive longed for a dog but ever since i lived in this damn condo, i wasnt allowed to have doggies. i SERIOUSLY almost cried. it was the bestest bestest bestest best best best gift ever. but but .. *sighs* mommy says i cant keep it. and i know it'll be miserable for a doggie SO adorable to be trapped in a 1,400 sqft condo so i will have to .. *sighs* let it go. see, so much for being excited rite. but i'll still love youuu. it was LOVE at first sight. oh gawd, for once, i believe in it! haha. here's a conversation between me and my siblings on what to call... IT.

"i think my friend called it brownie"
"brownie meh. cookie la"
"ew... name it .. nugget"
"wtf. yucks. name it .. goldilocks! goldilocks of .. bukit jalil"
*i came up with that since my dad said we, as in me and IT shares the same hairstyle. aiyo*
"waahh goood good. goldilocks. but isnt it a bit too long?"
"hur.. i know. blink blink!"
"wtf... hahahaha"
"munchkins! ive always wanted to name my dog munchkins... but but .. this doesnt look like a munchkins"
*mommy interrupted our conversation and said...*
"dont bother giving it a name. im giving it away"
*all three of us pouted and decided to just call it ... IT*


...you see the things we take for granted
we can sometimes lose
and if i promise not to fell this pain
will i see you again
will i see you again...

sandy is evil, i tell you. she's the reason why im listening to kavana (anthony kavanaugh) non-stop. it has been like that since the day we crooned to his cd on the way to astro. ive just realised how much ive loved kavana back then. ive actually had friends who would ring me up on nov 4th to wish me happy birthday, on behalf of kavana cos i was nicknamed MRS. KAVANA then. he was my teenage fantasy. *yums* as i croon to his songs now, the lyrics seem to be less meaningful but sandy told me it's prolly because we know much more meaningful songs and we know how to express ourselves better now compared to 10 years back when i would just fantasize about kavana all day long. i used to have his lifesize posters stuck on my ceilings and walls. yes, ive been through that stage myself. *cringes face* kavana's such a stale news now that even his official sites that was once hosted by virgin records is no longer there. that's like... soooo sad.

...time will pass me by
may be i'll never learn to smile
but i know I will make it through
if you wait for me...

...and all the tears I cry
no matter how I try
they will never bring you home to me
so won't you wait for me in heaven...

downright corny but hey, this is one of my fav songs from my fav album of his, instinct. i cant believe i still have the hots for this dude who lost his virginity at the age of nine. urh, yea, i actually STILL remember details like that. cant believe they're still lingering around my mind. hiaks. if only i can remember my notes this well so i wouldnt be doing so badly in exams and all. *pouts* classes resumes on monday. dang, i hate the thought of having to go back to school. it sucks. *continues pouting*

there are so many things in my mind now. unanswered questions and baseless assumptions. because of previous painful experiences, ive decided to just put things behind me and move on. things are going well but i would still love to have the answers. been ajimal-ing daily (up to twice a day!) and im starting to get sick of that place already which is why ive decided to skip the tea session there today. oh, i overheard this on a radio exactly one week ago. a lot of songs are cornier and cornier these days but it sells! since im so bloody corny myself maybe i should write less meaningful songs and make them cornier and i could be selling my music like hot cakes! hur, i wish. i dont even let people hear my stuffs. lol. oh yea, back to topic, please. kavana. he probably sold his music as much as he did because of his good looks but what the heck, im still playing the cd on repeat mode. back to croooning to his songs, baby. we're MFEO. ta!

...days went by so quickly
cos i thought you'd always be there
it's hard to let you go
though i know that i must try
i feel like i've been cheated
cos we never said goodbye...

Posted by becky at July 30, 2005 01:31 AM


beli dari watson rite??

rm 3.95 for one, the next one rm 1? betul tak?
Coz aku ada beli jugak.. gehahhahaha

Is 3.95 the normal price? Or extra murah?

Posted by: Terence at July 30, 2005 06:37 AM




Posted by: Norco at July 30, 2005 08:21 AM

terence, nooo my mom bought from guardian wan at sec14. i dunno how much though. hehe.

damn spammer, die u die!

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at July 30, 2005 01:06 PM

meh. not a dog/animal person at all. ampun ampun.

Posted by: sherry at July 30, 2005 01:44 PM

hahahahahahahahaha shits. ur missing out a lot!! ;(

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at July 30, 2005 01:45 PM

err..its actually 7.95 for 3 pringles frm guardian :)

Posted by: Maxine at July 30, 2005 02:05 PM

is it? hahaha means cheaper. lol. eh wait, but terence paid rm4.95 for 2. cheaper no? ;\ airgh, malas nak kira.

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at July 30, 2005 02:15 PM


... both the doggie and kav. ;) *melts*

haha kavana was huuuuge back in the day, yeah? i remember how a few of my friends went for his autograph session last time, it was so packed and the situation got crazy - and they came back with torn shirts and all!! kavana has very violent fans. LoL

but i looove his songs. won his cd from hitz.fm before. my favorite song is Wait For The Day. :D good stuff!

Posted by: Isobel at July 30, 2005 03:22 PM

hahahaha yes!! at fantasy music store, pyramid. my godd. i wasnt a fan of his then yet but then managed to get great snaps from my friends and his autographed posters. my friend got kissed on the cheek by him! lucky bitttttch!

woaaa torn shirts? didnt hear that one though. lol.

HIS INSTINCT ALBUM, most of the songs chun. if i fall, special kind of something .... etc etc ;D

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at July 30, 2005 03:25 PM

aww. that baby is so cute. *tickles IT* hehe. and hey i used to like kavana too. LOL. but i think youre more of a true fan than me cuz i didnt remember that he lost his virginity at the age of nine. hehe. :P

Posted by: Likki at July 30, 2005 03:25 PM

woaa so many kavanaaaa fansss. but it's okay, ive got a new found love now. u guys can have him. hahaha.

actually, i remember more stuffs about him ler.. but more on the losing his virginity bit. cos in the interview, he said he didnt know what he was doing. the next thing he knew, he was inside of her and um, found out it was called .. sex! :O

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at July 30, 2005 03:35 PM


Posted by: xanax at July 30, 2005 03:58 PM


Posted by: xanax at July 30, 2005 03:59 PM

argh spammers!

heheh talking about kavana made me realized that i was once a teeny booper pretty boy lover. *covers face* ruin my reputation nia. LOL. but i guess its a phase la.

hmm i wonder how i would feel if i were to dig out his album and take a listen to it now.

eh becks.. apasai you suddenly bring out his album and listen leh? for me i dunno where i put it liao.. um, well just wondering la.

Posted by: Likki at July 30, 2005 05:23 PM

yeaa but i think ive never like blonde men la. kav's prolly the only pretty boy i liked. THE ONE AND ONLY. as i grew up, i began liking erm, david .. david .. something. wtf is his name. see la old already. the singer of "black black heart". ;\ those dark mysterious looks. *yumS*

urh, okay. i just limewired him. DAVID USHER. gawd, i hope uve heard of him. hahahaha. ;D

oh no la, my friend, sandy, was listening to her old mp3s collection online masa group chat then she tersebut about kavana. then we all started raving la about how we used to like him all. then lepas tu, she came to pick me to go astro and in her car, siap blasting onto kavana's songs la. then we crooned together and well, like they say, lepas tu, the rest is history. i also didnt know where i letak his cd man. i dug and dug and dug and finally found it.. all dusty and scratched. tsk tsk. *pats pats poor cd*

iso, and likki, yes. the dog's FRIGGGING adorable aint it? but im trying not to get too attached to it cos i have to give it up anyways. :(

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at July 30, 2005 06:13 PM

The dog so ugly ewww

Posted by: Ivan at July 30, 2005 07:02 PM

fook you!

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at July 30, 2005 07:21 PM

doggie is cutie

Posted by: feryx at July 30, 2005 07:31 PM

thanks sabby, uve got taste!!! ;D

unlike someone.. hur..

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at July 30, 2005 07:46 PM

i think i,m in love with IT also . lol . super adorable . wish i could be there to play with him . lucky becky . but you gotta give it awae soon . sighhs . i,ve not heard of kavana before . HAHAHAH . but IT,s def much much cuter than that kavana singer . x) and stop saying you,re fat in dresses okae . cos you,re not . you dunno how much i,m willing to give for your height . TSK . x) loves-

Posted by: e.va.n.ge.lin.e at July 30, 2005 10:05 PM

you think?! u shoulddd be in love with it. it's sooo adorable. even the blind would know. hahahaha. u ler, if u could come for my bday, then YOU may get to meet it. ;D

yes, gonna give it away. *sighs*

what the? NEVER HEARD OF KAVANA? u kiddding rite? ;\ oh well, i guess his fame died even before u were a teen so that's why. ;\ my height's nice but not my weight! :D

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at July 30, 2005 10:09 PM

but not everyone finds IT cute mahh . points to some comment above- x) . mm yahh. wish i could be there for your bday . guess you,re gonna get seriously drunk . lol . mmm . and get more burn marks right . -.- show me in october . HAHAHAH .

ehr . seriously . kavana,s so german to me . i,ve not heard of him before . yupp . mmm ehr please lahh . there are some fatter ppl out there who still think they,re thin . so chill it baby . x)

Posted by: e.va.n.ge.lin.e at July 30, 2005 10:13 PM

ignore that dude. he doesnt find anything cute. lol. ;D

no, im not going to get drunk. there wont even be enough alco to pass around. hahahaha. ;D

anthony kavanagh. go google him up la. lol. ;\ yea. i need to lose a lot more weight. dad's bringing me for dim sum buffet tomorrow. lol. :D gawdddddd.. i'll never get thin. ;\

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at July 30, 2005 10:33 PM

eeyer ivan so bad. ish . the dog is adorable. <3

Posted by: Maxine at July 31, 2005 09:57 AM

eh i used to hav a'thing' for david usher also.. see lar now ur the evil one.. im black black heart-ing!!!!

Posted by: SaNdY^dEa at July 31, 2005 12:09 PM

hahahahahahaha ivan will ALWAYS be ivan la i tell u. thanks max. ;D

omg sandy? really? damnits. we both sama sama taste siuts. ;D

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at July 31, 2005 03:08 PM