June 05, 2005

losing my virginity

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAAHHAHAA. oh sorry, excuse me for not having any manners but ... HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA. whoops, im sorry... but... HAHAHAHA. ive just lost my virginity yesterday, baby! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. my virginity of getting totally wasted, that is. what were you thinking? sorry, i think im still having a lil bit of yesterday's effect on me. i cant remember much but thanks to some of my friends, they've updated me on what ive done yesterday at bar savanh. read sandy's version for a super short summary.

this morning, i got up with a hangover and went to shower only to realise my breast has got burnt marks. i couldnt remember much but if im not mistaken, i couldnt even hold the ciggie properly on my mouth and according to terence, the ciggie dropped into my bra and i guess that explains how i got the burnt marks. i remember it dropping on my skirt too. *sighs* now my left breast's scarred and blistered! i was supposed to be in astro studio one for some malaysian music industry show to support kuach and his band, frequency cannon but by the time i got up, i was already two hours late. sorry, uncle kuach.

anyway, back to my story. terence told me i broke a chair and a table. and then i was shivering like some drug addict, it seems. i also kept squeezing his nipples and banging tables. sandy said i kept losing my heels and i was looking at my watch but i couldnt see anything. lol. i lost my pottu btw. the sticker on my forehead. *sighs* im yet to hear from others. here are some logs.

Terence says: u were like.. "shit, i'm shivering, i need smoke.. I NEED SMOKE"
Terence says: macam drug addict
schädenfreude says: eh yea hor
schädenfreude says: i rememebr myself shivering
Terence says: Yah
Terence says: and i was beside u, "eh, betul ker becky ni, macam going into a fit jer... *takuts"


Terence says: hahahha
Terence says: no la, all i can do is sit there make sure u tak jatuh off the chair lor
schädenfreude says: yea. i know gerald was supporting my head
schädenfreude says: somehow i keep sliding off
schädenfreude says: :"X
Terence says: haha yea
Willar says: it was all hard work and sweat last night lol


Terence says: i'm not sure, if that was the time, u wanna squeeze my nipple
Terence says: siap boleh tanya
schädenfreude says: HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHA
Terence says: "can i? *hands action* can i *hands action*"
schädenfreude says: DID I?!!
schädenfreude says: omg
Terence says: YES
Terence says: ahhaah


Becky : eh, where are my heels? (as i sat on the couch)
*sandy goes around looking for my heels*
Sandy : nah, here here.
Becky : where?!!!!!!!
Sandy : here la here!
*sandy points below*
Becky : WHEREEEE?!!!!!!!!!!
*sandy pointed my toes to my heels and i struggled to put it on*


Becky : eh, so what's the time now?
*sandy looks at her watch*
Becky : eh, nvm. ive got my watch.
*struggles to look at the watch and keeps staring at it*
Becky : err ... what time is it?
*hands over my wrist to sandy*
Sandy : hahaha. it's 1.30am!
Becky : HahAhahaHaHAhahaaa.....
... and with that, guys, marks the time i was sent to heaven .


i'd like to express my biggest gratitude to that amazing long lost irc ah kor of mine who gave us the bestest best best bestest VIP treatment ever. thanks also to the guys who were there with me yesterday who has helped me tremendously especially to garick who helped brought me to the washroom to puke and for all the carrying together with ian and for all the awful lime juice. thank you terence sayangness for constantly letting me pao your ciggies and the same goes to joshua and geraldhoneypieyummyyums who taught me how to roll my own ciggies and for the unlimited supply of it. thanks to ian too for the transportation. thank you sandy for constantly helping me find my heels and for taking drunk pictures of me. thank you gunnar for enlightening me on guys although i think i snapped at you. actually, i think i snapped at everyone. sorry, my bad. thank you to geraldhoneypieyummyyums, iso and ian for helping me search for my camera when i thought it was stolen. last nite was amazing so i guess i make not bad an organiser myself though i lack the patience of people who are not punctual. you know, the funny thing about last nite, despite all the big mess and embarassment ive done to myself, i was only concern about one thing. my mascara. i went, "fuck fuck fuck. my mascara smeared!". haha. yea, that's about it. anyway, below are some pix of yest. i need schweep. btw, i might be getting my braces soon. whatdya think? *chuckles*

oh, i was busy on friday nite too meeting friends and all. im on my two months break now, you see. i actually wrote down the list of people i met and spoke too but my entry's already long enough. haha. abe now calls me a 9-ball hustler cos i accidentally, YES, i mean ACCIDENTALLY, keep kicking his and fon's ass. jan ee, you should've stayed longer la. ish. below are some pix of me, abe and fon as well as the jap dinner i had with my classmates. pix from other events, i'll put on hold first yea. dont want to kill my bandwidth again.

p/s: to my bii, *muacks* *meow* *purrs*. haha.

Posted by becky at June 5, 2005 06:16 PM

teruknya .. DRUNKARD !! :P

Posted by: lordm60 at June 5, 2005 06:44 PM

u lah. budak jahat. ajar me =(


Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 5, 2005 06:46 PM

Beck, u were so "happy" that u were all over the place! Screamed "where's my camera?" as well till the caucasian over da next table was looking over...

Posted by: Gerald at June 5, 2005 07:15 PM

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HE DID WHAT?! fuck. omg. im never going back to bar savanh. EVER!!


what did the kwai lou do?! :'O

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 5, 2005 07:19 PM

haha what a happening night. and the camera was with terence all along.. who woulda thought. eesh. :P

bila mau ber-Loft next? :D hohoho.

Posted by: Isobel at June 5, 2005 07:51 PM

hahahahahhahahaa. u sure u still wanna go clubbing with me ah, iso? after all the drama last nite. :O

u and ian seem quiet. hope u guys had fun. :X

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 5, 2005 08:00 PM

lets all give becky a *wrespekt* salute pls..

Huttttttt. *tabibs*

Posted by: Terence at June 5, 2005 09:36 PM


and yet in your post, i was not even mention. sighs, the irony of it.

glad u had fun.

Posted by: Maxine at June 5, 2005 10:25 PM

and who's gunnar?? he's hot. is he the leng chai that sandy was bringing?

and becky??? braces??? wtf ??? why???

Posted by: Maxine at June 5, 2005 10:27 PM

hehe no worries beckyy! that sort of clubbing drama is normal... just glad that you're okay now. ;) and i was at the dancefloor during the last hour. fun fun fun. :D

maxine - gunnar is hot AND funny. lotsa wise words to share with everyone. right beckyy? ;) oh, and he loves to hug girls apparently. *laughs*

Posted by: Isobel at June 5, 2005 10:48 PM

oh coz my cousin is hot :P

Posted by: SaNdY^dEa at June 5, 2005 11:38 PM

becky semalam... tsk tsk tsk..
u all shu be there to witness tat 'significant' moment man

Posted by: SaNdY^dEa at June 5, 2005 11:39 PM

terence, huh why? :D :D :D *tabibs back at you*

max, cos u were not there la. aiyo. i'll edit it later and say you *WERE* there ok? :"\ and braces cos my teeth is senget all oveR? :"X gunnar is sandy's cousin.

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 6, 2005 12:46 AM

gunnar didnt hug me. he lectured me on LURVE tapi kena tembak balik by me. kesian him. :( i just wish he didnt meet the drunk part of me. HAHAHAHA.

max, gunnar to pakar cinta. :D ngam you.

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 6, 2005 12:47 AM

iso, that earlier comment was for u. haha.

sandy, WHAT SIGNIFICANT MOMENT? actually i heard most of you also abit high edi. esp gerald, go pick up sandy's kawan man. MUAHAHAHAHAHA. and gunnar berpelukan with every girl on the VIP floor. lol. drama gila. too bad i was too drunk to remember anything. :(

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 6, 2005 12:48 AM

erm, becky. no need its ok.

isobel, yeah he's hot. drools~~

sandy, you have 1 freaking hot cousin!

Posted by: Maxine at June 6, 2005 01:04 AM

sandy got a few others. same breed. max, cepat balik kl la. ur missing out much! :P

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 6, 2005 01:07 AM

Eh, my cousin also hot mmmmkayzz...

but i'm hotter! :D *wrespekt

Posted by: Terence at June 6, 2005 01:07 AM


oh shit. garick. *SHY*

GARICK IS THE PALING GENTLEMAN. ever EVER. he forced awful lime juice down my throat and somehow the lime juice burnt my throat but it did make me feel better. haha. thanks garick. <3

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 6, 2005 01:13 AM

told you i was gonna scram early anyhow. at least i showed up right? bloody hell. sponsored 3 bottles and never call me along? :((( where is the love????????

Posted by: Jan Ee at June 6, 2005 02:55 AM

hahahahahahahahahahaha jan ee, i wanted to but then i abit pai seh la cos i ajak so many ppl edi. :"\

next time k? :D

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 6, 2005 03:18 AM

WAHH u got wasted and i missed it??? i also did on sat.. woke up my fren was in bed with me lucky clothes on still or not i wudve jatuh pengsan

Posted by: feryx at June 6, 2005 07:02 AM

i so wanna laugh when i saw this....ahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahaha...my bad.....but ...ahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahaha...cannot tahan la wei...ahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahhaaha.....becky is WASTED!!! ahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahaha....sorry la becks but i cannot tahan ady la...seriously la...reading it halfway made me laugh till my office ppl here "shoo" at me...haih...ahahahhaa...some more the pics really made me laugh more la...but me jealous la....its such a long time since i ever had fun like that....damn....wish i could join.. :(
ajak me la one day...haih...so bad la u piggie becks...

anyway....it was really a cool post la...seriously....btw really nice picture la the first one..who was the camera person??really nice effect....so drunky....wats up nex??guess u must be on bed still huh??ahahaha...good luck neways...my turn to go drunky is this wednesday.... ;) but hard to get drunk la..dunno how come u get drunk so fast one....sure u "down" the drinks fast fast la rite??ahaha...anyway take cares....n congratulations on loosing ur "virginity"...finally....


Posted by: Vicky Rao at June 6, 2005 08:25 AM


Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 6, 2005 09:36 AM

vicky, i read ur post i lagi pening. lebih lebih lagi since i belum tidur. @_@

hahahaaha. im glad u enjoyed it. :D now i need sleep. *yawns*

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 6, 2005 09:39 AM

so teruk la u becks....i type so susah susah so banyak u say lidat...so bad la u wei... :(

Posted by: Vicky Rao at June 6, 2005 10:45 AM

i memang sleepy mah. :( tak tidur semalaman u know. ok wait, i read through.

hehe i'll ajak u la when i kenal u better ok? if not, both kekok also no use la rite? :P the first pix camera person, i also dunno who. should be ... wait, i seriously dunno. i bet that nite when u asked me whats my name, i cant even recall. i'll find out and see k who's the photographer? :P

wanna get drunk? how hard can it be. if u have unlimited cash, i guarantee you, you WILL get drunk. :)

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 6, 2005 10:47 AM

Hi, Becky i am late this time, but i am very happy to see you had a good time, i wish i was there too.....

i hope this one be a new chapeter in your life with full of good happiness...

take care

Posted by: Goodboy at June 6, 2005 11:49 AM

hehehee thank you very much. i hope urs is filled with happiness too. :P

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 6, 2005 12:27 PM

WAHLAUEH! had a grrrrrreat time it seems! :D man you people are crazyyyy.... C.R.A.Z.Y. i tell you!!! heh. becky wasted yo. :P

Posted by: Likki at June 6, 2005 01:52 PM

cousin aku jadi hot topic !

Posted by: SaNdY^dEa at June 6, 2005 04:06 PM

*runs away and hides* malufying la likki. lol. pai seh wanna meet ppl edi. :P

sandy, tu lah. bring more cousins out pls? :D

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 6, 2005 07:24 PM

hahahahahahahah dun care. *pouts* we should keep in touch and i'd like to meet up with you one day though.. heh. cant believe you'd more concern abt your smeared mascara than anything else! crazy gurl. :P oh by the way hor.. where is this jap restaurant?

Posted by: Likki at June 6, 2005 07:59 PM

hahahahahahahahhaaha. yea, that's the hilarious thing. u know my friends brought me to the loo and all, and all i remembered screaming was "NO!! MY MASCARA! NO!! MY MASCARA!!!" and to think it came from someone who hates putting on make up. *knocks herself on the wall*

yes we should! id like to go to pg one of these days cos my friends from overseas will be back. and i seriously need my apom pisang from the stall infront of union (or the one infront of 7/11 at air itam also not bad but the stall there isnt consistent). ive asked 3 friends to buy them back but they ate it on the way to kl. *STABS HERSELF*

likki, if u ever come to kl, give me a ring. haha. i need apom pisang supplies. BADLY! *puts on a pout* oh yea, add me in msn, yea? i think that's the best way to keep in touch. *deletes msn email*. :D

to the rest who wants to add me, pls dont. my list is full. :D i'll make space for likki though. haha.
i think i am still suffering from the effect of last sat's. tsk. oh yea, this jap restaurant's in midvalley. the service is so bad we complaint and they gave us 20% off. hahaha. rock on. :D

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 6, 2005 08:10 PM

haha.....sometimes da one and only thing we should avoid is letting friends seeing us getting wasted!!! hahahahaha.. funny...yet... lolzzzz!!

Posted by: lucy at June 6, 2005 09:57 PM

*purrs back* :>

Posted by: bangbang at June 6, 2005 10:59 PM

hahahaha sadly, my friends saw a part of me they will never see for the next thousand years. :D

oh hi bii, you're back. :) *muackS*

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 7, 2005 12:13 AM

becky a drunkkkkkkk? hmmmm.... must've been a nitemare for terence HAahhaha..pinching nipples omgggggg =p
ok gtg for finals now..lol

Posted by: jean` at June 7, 2005 06:12 AM

LOL becky wasted !

Posted by: fr0stie at June 7, 2005 10:26 AM

EH WHAT'S WRONG WITH PINCHING NIPPLES?!!!!!!!!!!!!! *pinches jean's nipples* haaaaa! take that! :D

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 7, 2005 12:33 PM

fon, i wanna see ur zouk piccies also. :D

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 7, 2005 12:34 PM

Hahaha. I got drunk at Bar Savanh before too ... it's not a very drunk-friendly bar I must say. Hahaha ... and I ended up burning other ppl with my ciggies.

See the pattern there?


Posted by: Lynnzter at June 7, 2005 01:37 PM

hahahahahahahahhaahhahaa. yea man. shits. and i woke up the next day to find burn marks, cuts and bruises on myself.

according to my friend, i would've burnt my hair too if they did not save me. shits. :"X never get drunk in bar savanh! lesson learnt well. haha. :D

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 7, 2005 01:56 PM

hey pretty x) u damn havoc lahh. take good care yeah . and i was so surprised to see ur sms just now . too much money arh? send from kl to singapore. hahah. be good and i'l see ya around . lots of love -

Posted by: evangeline at June 7, 2005 10:31 PM

Isn't intoxication the best feeling in the whole world?!

Lookin' good hottie. You should get drunk more often and tell us your adventures, complete with pictures :P.

Posted by: sherry at June 8, 2005 12:28 AM

aiyah ZOUK no one bring cam lor >_<

Posted by: fr0stie at June 8, 2005 01:42 AM

evan, it's frigging cheap la to call/sms singapore. lol. i even smsed jojo in aussie and etc. ho ho ho. i love my new call package. *muacks you*

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 8, 2005 02:01 AM

sherry, hahahahahaha. no, it's embarassing. quick come back and come kl, then i'll bring you around. :D


Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 8, 2005 02:02 AM

Oh my god you're so funny! Hahaha! I couldn't stop laughing at the pinch-the-nipple part. Simply hilarious!

Posted by: Gena at June 8, 2005 09:20 PM

wah coolsial hahaha why u guys always have so much fun 1!!!! i here slaving at my work
farks... =.='

Posted by: Angel at June 8, 2005 11:56 PM

*ignores becky*

Posted by: jean` at June 10, 2005 09:54 PM

nahh....very hard to get drunk even if u have tons of cash....cos its hard for me to get drunk...but i did la once...when u mix up 10 year old VSOP + Expensive White Wine + Carlsberg beer....n drink it neat without mixing water nor ice in a huge MUG.....i drank about 4 mugs then onli i started feeling shitty...ahahaha....

anyway ...how can we feel kekok la??so when wanna get to know each other more la??tak cakap pun bila :P

Posted by: Vicky Rao at June 11, 2005 09:02 AM

*dips himself in ice water*
faster come home la you. :(

Posted by: bangbang at June 11, 2005 06:45 PM

gena, hahaha i guess im hilarious when im drunk. *blushes*

GARY!!!! when is ur hols man, we shall go lepak and play pool like dulu dulu ok? :D

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 12, 2005 02:01 AM

jean, WWWWWWHAAAI?!!! WHAI IGNORE ME WOR?! i just survived hell, you tak rindu meh =(

vicky, i guess the saying that indians can drink well is true then. *salutes you* ^_^ bila nak jumpa? dunno man. aku baru balik from torture camp so sekarang nak lepak chill dulu. :D

bii, you know what? i think i called u rite after u posted that msg rite? or did u post that while i was on the phone with you? haha. *spanks the most adorable and the only one i'll suka punya kucing* im so glad to be home. :D

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 12, 2005 02:04 AM

Haha i holiday lor now.. lolz
but stil have to do work
farks man really farks!!!
pool i damm char man.. always lose arghh

Posted by: Angel at June 12, 2005 02:18 AM

bii, you called right after.
glad to have you back home!! XD

Posted by: bangbang at June 12, 2005 02:42 AM

hahaha yea. my bro's still in mcca berpartying. funny how he can have so much fun while us girls gotta slought like shit. :"\ jom laa... yc!!!!! im sure yc u dun need skills rite? haha. but i hope ur gf wont marah :X

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 12, 2005 03:03 AM

hahahahahaha I DID?! wahlau. so did u like get shocked or something? coincidence siuts. haha. no wonder u didnt wanna read the last few comments. bleeehs. im glad to be so much closer to you too bii. hahahahahahahaha. omg. my bulu roma all also terbang edi but i mean it. *hugs*

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 12, 2005 03:04 AM

hahaha...dat i wont agree...cos my indian frens cannot la....i think maybe cos of me big fat...there is a saying that fat people takes longer time for the alcohol to reach the brains...maybe this one is true lor...ahhahaa...wat torture camp la???

Posted by: Vicky Rao at June 12, 2005 02:16 PM

hahahahahahahahaaaahahahaha no la. WHERE GOT SUCH SAYING?!! i know fat ppl who keeps getting drunk la! :D

er, torture camp - granny's place in m'cca.

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 12, 2005 02:40 PM

u ppl damn evil make me drink last nite. =p anyway, we shall catch up some other time. had to leave early coz had to meet up wif fwenz.

Posted by: David at June 13, 2005 01:59 PM

got la...really got such saying la....seriously...go check some forums ...clubbing forums in US....got such saying la...if u fat fren get drunk means he suck in drinking la... *sorry ar whoever it is.*

Posted by: Vicky Rao at June 13, 2005 04:19 PM

david!!!! fancy seeing u here. hahahaha. eh, it wasnt us okie. it was wai soon's friend. well, it's good u left early. there were some drama after that man. all of us had to leave around 11.30pm. hehe. nice meeting you and jin :P

eehhhh vicky, im faat!!! means im lousy ah now? :O

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 14, 2005 03:02 AM

omg. what an entry o_O

Posted by: Nadine at June 14, 2005 01:48 PM

hehehehehehehehe why? :P

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at June 14, 2005 02:28 PM