i was having one of the worst weeks ever until something happened. something that i'll only mention later. for now, let me ramble abit about my "depressive" week that ive brought onto myself. im a big procrastinator and it's getting worst now. i dunno why. im getting lazier by the day. and then this week, it was my busiest week ever (not inclusive of my final week that's to come in three weeks time). i was rushing like mad to meet deadlines and i almost broke down and weep like a child. yet, i had no one to turn to cos everyone seems to be busy with their own stuffs or they just dont care. not even a single word of comfort. all i needed were just words of comfort, to know that people care about me but nope, instead i got scolded and put down and that sorta add more emotional pain. i almost lost it. i almost lost my mind. i should stop going deeper into this because it might get sensitive. ive been working my ass of for weeks and getting only a couple of sleep daily and sometimes none at all. seriously, my work load's so fcking heavy. im lucky i didnt accept any of the freelance copywriting jobs i was offered because i foresee this shit. i know i procrastinate alot but even if i didnt, the workload's mad. think of it this way, next monday itself, i have a take home exam which i have absolutely no clue on what it's talking about to hand in along with an individual report, and two journals. thurs, ive got 5 storyboards to hand in and more reports. it keeps building. im so sorry i have to keep fong fei kei-ing everyone because my workload's just crazy. yea, i know most of you are pissed at me but it's not like I DONT WANNA GO OUT. sheesh. anyway, since i kept ffk-ing desiree, i'll be meeting her at the airport tomorrow to send her off. she'll be working in UK and accompanying gab while he's studying there. i was suppose to meet her months before but i kept postponing it and i told myself to make a point to meet her at least once before she flies off so yea, i'll be getting up at 8am to get my ass to klia.
to make my week worst, i got my ass pinched in the lrt just now when i was walking out of the crowded lrt. i had enough of such fcking molesters. so instead of just ignoring it and avoiding it like how i usually do, i turned around and smacked the fuck out of the fcking bangla. ASSHOLE. YOU DON'T COME INTO SOMEONE ELSE'S COUNTRY TO MOLEST LADIES IN LRTS OKAY?!!! ok, so i didnt really smack the shit ouf of him but i did smack his hand hard and i sure got people looking at him. he turned around and pretended nothing happened but im sure he was embarassed. i wasnt happy so i shouted from outside of the lrt, "THE FUCKER GRABBED MY ASS!!!!!!!!!!" but the fcking lrt door closed right after that. i felt so uneasy because i could still feel his fat fingers pinching my ass. i told yeeng and my dad and they told me it was my fault because i was a) too tall (hence easier to grab. like wtf?!) and b) i wore inappropriate clothes.


but i wore that DRESS because of something AMAZING! yeeng invited me to the kl fashion week 2005. i was delighted and despite having so much work and no transport, i told myself this is a chance in a lifetime's opportunity and so today, yeeng and i went... BY THE LRT!!!
... an hour late. yeaps. we were there at nine although we were suppose to be there before eight. no more fancy goody bags for us (damn, im a sucker for such stuffs), no more cocktails for us (shits, i miss my pina coladas badly!), no photosessions, but some leftovers from the slightly upper-class buffet. it was filled with escargots and swedish meetballs (yums yums). the pix above, was of course, something i wished really happened. where photographers took my pix and all. please, stop waking me up from this wonderful dream of mine, yea? *smiles coyly*
OMFG. mr. pussy just called me and asked me if i wanna do a threesome. *sighs* do i ALWAYS give people the wrong impression? *pouts* okay, back to the kl fashion week. i dont wanna spoil my mood further, k. well, so yea, as i was struggling with my sweedish meatball, this dude came over, grabbed a biscotti from our table and just introduced himself. all, in less than five mins since we first walked into the ballroom.
dude: hi, im loke.
*struggling with my swedish meatball still*
*looks at yeeng*
*dude waits*
dude: hi, im loke.
*feels bad and offers my hand to shake*
*forced a smile at him and looks away*
dude: hi, im loke (as he turns to look at yeeng)
*yeeng forces herself to stick her hand out to shake*
and after that, he just stood beside us and stared at us eating. we ignored him and we EVEN EXCHANGED FOOD in front of him. he then moves a few steps away and we thought he was gone but no, he stood behind us, still chewing on the biscotti and staring at us. i think it took him like ten mins to realise we're not going to say anything else to him because yeeng didnt even tell him her name. sheesh. SEE DAD, no matter how fat you think i am, i still get people picking me up although sadly, it usually involves alot of freaky psychos or people who are definitely not my type. sighs, okay, i get your point. i'll keep losing weight la, k? my dad keeps complaining that im too big. I AM TOO BIG. besar. ta. tai. tua. throw in whatever other dialects you know too please. SO WHAT?! i am happppy with myself although i have to admit, i did went home feeling abit guilty. *gulps* okay, gonna stop typing. pix speak louder than words, yes no? here you go. 



more later k. im too sleepy. bernie chan was the emcee of the night and the event started with amber chia (best model of the night, seriously, though ive known people who dont like her but yea, she was seriously the best last night) modelling for sonny san. i love sonny san, beatrice looi (certain ones only) and edmundser's creations. amazing. reminds me of my childhood dream, to someday be a fashion designer. *sighs* ive always wanted to do something in the fashion industry but well, something happened and now im with advertising. i like it but well, i love the fashion industry too, though i dont follow the latest trends and all. i guess all leos just love to wear what they feel is right and what they believe looks good. leos are born to be leaders, not followers, they say. lol. but of course, most of the time, im too lazy to dress up. im lazy lazy lazy and i just cant help it. i dont remember laziness being one of the traits of a leo, though. hiaks. and to those i mmsed the pix i took with my handphone that nite, TREASURE THOSE DAMN PIX OKAY!. alrite, gotta wake up around eight to get my lazy arse to the airport. feeling feverish and i think ive got food poisoning now. diarrhea, feeling nauteous and tummy's churning big time. i am sick... yet again! sheesh. good night people. adios. jane. oyasumi (ala iskii's style).
(/edited) @ 3:38pm




u don't look fat in that dress lah.. u look leng wei! XD .. seriously =)
as for that ass of a bangla, good on ya! tho nx time probably good idea to just elbow those assholes ;D
Note: if elbowed hard enough, they'll double up and bow down to ya! :P *eviL*
Posted by: jean` at May 7, 2005 08:00 AMsmack his ass up!!! omg OR u shudve played coy and pinched his balls! :D shud provide a great deal of entertainment.. anyways BECKY PENGUMUMAN UMUM!!! <-- wtv that means.. LOL HE ASKED ME OUT FOR LUNCH HE ASKED ME OUT FOR LUNCHHHHHH YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Posted by: feryx at May 7, 2005 08:02 AMbii, ohaiyo!!!!!!!!!!! X"D *sleeps on bii's konkkonkkonk chest*
jean, thank you! *SHY* *PAISEH* *MALU* hehe. that fcking bangla damn smart, quickly turned away and then buat tak tahu and hid in between the crowd. fucker. fat banglas. GO DIE LA. how to respect banglas la u tell me. SHEEEEESH.
apa benda. apakah maksud itu? does that mean u have a pengumuman umum for me or i am the pengumuman umum (which dont make much sense). MORE MODELLING PIX LATER WHEN I AM BACK FROM AIRPORT k. wheee :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 7, 2005 08:59 AMgosh !! the lightings' damn good man !! kl fashion week must be so fun !!! btw, the dude, loke is so friggin irritating man !! kept stalking you girls. LOL !!
tt fcuking molestor ? omg !! disgusting fools !! you were so brave man, hitting him & shouting to embarrase him.
btw, don't be too tight up with work alright ? relax a little !! like how you did for the fashion week :DD
well, actually all we need is confidence, yes ? appearance don't really matter as long as you've charisma & confidence ((:
Posted by: tiara* at May 7, 2005 11:56 AMaihh..i didnt say it's ur fault ler sayang..i also kena b4 i know how it feels ler..i am just saying that these kind of people will target those that is easier for them to molest. and in ur case u are tall and it attracted their attention that's why u kena..i am not saying it's ur fault ler :(..said until i so teruk like that.
Posted by: yeeng at May 7, 2005 01:14 PMhaha it should be. sort of international as they have designers from other countries over. hehe. it's kind of a big event but the one i went was not the main one. HAHA :P and yes, loke is. LOL.
yea. but the sad thing was, nobody actually cared when i hit and shouted at him. :(
haha. i think i lack of both confidence and charisma. sniffles. t.cares tiaraa :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 7, 2005 01:17 PMyeeng, i was referring to my parents leh. LOL. semalam kan dah berbincang dengan you. lol. jgn salah paham :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 7, 2005 01:18 PMlol pai seh..coz in ur entry u said u told me and ur dad and WE told u it was ur fault mar..hehe so i salah faham ler. :D hehe..just be more careful nx time...really mm tai kena molest like that CIS! but then sometimes no matter how careful we are we will still kena..*aihs*
Posted by: yeeng at May 7, 2005 01:48 PMall this while i kena also foreigners from the poorer countries. bodoh, u come here to majukan diri rite, dont la go molest ppl all. stupid brainless fuck. patutla country kenot progress :)
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 7, 2005 02:47 PMsighs. the bangla should be shot.
did u see my cousin modelling at the show? dunno which event she did though...
i miss you becky~~~
Posted by: Maxine at May 7, 2005 03:26 PMactually, i was wondering you know if jacque was there but with heavy make up all, hard to tell. she probably was. :"X
i miss you too max :( i'll go pg cari u all la k if can in june. but then i need a place to stay. :(
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 7, 2005 03:37 PMpiggie becks....awww.....so cute n sexy n so elegant la...not fat at all la wei...ok??u seriously look beautiful n im wondering y i wasnt there to ask u dance.. :P to much complimenting this piggie dy :P nex time if ppl molest u....jz whack the shit out of him la..if u dono how to whack guys...ill teach u ok??
btw...i offered to give u comfort during ur busy days but u too busy layan me ler :(
anyway take care...peace out...piggie becks...
Posted by: Vicky Rao at May 7, 2005 07:47 PMshit man. piggie becks is such a cute name. ive got becky oinks and piggie becks now. hahahaha. thanks vicky. *hargs hargs ex-neighbour*
eh jgn la puji so much, puji somore rite, my baju soon langsung tak muat wei. *blushes like a pink piggy* and yes, please teach me how to belasah ppl. always jadi mangsa. :( :( :(
and thank you for all the offerings to membelanjakan me chilis and all. take care too!
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 7, 2005 07:57 PMeh??i tot u supposed to belanja one??thats y i click so much at ur google ad ma??no meh??haih...bankrupt lor me then :P jk..
where i got puji so much??little onli ma...actually not puji ler...telling the truth onli la...
anyways...i will teach u...dont worry...when i c u la...teach u the easiest n most effective way...
im a creator of the best nicks la wei.. :P heheee...take care...huggiez...
Posted by: Vicky Rao at May 7, 2005 08:08 PMHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAAHHAAHHAAHa... ok ok. belanja ajimal la. naan and teh o ais limau and one ais kosong. ok ok. happy happy? O.o sorry la, aku orang miskin. :( even that is a luxury to me. LOL.
u baru je puji me banyak banyak. u gave me a one year supply of compliments in just one comment. terima kasih banyak banyak.
eh ur most effective way is not hitting the balls all rite? i hope not. :P huggies :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 7, 2005 08:10 PMcheh...say chillis...now say ajimal....teruk la u....so bad u treat me...duwan puji u next time :P jz kidding la.. but ill keep up to my promise....chillis on me for u...ok?well...u must be sleeping now rite??i wonder...how many hours a day u zz ar??haih...piggie becks...
dun worry about the most effective way ok??jz wait la...ill teach u...k?its a promise orite??well...i duwan spam alot here la...takut u marah me.. :( n who knows ur bodyguards of this page also come find me then whack me...i die lor....nvm....talk to u later...take care ok??bubbye
huggies...n muakkies...to piggie beckies...
Posted by: Vicky Rao at May 7, 2005 09:44 PMhahahaahaha chilis chilis chilis chilis!!!! *squeals with joy* yeay, vicky rocks. yea, tengah tidur tadi. baru bangun not too long ago when bro woke me up to send him to see footie at mirasaa. u tak pergi ke? hehehehe spammmming my commment box is okie. MUAHAHAHA. actually, it isnt really spamming la cos lain lain comments ma. the one u spammed in friendster is ... *pengsan*
muacks too :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 8, 2005 02:15 AMbecky, i told u 101 times u can stay rumah akU! ish...
Posted by: Maxine at May 8, 2005 11:33 AMeh sorry pengumuman umum that tak menjadi yeah i saw mrfucktastic again at another club and this time he asked me out but he has yet to call.. so erm but he talked to me ystdy online? lol
Posted by: feryx at May 8, 2005 12:36 PMhahahaha thanks max. provided, ur bro's not back ma. X"D~ ok ok, after my singapore trip, if ada wang baki, i'll go penang okie :)
HAHAAHHAHAAHA APA INI WEI SABRINA! jgn la. aku menjeles gila babi la :( :( :( and U KEEP SAYING UR BUSY WITH ASSIGNMENTS?! sheesh. :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 8, 2005 12:51 PMHi, you are great, in personal and in your writting, but would you please change your font to a bigger one, as it is difficult for the old ppl (like me...) to read the small font.....
Thank you
hahahahaha, hello, thanks for reading. if i change the fonts to a bigger one, it'll spoil my layout. if you're using mozilla firefox, press ctrl + + to increase the font size as you like it to be. if ur using ie, i guess you could go view -> text size -> largest though it doesnt make much diff. get mozilla firefox! :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 8, 2005 02:46 PMjust to add, Opera can zoom in on webpages too. :P
*rubs tummy* hungry ler. :(
Posted by: bangbang at May 8, 2005 05:19 PMhehehehehehe. what's the shortcut?
*muacks bii*
*feeds bii*
online tak tau msg la now :(
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 8, 2005 05:43 PMu should have beaten the shit out of th bangla since u have the physique heheh... hope the kl fashion show servedx as a rememdt to ur sleepless nights of assignments
Posted by: GeraldG at May 9, 2005 11:27 AMHi, Tks for your answer, but in IE i can not change the size of your font, it is ok, i have to find another solotion for it....as i have to read it.....
take care and have a good day
bye
That's such a gorgeous dress you have on in the pictures! You look really beautiful in it.
I still can't believe how you have the patience to edit the photos.
Posted by: Gena at May 9, 2005 12:55 PMeh, i suspect the guy stalking the both of you must not be very good looking (if not how come kena ignored?) :P
my bro is not back yet la. if he is also, stay in my room laa...
Posted by: Maxine at May 9, 2005 04:03 PMgerald, hurrrr... well, i hope so. hehe. did u enjoy the pix? mueheehehe. :P
goodboy, haha, use firefox!!!! it's one of the best. take care too :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 9, 2005 06:41 PMgena more pix to come soon. lol. it's the only way i release stress. haha. thanks for the compliments :P
ian, WHAT DO U THINK?!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. some ah pek la. :"O
okies max. if got extra $$, i'll go pg find you. :)
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 9, 2005 06:42 PMgo becky go!
damn those idiots who think women are preys for their stupid desires. you should have just screamed at him right before you step out of the lrt. and let him bask in the beady eyes of the other coummuters.
love the pics! take care hun. :)
Posted by: shiyu at May 10, 2005 08:21 AMwah chic pic
Posted by: fr0stie at May 10, 2005 10:39 AMshiyyyyyyuu!!! so nice seeing ur here! X"D yes, i cant stand foreigners like that. u come here to earn money BECAUSE your country's poorer. i can accept that. ARE U HERE ALSO BECAUSE THE WOMEN HERE ARE NICER TO GRAB? HAVE NICER BUMS?! IM FLATTERED BUT SERIOUSLY, FUCK OFF! :P :P :P thanks shiyu. *muacks*
frostie, stim edi? dont show gf k. :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 10, 2005 11:47 AMWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Posted by: feryx at May 10, 2005 03:31 PM:: drooling ::
Posted by: Vicky Rao at May 10, 2005 03:47 PMsabrina, dah sakit ke? lol. kenapa?
KEEEP DRROOOLING VICKY. KEEEEP DRRRROOOLING!! :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 10, 2005 05:02 PMfashion showwwss i like!
mamkers.. i <3
biler nak jumper nih!
Posted by: SaNdY^dEa at May 10, 2005 05:37 PMsandy!! i dpt bsb punyer album baru dah! pirated punyer. haha..woops ...best giler! :X <3
Posted by: Maxine at May 10, 2005 05:53 PMsannndy, i nak jumpa you toooo *hugs hugs* mana hadiah baliku? :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 10, 2005 06:29 PMlol. pirated stuffs rocks. *goyang buntut*
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 10, 2005 06:30 PM*goyang flat buntut aku juga*
Posted by: Maxine at May 10, 2005 06:49 PMhahaha *injects botox into them*
flat buts are nice la. can squeeze masuk anything yg kecil kecil. not like mine, always gets stuck :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 10, 2005 06:58 PMLove your blog pics!! :)
Posted by: nicktay at May 10, 2005 09:32 PMthank you nick tay!!! *blushes*
thanks for reading too :)
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 10, 2005 09:48 PMhahahahahahahahahahaa
*shows u some porn pix of anna kournikova*
there you go. be good :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 10, 2005 11:57 PM18 sx ? manerrr??
Posted by: Maxine at May 11, 2005 01:47 PMhey im not drooling on porn pix now m i??
::wondering::
hehehhe....nvm...
continueing..
:: drooling all the way again ::
dont stop me :P
bleks....!!
Posted by: Vicky Rao at May 11, 2005 03:10 PMtime for another entry. 53 comments and still no new entry? come on!
Posted by: Jan Ee at May 11, 2005 03:32 PMterence, dont pretend pls? :P
seeeeee la, max also terpengaruh. X"D~~
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 11, 2005 04:43 PMvicky, haiiyo. ok ok. continue drooling. dont flood this site enough. lol. :P :P
jan ee, come onnnn... you know how BUSY i am. *kabish* anyway, what's wrong with this entry? let it stay a lil longer. GOT CHICKS WORRRRR :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 11, 2005 04:44 PMhuh???u said this one can spam...haih :(( ok lor i dun spam....i agree with the other person...forgot the name...sorry....change blog...bored with this one...create a new one la..me got nothing to read ady....nothing to read...then no reason come here...then no need click on google adsense :P hehehehe
:: drooling still ::
Posted by: Vicky Rao at May 11, 2005 05:02 PMeh the pic, the camera and chicks dont go together pic. i tink one of the girls is my cous.haha..from far, i think laa.not sure. must ask her whther she was in that show or not.
Posted by: Maxine at May 11, 2005 05:44 PMvicky, i said flood as in flood with ur droolings la. sheeeesh. *pengsan*
MAX, QUICK ASK IF SHE'S JACQUE. I THINK SHE IS ALSO :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 11, 2005 06:30 PMAnd it so happens to be a coincident that we have the same date of birth :P
Oh ya, great blog! and you have great friends!
omg? WE DO?!!! WOW WEE. ive always ALWAYS been looking for someone with the same birthday as me. yeay :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 12, 2005 01:40 AMwer is mai bekii? i wan mai bekii.
Posted by: bangbang at May 12, 2005 02:44 AMkii kii dun mish mi. mi sad sad. *pouts*
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 12, 2005 10:21 AMsighs
Posted by: Maxine at May 12, 2005 12:16 PMwhy la max? eh oh yea. blog about ur phuket trip wei. i forgot to tell u i didnt update cos i want u to update about ur phuket trip :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 12, 2005 12:57 PMomg ..serious? hmmmph.
Posted by: Maxine at May 12, 2005 10:20 PMyes babe. im dead serious :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 12, 2005 10:23 PMwarh so many comments :D hehe max cepat blog lar..i wanna see your phuket trip photos lehhh...
Posted by: yeeng at May 13, 2005 12:34 AMguess what? she tak ambil a single pix.
and i expected a new post when i balik cos when i was talking to her, she was blogging. but i dun see any new post also? O.o
max, max, maxxybaxxy, where are you? :D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 13, 2005 02:13 AM*bites bekii*
Posted by: bangbang at May 13, 2005 06:10 AMmaxine mana u punya story of phuket ?
Posted by: fr0stie at May 13, 2005 02:15 PMhahahahahha.
Posted by: Maxine at May 13, 2005 02:18 PMbiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii *bites bii*
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 13, 2005 04:46 PMmax, cepat blog la. u dah jadi yeeng ke?
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 13, 2005 04:49 PMeh jangan kutuk aku :D hehe..sorry la..nx time i blog i will make sure i finish it in less than 24 hrs ok? :D
Posted by: yeeng at May 15, 2005 12:37 AMLESS THAN 24 hours?!!!!!! O.o
i finish mine max two hours. :"X
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 15, 2005 02:39 AMhahahahahaha thanks myuu. *hargs hargs*
will check it out asap k. :D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 15, 2005 11:59 PMwoman, you took picture from the OTHER side, whereas I took pictures from the Other side. lol.. it was pretty fun huh? =)
Posted by: cyber-red at May 17, 2005 09:59 PMlol. u were there too? hold on. going to ur site to check ur pix out. hehehehe. yea, it was fun alrite. :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 18, 2005 12:47 AM