i sooooooooo agree with it. i hate the way i blog here. i hate the fact that i cannot blog openly here. everything has to be screened umpteen times before posting. there's no personal touch at all. i wanted to close this site earlier this morning but then come to think of it, after all the effort ive put in, trying to build this site's value and readership rate (not like there's many, though), i was like, "nah, fuckit. im going to blog the way i like it to be". so there, be prepared for more bitchings. i was really really pissed yesterday because some fuckwit who used to cause havoc in my bro's love life and my best friend's love life isnt only copying the way i say things but the way i do things (no, im not being damn PERASAN here, okie. she admitted to me herself. so much for having brains, man). so much for creativity, i tell you. i dont get it. why do people who are not CREATIVE in any sense KEEPS CLAIMING to be one. she is soooooooo like someone whom she hates and yet not realise that she's just another replica of her enemy. yea, i know i said i would like to blog things the way i want to but names will still be withdrawn because i still have some sense of decency despite how much i so dislike her. *puts on the world's most innocent smile* 
have you realise how the entries in t-m.net's always so report-y style? it's always like, "yea, brushed my teeth this morning at 6.00am, fed the chickens at the barn at 6.30am, had breakfast at 7.00am...". how interesting...NOT! me, max and yeeng's always complaining about how much we want to bitch about people but yet we cant cos they read this site. well, guess what? me and yeeng have decided not to care anymore. we're sick of having to have a second journal for the bitchings. this is after all, our space. we'll say what we want... minus the name (yea, i know that's like the juiciest and most kan cheong bit). msg me in private then. i'll gladly bitch to you. nobody calls me bitchy for nothing, anyway. as for now, im going to enjoy my fusion dinner i made. ive been experimenting alot in the kitchen... without a choice, of course. mom has been busy with work. piccies in this site, will remain. happy sucking my bandwidth.



dan pronounces my name, rebecca, as "repair car". joke of the century, man.


injured my toe big time and it was bleeding badly beneath my nail. *ouch*
(/edited) @ 1:40am 25th April 2005
im pasting something i took from my yahoo conversation with yeeng. i feel shitty. *sighs* this happened when i was four/five, back in those paddy field days in perlis.
badzbecky: anyway, i remember something wei. once, i just got home from kindy then nobody at home so i was wandering around my neighbourhood, then this neighbour of mine's elder daughter (i think she's a highschool junior or maybe older) suddenly ask me to sit at her doorstep. so i did. suddenly she opened her skirt and showed me her pussy (which i used to call "obok" as the nonyas call it, i think). then she opened my skirt to see mine and check for stuffs. omg. now think of it, it's damn frigging horrifying!!!!
yeeng84: EW?
yeeng84: haha lol
badzbecky: sighs. ive been molest since i was a kid
yeeng84: u kena sexually abused b4!
badzbecky: is that why im so ham sap now?
badzbecky: wasnt abused ler. molested
badzbecky: :(
now its fcking haunting me. fuck. i was actually sexually molested once... by a female! omg. that's a very very disturbing thought. i cant actually remember the whole thing but i know her hands were on my private part. that's not considered as a sexual intercourse rite? i didnt lose my virginity since age four right? RIGHT? RIGHT?! RIGGGGGHT?! great, now i cant concentrate on my film noir report anymore. and to think that im yet to study for my exams tomorrow. grr....thanks man thanks. *sighs*
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Posted by becky at April 24, 2005 08:20 PMHAHAHAHAHA ISOBEL ROCKS TOO!
*kasi cium berperisan chicken chop asia cafe*
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at April 24, 2005 08:45 PMahahaha. eh which chicken chop is nicer? asia cafe's or uptown's? :P
kasi food review sikit. LoL
Posted by: Isobel at April 24, 2005 08:48 PMasia cafe but without the rosemary. serious shit, the other day when i went, diff cook. go letak rosemary. dammmn horrible. took me 1.5 hours to finish it. dan also almost pengsan. :(
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at April 24, 2005 08:52 PMdont ever think about changing blog lahs. your blog is my source of entertainment. it rocks so . yeaa. don even think of changing the url or sth? takecaree. and im gonna see you real soon please take caree of yourself. don injure here injure there .lots of love-
Posted by: evangeline at April 24, 2005 09:45 PMeh, i know a blog that's also my big source of entertainment but for the wrong reasons. LOL. i hope mine isnt one that falls into that category. LOL...
hahahahahhaa. thanks evan. ur the sweetest. i'll be giving u lotsa love this june. im going to crash at ur place and make ur life hell but i know you'll still love me :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at April 24, 2005 09:52 PMi like tickle-me.net jugak...
Posted by: SaNdY^dEa at April 24, 2005 11:58 PMtickle-me.net likes you too :P
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and google adsense says 'Elmo Loves You'!!
haha...
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hehehehe i know. ive noticed it too. wow, terasa amat disayangi :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at April 25, 2005 12:49 AMhahaha..damn i was supposed to be the first to comment ok! HAHAHA cis! :(
Posted by: yeeng at April 25, 2005 12:51 AMhaha i guess im lucky it didnt take u two days to comment also. muahaahhaAHAHahahhaa. kidding. u know i'll still love u no matter how long you took to comment. anyway, it was me who halau-ed u to go study. :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at April 25, 2005 12:56 AMhahaha...lol..u r like my mom liao..actually my mom nvr halau-ed me to go study b4 also..haha exams so near liao...DIE DIE DIE! :(
Posted by: yeeng at April 25, 2005 01:06 AMhahahahahaha. well, that means im better than ur mom. so please go study. it's for ur own good. i dun want you to be disappointed about it again. im pretty sure you know what's the outcome like when you dont study by now. :)
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at April 25, 2005 01:17 AMeh repair car...wut u blogged? tak paham la?
anyway...anyone misses me???:D:D:D:D
Posted by: Bernard at April 25, 2005 03:58 AMhuh tak paham?! awak confirm budak sesat. budak bm sesat :P
DONT MISS U LIAO LA. ish. *cuts ur two balls off and feed the neighbourhood dogs*
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at April 25, 2005 04:00 AMeh dun close it! source of entertainment leh.. *now u know how much of a life i got =X*
always here when u need to bitch haha..*damn 8 rite?* >.<
wahai si~tickle your site don't hisap lah
Posted by: fr0stie at April 25, 2005 10:01 AMkesiannya Becky ... kena check "abalone"!
Posted by: Dan at April 25, 2005 11:58 AMjean, ala... i feeeeel so used!!!!! hahahaha. but i appreciate it. thanks babe. muacks. post more food pix in urs too :P we'll challenge k? meuhaehahehahea :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at April 25, 2005 12:54 PMwoaaaa wahai orang salji, terima kasih. aku mengappreciatekannya. :P
dan, SSSSSHHHH!!!!!!!!!! *kicks dan* :(
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at April 25, 2005 12:55 PMeh what abalone ?
Posted by: fr0stie at April 25, 2005 07:26 PMOooooh ohhhhhh.... ngek ngek ngek
Posted by: fr0stie at April 25, 2005 07:28 PMHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA SSSHHH!! NOT SO LOUD!!! *pai seh*
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at April 25, 2005 08:32 PMtickle-me.net sucks? u must be kidding???!!! I have been here ever since ur..errrm...First or 2nd version. It was jolyene that introduce me here...and besides, I've known who is BECKY since I'm like 14!!! mIRC, and that Hiew wai kong? remember? we were so close dat he always mention you and wern ching plus wern ching is my primary school mate. though havent met you in person..but but! your blog is interesting... ;)
one dat I read daily.
hugs
Posted by: lucy at April 25, 2005 09:13 PMot0man loves tickle-me.net !!!
Posted by: Terence at April 25, 2005 09:57 PMlucy... huh? SERIOUS?!!!! u know jolyne wai kong and wern ching?! WAHLAAAAAU SMALLLL WORLD! i never knew that. LOL! omg omg. hahahahaahhaa. what was ur nick in irc? tuliplucy? sounds familiar..... hahaha. have we spoken in irc? OMG. thank u thank u for reading tickle-me.net. *worlds biggest hug and kisses and a glass of midori for you*
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at April 25, 2005 10:02 PMeh? terence commented also? hahaha. tickle-me.net loves otoman too :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at April 25, 2005 10:03 PM*ahem ahem...becky dotdot, u tutup page ini, i kasi *abish u ah!
'abalone'...WUAAAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! aisehaiseh...perut cramp edi!..HAHAHAHHAHA...
not laughing at ur mishap k, just the term...WUAAAHAHA..beh tahan!
Posted by: eve at April 26, 2005 12:28 AMsexually molested? or overdose of affection?
Posted by: GeraldG at April 26, 2005 01:03 AMhahahahahaAHAHAHHAHaHAhaHAHahahaAHHahahaa.... DONT LAH OI. when i read it also i laugh but now u pula laugh. apa ni. teruk la this daniel. make fun of me only. *kabish* hehehehe :P
ok ok. i wont tutup. i like this domain name anyway. susah nak dapat :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at April 26, 2005 01:15 AMgerald, either way, it's not a very good experience. :(
i guess im fated to be molested by girls. *ahem*
:(
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Posted by: daLe^ at April 26, 2005 11:12 AMdale rox too. <3 *mwahs*
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Posted by: Terence at April 26, 2005 12:39 PMwoops, got no line breaks wan ... my bad *malu
Posted by: Terence at April 26, 2005 12:40 PMhahahahahahahahahahahahahhaahhahaAaHahaHaHahaAHAHHaHaHaHAHAHaHAHaaaahaAHahahAHHaAHHAahaha
lawak gila.
eh bila buka site. cepat la. dah lama tutup. ian's also dah since sept tak update!
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at April 26, 2005 12:51 PMi wanna pecah his rekod... :D :D :D :D
Posted by: Terence at April 26, 2005 03:40 PMomg. membazir wang only la beli domain name. lol. :P hosting now also bayar rite? tsk tsk.
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at April 26, 2005 03:47 PMtm.net banyak peminat nih..mana boleh
Posted by: Bernard at April 26, 2005 10:14 PMhahaha bernard loke also sure got... if he updates often !!! :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at April 26, 2005 10:38 PMMaybe back in Perlis you had this expression that said, "tickle me"? Kidding kidding!
Posted by: Albert Ng at April 29, 2005 09:46 AM