Euphoric Moments

guys and their empty promises

hur... been wanting to blog about this for ages. im sure most of you girls out there have encountered guy friends (bfs included at times) who tells you they will call you later but they wouldnt. the thought of blogging about this came into my mind when my friend was complaining about how much she likes this guy (she even dumped her bf of six years because of him) and how the guy is so shy that he doesnt say anything to her. from my point of view, he likes her too but is not sure of it. he did simple things that if a guy dont have something for you, they wont do. simple things like attending a party where nobody you know but her is there and etc. now, remember this, girls, guys are sweetest to you only when they are going after you. i have had my fair share of such sweet treatments. how i wish if only there were guys after me again...

the feeling is just undescribable and your ego gets boosted to the maximum. being an egoistic person, i sure like the feeling of being chased after guys and etc but it hasnt happened for months. anyway, that's not my point. my friend, let's call her, b, complains about it alot. i too, experience it alot especially lately but for me, there's no point complaining because guys are like that... except when they are really into you. yesterday, my guy friend, k, said he would call me back halfway but didnt. actually, i told him i wont be going out with him if it's around subang, so that isnt a good example. i know this someone who will call me, talk for a short while, ends it abruptly and says will call me back, but will never do. i think it's just men's nature. as for women, we tend to remember our promises better. a friend cried the other day about how this guy she adores alot still after so long keeps making empty promises to her. simple empty promises. i told her, "fret not, darling, cos all men are like that so it isnt just him".

guys tend to say things without thinking properly. if you ask em out casually, "hey, wanna check out this place on sat?". "sure". and then you wont hear from them on saturday. i am speaking in general okay and based on my experiences, so please dont spear me down if you disagree or feel like it's you im talking about. also, according to this article i read, women tend to remember things six times better than guys, which explains why we can remember when we had the first time we held hands, first kiss, first date, and etc but not guys. i try not to blame them when they dont remember dates like that but at times, i will feel unhappy but i wont let it bother me much. to tell you the truth, i use to remember all my exes birthdays, the first time we kissed, the first time we got together and break up but now i dont remember anything except for my recent one (which i was abit more crazy cos i remember every single detail except for his car num plate ). so girls, try not to keep so much expectations and hopes unless you're really certain he's into you big time and is ready to commit to you. some guys just play around with your feelings and my best friend is one of them. thank god she is strong and smart so she doesnt really let it get into her and bother her much. im so proud of you. *hugs*

You are 87% Leo

after watching much sex and the city, i realise that i have changed tremendously throughout the years. i am now into commitment (at certain levels, that is) and am no longer into flings. i am conservative and kind of reserved which contradicts my older personality. i actually found out from some friends that some guys perceive me only as fuck buddies. *ouch* now im proud to announce for the first time that i, someday, would like to settle down and get married. yes, you heard me right. i know i have always been against committed relationships and marriages but now, i am a cross breed of carrie and charlotte and a little samantha and miranda too. i am sarcastic when it comes to people who irritates the shit out of me and horny when i am with someone im truly into. quite balance, yea?

okay, as you all know, i just got back from penang and my unplanned ipoh trip. for just four days, i have spent about rm530++ (and i actually had to use my maybankard to pay for some of my stuffs still). it is the most expensive penang trip that i have ever had cos i usually spend only rm200-300++. the pictures will soon be @ the gallery. too lazy to resize and stuff now. i havent been sleeping properly for few days. i actually didnt sleep for about fourty hours yest and the day before. i stayed up the whole night watching all the dvd9s i bought when i was in penang. i actually finished the whole season of sex and the city in one night. hur. beat that. ive been a driver for my family lately but it's okay i guess. been experimenting with my cooking and all. omg. i feel so housewifey-ish.

the penang trip was okay until the last day when desiree and karis got stung by jellyfishes. it was a big drama and all but im too lazy to talk about my trip. the most romantic thing was when we were at the beach on the first night till four am++, drinking, chit-chatting, watching the moonlight shining against the sea, doing sandcastles (which failed badly and ends up looking like a badly shaped cake), analysing the clouds, and watching shooting stars pass across us as we lay on the beach. the only thing missing there was my beloved but i guess i should be happy with what i have now and not think of my past. the problem with me is i always let it haunt me and i hate that. oh, and another memorable thing was my first time puking while drinking. we opened bottle at fever, a dance club, and i dunno why but i drank quite alot for a casual drinking session so by the time we were at a mamak, i was feeling so sick and just puked all over. gab even took pix of it. eww....

okay, apart from all that, if any of you do have any sorts of freelance/part time job vacancy, contact me yea. i need a job badly. that's all for me to say now. im so tired but i cant sleep. god save me. amen.

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(/edited) @ 3:35pm, 29th Nov 2004
im too lazy to start a whole new entry cos i dont know what to say. anyway, i just received my beloved JOLYNE G.MAMA's XXX post card all the way from london. it's so lovely and now im craving for more of such XXX post card. i was so proud of it i bragged to terence and i found out he got a postcard and a birthday card. where can?! haha but g.mama, thank you so much. i love it big time although my mom was abit embarassed by the post card. will post a pix of it soon. i just experimented with my own pasta and im so in love with it. super cranky now cos i slept at 8am and was woken up 3 hours later to send mom to work. sniffs. good news people, i officially lost 10kg since august. i am god, alright. \m/. will do swimming later, adios. oh yea, i adopted a pet penguin and named it kukubird. how creative. ho ho ho!