wow. havent slept well since wed nite. life has been a miserable hell but im not supposed to explain why because i just hurt someone important's feeling by penning down how i felt and i guess, that was the end of everything. nothing much to say actually. not going back tonite. i cant face my bedroom. have been avoiding it for days. anyway, not gonna whine anymore. below are pix from rennie's, as promised. thanks ken jun for the cam.
aunty trudy, the woman behind rennie's

me experimenting kj's cam at the bar
bongo with his cigar
me and my lecturers : joot, siew poh and bongo
the little and the big : lingy and me
suan mei, me and vivien
me and nicole, da woman
karislingam and beckysamy
me and trista *muacks*
lung and me
joanne and me

me, jasper and eswandy
kris, desiree and becky
desiree, becky and joanne
hui yee, brenda, becky, desiree and elaine
ling, becky, brenda, trista and desiree
ling, becky, brenda, desiree, trista and kris
vivien, suan mei, ling, kris, sunny and becky
part of the gang munching
sunny, cindy, ling, becky, xia xue (shirley), sulaiman, trista, nicole and brenda
joanne, kris, suan mei, poh, joot, vivien, wee yang, sulaiman, hui yee, siew poh, becky and trista
another pix on the gang..
the class and bongo

the class
the chiqs
us at pan cafe, state, all sobered out
some of the gang who went to pan cafe
while i enjoyed my ciggies and drink
the nite was filled with emotions, flying curses, pukings and break ups. i'll always cherish the times ive shared with this wonderful class, M6A. thanks for being there for me that nite guys. i owe you all big time. for now, i'll finish up my sex and the city episodes. i am suddenly liking sarah jessica parker alot. used to dislike her. okay, off to pack my bags. nites.
Posted by becky at November 14, 2004 06:11 PMOMG! WHEEEEEEEE! FIRST COMMENT . MUAHAHHHA!
Posted by: Maxine at November 14, 2004 07:43 PMhehehe crazy girl :D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at November 14, 2004 07:58 PMOMG! PICS CANT LOAD OVER HERE. I HATE DIAL UP. H-A-T-E. GAWD. SUCKY.
anyways, ahem noticed the cigs in ur hands.hehehhe... =)
hope u feel better soon babes.
Posted by: Maxine at November 15, 2004 01:34 AMim much better now. thanks babes. muacks :"D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at November 15, 2004 01:44 AMyeah now im the one in depression mode. i hate it when I want something so bad but i'll never get it. keep telling myself have faith in yourself. but its so fucking useless.
Posted by: Maxine at November 15, 2004 02:49 AMaww... max, what's wrong ler? hugs. u can always talk to me u know...
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at November 15, 2004 11:58 AMHey... I know that Bongo dude... he's an often drunk Johannian...
Posted by: biatch0 at November 15, 2004 01:23 PMeh serious? u do?! haha. yea, he's drunk most of the time. he drinks at least twice a week! :D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at November 15, 2004 01:48 PMahhhhhhhhhhh sighs. :/
Posted by: Maxine at November 15, 2004 07:29 PMmax, ur scarying me. why lah? what's wrong? :(
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at November 15, 2004 08:10 PMdunno lah. just having one of those depressing moods lor as usual
Posted by: Maxine at November 15, 2004 10:40 PMit's okie max. ive been depressed for 20 years. hope u get well soon k. dont think so much lah. kalau ada apa apa, sila beep aku. call me too if u want. :D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at November 15, 2004 11:16 PMhaha thanks dear.
Posted by: Maxine at November 16, 2004 12:00 PMYou went to a pub with your lecturer? He's cool.
Posted by: Gena at November 16, 2004 12:10 PMhehehehe max, anytime lah! but then i tak tolong apa apa pun. makes me feel useless.
gena, we paid rm40 for the food. all drinks were on him! :"D rocks!
wow, very lucky to have a lecturer like him. i'm having raya open house this Sunday, do come okie..can bring friends along hehehe...
oh yeah, i have a site already but only at blogger..so sad :(
Posted by: shari at November 16, 2004 07:39 PMyeaay!! an open house! i wanna come shari! ive never really been to a malay open house before. damn sad right! i wanna come!! :D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at November 17, 2004 01:10 AMsurelah you can come. that's why i invited you uh!! only thing, my house is kind of far..just follow Kesas highway till the end. near Star Cruises.
Posted by: shari at November 17, 2004 11:49 AMI Carrie Bradshaw. Was so happy when she and Mr. Big got together in the end!! Squee!!
Posted by: sherry at November 17, 2004 06:15 PMhmmm tak tau where is it man. it's this sunday kan? what time? cos i think i might be in genting on saturday. give me the details yea?
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at November 17, 2004 06:16 PMwah becky sudah pandai meminum dan merokok.. dah lar terror menggelek :p
Posted by: SaNdY^dEa at November 17, 2004 06:17 PMhahahahaa jgnlah tease aku. aku n00b! :( kamu lah pro menggelek!
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at November 17, 2004 06:19 PMaiks, didnt see sherry's reply. hehe. they did?!! i dun like mr. big at all. player habisan!
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at November 17, 2004 06:20 PMI DONT LIKE SATC CAUSE OF SJP! wait are u guys talking about satc?
Posted by: Maxine at November 17, 2004 07:14 PMsherry berry..COME BACK !!! :~~(
Posted by: Maxine at November 17, 2004 07:15 PMhahahaa yes we are. lol. i never liked SJP too but then now, ok ok lah. :D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at November 17, 2004 07:19 PMaih.. susahnya.. havent got round to linking everyone .. search hi n low for ur site @_@
mwaaaaaaah.. pack bags go wherE??!??!?!?!? cheer ups becky.. if u haf no one else to turn to.. there's always jean ;D
Posted by: jean` at November 18, 2004 10:07 PMwhy search hi and low pula. so easy to remember. and u never link me meh? lol. :"D
aww.. jean. *hugs*
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at November 19, 2004 02:07 AM