October 08, 2004
beck beck's all stressed up
omfg. im so frigging tired. ive been working since 2:30am. first i was rushing for my presentation which was supposed to be on monday but since there was not enough time, was postponed to tues and then to thurs. today, finally, it reached my turn. it went okay. i was frigging tired. ive only managed to catch a wink from 6-8am. then i was off to uni but then can you believe it or not? i was the only person in class and i thought i was late. classes originally were supposed to start at 9am but then it was being pushed to 9.30am as everyone's always late. i was there at 9.45am and i was the only one there. lecturer told to wait till 10am. still nobody so he did a one-on-one lecture on me. omfg, that sure was weird. at around 10.15am, then only did quarter of the class arrived but then, that was it. the other three quarter didnt bother showing up. its kinda depressing in a way. okay, so the lecturer isnt one of the best. as a matter of fact, he mumbles to himself, he always cancels classes and yes, he has alot to improve on but somehow, i feel he isnt getting the respect he needed. anyhow, not for me to comment on it.
came home around 1.30pm and kris and desiree came around 2pm. been working our asses straight till almost 12am. once they left, ive decided to design more logos because you see, a group member was supposed to design it but he came up with what kris calls the most "cuckoo" idea/design so we had to redo it. my mind is super exhausted now and i must say, i am pretty sick of working with only 1-2 people everytime there's a meeting (esp when its at my place) when there are six of us. not all the time but now its a crucial period as our assignment is indeed a major one and its documentation is due on monday. presentation will be on thursday so it isnt that rushing for us. i guess i cant really complain much. i mean, i shouldnt. they read my blog for heaven's sake. 
on the happier note, i played "cook" yesterday. cooked up devil's chicken curry, vege and omelette for lunch. boy was i so proud of myself. no burn marks on my hand. yeay! will be cooking thai green chicken curry if i have the time tomorrow. cooking's fun esp when you have the whole house to yourself. hiaks. 
my mom called from india twice so far. she's really sick now and im frigging worried. being sick oversea is no joke. i cant wait for her return on wed. it has never been the same without her. sis birthday was yest. we went to indiana steak house and i had a great time there. the portion is huge. omfg. my set consist of mushroom soup, garlic bread, grilled chicken with thai bbq sauce, fruit juice and ice cream! and i ordered cheesy fries as my side. goodness gracious. that was enough to feed two peeps! ive been eating so much lately and after all the weight that ive lost, ive gained some of it back. boo! 
super tired now. will go to bed soon and resume work tomorrow. im gonna faint if i dont. havent been sleeping well lately. but i kinda like all these stress. i actually miss being stressed up and being forced to work under pressure. call me nuts if you want but i feel really useless when im too free and when i have nothing to do. anyhow, sayonara. will post more pix when im free. i know some of you are already giving sighs of relieve. lol. nites. oyasumi nasai.
one to one lecture? gosh, that must have been quite weird? but then again, its really bad to come like 1 hr late man! dont ya think?
devil curry??woooh..since when did u learn a portuguese/eurasian dish. hahaha..even I also dunno how to do that dish. haahha :D eh cook for me lah one day kay?
Posted by: Maxine at October 8, 2004 04:00 AMeh darling, got the ready made paste lah from maggi. lol. i cooked before. 2nd time. today i cooked phad prig khing curry. omg. smells so good. wish ur ere to try. lol. :"D
and most luct students are spoilt brats. damn beh tahan man. :(
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at October 8, 2004 06:45 PMbecky..i finally have internet connection at home. i'm so busy with assignments, have no clue what's happening to my site too..
yummy devil curry..seriously need to try that.
Posted by: shari at October 8, 2004 08:15 PMhahahaa yea ur site is so hard for me to enter. ish ish. hahahahaha. yea, go buy the paste. maggi's i think. lol. u take care shari. ive been very busy too. lol.
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at October 8, 2004 10:35 PMfuiyorrr masaka masak!!! when wanna cook for me lar?
Posted by: SaNdY^dEa at October 9, 2004 12:52 AMhahahahahahahahaa when i start dating you!!! >:"D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at October 9, 2004 01:46 AMhaha come fly down to sydney and cook for me woman!
I'm like that with work and assignments too, I have no choice but to sit down and work when they are due soon. If you need more help with your assignment let me know yea? *wink
Posted by: gwin at October 9, 2004 05:06 AMI'm also all stressed up with all the assingments due dates to rush for, the lab reports that kills me...and upcoming exams. I don't like this pressure, but I guess that's about the only thing to keep me sane and not miss my friends who are overseas so badly. Becky, work hard, but do rest more too!! Hope your mom's doing better now. =D
Posted by: Nicole at October 9, 2004 12:17 PMgwin.. hahahaha hussssh. *sssh....* kenot tell ppl. gwin, pay for my tickets and accomodation, i'll gladly cook for you daily and even play literati and hexic with you! :D
haha thanks nicole! i know! damn stressed right? im losing hair! omg. *pouts* you take care too, you know!
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at October 9, 2004 01:23 PMmaggi...not good uh, bad for my hair. rite now, i'm looking like a guy..stupid hairstylist!!! can't wait for your next cooking experience hehee
Posted by: shari at October 9, 2004 08:32 PMhahaha... omg? u have short hair?!! I WANNA SEE!!! lol!! :D show pix!
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at October 9, 2004 09:37 PMoh my, one on one lecture? never encountered anything like that before.
girl, let's keep your stress level like that alright? don't add anymore to it!
hope your mom's ok.
Posted by: gena at October 10, 2004 01:35 PMhehehehe thanks gena. hugs. yea, it sure was weird but im glad it lasted only for 15 mins. lol.
you take care too yea? *hugs*
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at October 10, 2004 02:01 PMyep~ i tried playing the pirated one but the build mode didn't work. not much fun when i can't buil stuff. my dad actually went out and got me the original one, so happy me! ooo~ 178cm?? i'm currently shrinking and growing between 168-175cm. weird. hope your mom gets well soon. cheers
Posted by: grace at October 10, 2004 10:48 PM178cm? ngeh? lol. when did that come into the conversation. lol. you're still young, babe. you'll grow taller. hehe. :)
and omg, can i borrow ur original sims 2? lol. and your dad sure loves you alot. lol. my dad wouldnt do that for me. never ever ... esp for a game! lol. :D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at October 10, 2004 10:59 PMsad to hear u are having troubles.
the food sounds so yummy though.
Posted by: aj at October 11, 2004 10:58 AMi bought the pirated sims 2 !! i bloody cant find the cd key. stupid bloody shop. i insisted for it, she was like " ooh u search lah the cd in one of the folders can find".YEAH RIGHT! 4 cds and ALL folders also no cd key. DAMN TULAN
Posted by: Maxine at October 11, 2004 12:24 PM1 to 1 'lecture'? ke something else? AHAHahaHAha.. hopefully ur mum recovered adi.. rest more lahhhh!
Posted by: Ivan at October 11, 2004 04:10 PMcheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep*
*chipsmore* munchmunch*
Posted by: jean` at October 11, 2004 06:16 PMi am so stressed :'(
Posted by: sarah :] at October 11, 2004 07:03 PMaj, haha thanks! :")
max, means ur money habis just like that lah?
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at October 11, 2004 10:00 PMivan, hehe apa lah u. simply think. aiyo, lately really alot of work mah. just got back home k. sudah pukul 10pm lor.
jean, budak sesat. lol.
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at October 11, 2004 10:02 PMeh, didnt see sarah's msg. why are u stressed up, sweetie?
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at October 11, 2004 10:02 PMhaha beckz, i just got back frm sunway.went back to get the cd key from the female dog. :D
Posted by: Maxine at October 11, 2004 10:04 PMhahaha so now can edi? i just passed sunway tadi. lol. was there earlier too.
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at October 11, 2004 10:06 PMgosh! its weird. we study in cybrjaya, we are at the same place about the same time yet WE NEVER MEET OFTEN. ISH!@
Posted by: Maxine at October 12, 2004 01:32 PMhahahaha or rather... NEVER MEET AT ALL! lol.
eh damn kelakar, yest a blogger saw me. malufying.
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at October 12, 2004 07:01 PM