Euphoric Moments

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my life sucks...just for today. it was really bad. i knew it was going to be a long and hard day for me when i opened my eyes at 6am. i was supposed to wake up at 7am :(. it was so hard for me to sleep again after that because i kept on waking up every 10 mins. i finally gave up and woke up at 6.50am. it took my dad very long to get ready today and i was almost late for my class. when i reached the side gate of sunway coll, guess what? the gate was CLOSED! great. just what i need to start my day huh? luckily class went on smoothly and i managed to reach home safely and managed to get some rest before i went for my class in KL. when i thought things were going to get better, it got even worse! i waited for 50 mins for the putraline to come so i can go to kj station to catch the lrt to pasar seni. oh yeah did i mention that today's weather was damn hot? :( so ok..i waited for 50 mins and i thought the bus was not going to come anymore (normally it will only take the bus 20 mins to reach sunway from kj station) and if i continued waiting i will be late and i won't be able to have my dinner anymore. so i went and took a cab. oh what a good choice. just after the cab i was in took the u-turn after pyramid, guess what i saw? yes, u got it right. i saw the putraline on the opposite lane :) there goes my rm7.50. thank u so much putraline for being so punctual and so efficient.

managed to reach kasturi coll on time. after putting my stuffs in the class, kelly and i went to a shop nearby to have our dinner. it seemed that today was a really bad day for kelly also. she stared blankly at nothing most of the time. felt really bad coz i couldn't help her. i know what's her problem but i just don't know what to say to make her feel better. so both of us just sat there and stoned together-gether. on our way back to the coll, we saw alot of ppl were sibuk-ing in front of the pondok polis. it seemed that the police managed to catch a criminal. but i don't know what crime he committed. mayb he was trying to snatch someone's bag and got caught while trying to escape. well, i was really glad it happened before we passed by that place. just before we reached the college, we saw two fellas were arguing and screaming at each other. we quickly walked away before anything BAD happen. couldn't really pay attention to what the lecturer teached today :( blur most of the time coz he was going quite fast and my mind was blank. yeah, just blank. couldnt absorb anything. out of all days my lecturer just had to choose today to let us go back late. arghhh. waited quite long for the lrt and missed the star lrt :( waited again at masjid jamek. i was finally home at 11pm. was damn happy when i opened the gate and my cat, baby came to greet me. went in my room and saw the digicam was on my table. so i took a few photos of myself with it. and i thought my unlucky day has finally came to an end. i must be kidding huh? guess what happened to the digicam when i tried to upload the photos into my comp? it hanged..out of all days...it just had to choose today to hang...i really had enough liao...cant take it anymore..going to break down anytime now. but u know what, i am not going to feel sorry for myself for having such a bad day coz things might be even worse than this nx time. so i guess i will just have to learn how to handle myself in this kind of situation nx time :)

but then again...where is the 'someone' when i needed him the most? when i needed him to hug me and tell me everything will be just fine? just wish that there's someone always there for me when i needed some comfort. i've been trying my very best to stay 'normal' after whatever happened 1 mth+ ago. sorry couldn't elaborate more on that. sorry. i am not ready yet :(. not as easy as i thought it would be. hmm..i guess i will just have to be strong huh? well, life is not just about being with the one u love ( as in ur bf/gf ). there are still many other things that are just as important as that. hehe..just trying to make myself feel better! anyway, going karaoke tomorrow with a few high school friends. hope that i will enjoy myself. *prays hard*. oh btw, i am officially broke. been spending alot of money nowadays. thanks to the carnival mega sales :( but there's still many things that i want to buy. anyone with extra cash? pls donate some :(. i think i better sleep now...i dont want anything bad to happen anymore for today. enough is enough! :(. till the nx time we meet again...take care everyone *hugz*

p/s: sorry for posting such a sad entry AGAIN. had a really bad day ler. just need to let it out. sorry that u guys have to read this crap :(