sighs. i thought this year's birthday would be interesting because i have that someone special but no, he has to do something that upsets me so much.
i chose not to think so much about it as i dont want to spoil the beautiful image i have on my birthday. the celebration started on fri as my parents rented an apartment at duta vista from fri to sun. we then had steamboat on fri itself. below are some of the pix. more with the other digi cams...


the guests porking out

terence enjoying himself *yums*

the guests watching m'sian idol as they chomp

eve mama , becky and lizzie baby *cuddles*

eve, ivy, becky and lizzie

ivy, eve, lizzie, becky and jolyne g.mama

becky, see mun, yeeng, weng onn, ken jun and hock beng

god knows what me and dylan was thinking when we pose for this pix

jolyne, terence and becky

joe 7th and becky

my bday cake, coffee cheesecake

becky cutting the cake

ian enjoying every single lick X"D

the group I

the group II (wow, nice shirt raymond. check out the flash)

illegal gambling session

the harmless group playing pictionary

raymond mixing the miniature liquors

becky and yeeng (gf tuhan)

pillow talk!

us cramped up in a super small lift which refuses to close

some of my gifts ="P
i hope everyone had fun that night. i make a bad host. but im glad most of you ate till you guys almost puked. and guess what? i still have half a fridge of food. lol. and i know some of you were really hurt when you found out i didnt call you over. im sorry but i was on limited budget and i had to make it a small group. trust me, if i had the choice, i would've invited everyone. i'll buy you guys drinks when i meet up with you guys k (you know yourselves). sorry.
there's so much to say on what happened on fri and how it went but im too lazy and i guess im not in the right mood now. anyhow, a few stayed back and the next day, i almost got into two accidents, swerved from left lane to right lane (3 lanes away) because i was at the wrong lane. then when i picked my mom up and sent her to work, the same shit happened again but a diff place. hur. im a natural born stuntwoman. 
after all those dramatic stunts, reached duta vista again and we started experimenting with our cooking. hey, we make not bad a chef. haha. and somehow, we were addicted to cooking. *nyums* *rubs tummy* i have the pix but i dont think i wanna post it up. there's too many pix for me to post em up. maybe in a later entry. that night itself, joe 7th and i wanted to watch beautiful boxer but dumbass people had to make the cinema queue so long. why cant they just all go to the genting rave and give unhappening people like me a chance to catch some movie peacefully man. we headed to chilis after that for dinner. went back to duta vista with joe enjoying the comfy beds of duta vista. told ya it's irresistable!
yest, joe 7th brought me to a jap buffet at kampachi, equatorial hotel (im too lazy to find the links). it was okay i guess. went to the pc fair at pwtc after that and spent the whole afternoon till evening there. got myself a new toy, twinhead efio!121!. i had a tough time deciding because i narrowed my choices down to either taking ibm or twinhead but i chose twinhead in the end. i kinda regret it but oh well, ive already bought it. bought my 256mb thumbdrive and a logitech webcam too. oooo.. i love pc fairs!
the jam all over town was crazy. the ones at my place was the worst because of the dumbass karnival sure heboh. dont they all have better things to do than to jam up my place? you know the four lane kesas highway was turned to two lanes because dumbasses who went there parked two of the lanes. how the hell can you park on highways?! baka! dont these... er nvm, i shall not say anything because i can get really racist. *smiles*

anyhow, im going off to bed now. HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF. may i find the right one for me and may my life be filled with happiness. har...who am i kidding. *slaps herself in the face* how i wish i still get up and stop assuming im living in a fairy tale where PROMISES are meant to be kept and fulfilled and not broken. nites peeps. remember the lesson of the day on promises.
p/s: i pray and i hope that today will be my last day at work. im sick of playing yahoo games everyday. that would be the best pressie ever. oh, the moment the clock striked 12 today, i knocked my head on the wall so hard that now, it's swollen. second time... so much for a happy birthday.
p/s (again!): promise kept. *muacks* joe ooi tuan yiang. *hugs* *smiles*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BECKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU LOADS. HOPE U HAVE A GREAT BIRTHDAY. FORGET ALL THE SHIT THINGS IN LIFE, ITS YOUR DAY, SO ENJOY IT!! :D *Muaaaaaaaaaaakssssssssssssssss*
Posted by: Maxine at August 3, 2004 04:06 AMSelamat Hari Jadi!
Posted by: biatch0 at August 3, 2004 09:33 AMthanks darling! max, you're the best! muacks! i'll collect my tau sar pneah tomorrow :"D
terima kasih darryl. kenapa tak datang? :"D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at August 3, 2004 10:20 AMThe party was great!!! Post more picturesssss!!!
Posted by: Ivan at August 3, 2004 10:50 AMhaha it was?! u looked so stoned! lol. thanks :"D i will soon. X"D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at August 3, 2004 10:59 AMHaha...Wow...u all sure pigged it out...SO many Pictures but not all can load...either my connection bad or i duno..Hehe...ur Tagboard also cannot use..apasal? Anyway HAppy birThday again!
Posted by: karheng at August 3, 2004 12:19 PMHi there... Just dropped in to wish you a very happy birthday! My own was just a day before your's! *Haha* Anyway, best wishes!
Posted by: Kathryn at August 3, 2004 12:23 PMsigh wish i could have gone. stupid freaking exams. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Posted by: Maxine at August 3, 2004 12:55 PMheheh happy birthday sayang! :P warh dapat laptop! syiok eh! i want to play wiff it..plsssss! :(
Posted by: yeeng at August 3, 2004 01:38 PMthanks kar heng. u can load em by right clicking and then choose "show picture". it's ur connection ler.
hey kathryn, thank u so much. happy belated birthday chiqa!
max, nvm... hopefully next year can celebrate again. :)
haha u would have to come to my place lah darling if u wanna play with it. im not ready to bring it out yet.
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at August 3, 2004 03:20 PM*gasp* becky ooi!! how could you expoosee me and me fats!?!? *smacks*
eheheh
happy birthday (again)!
and i like the lamp! i waannntt! :P
Posted by: lizzie at August 3, 2004 03:23 PMFATS?!!! U DARE TALK TO ME ABOUT FATS?! *smacks lizzieeeeeee upside down*
haha hello? im like thrice ur size. so who has more fats ah? *BITES*
thanks. hehe. u want the lamp? MARRY ME! hahaha :P i love the wallet. muacks :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at August 3, 2004 03:31 PMhappy birthday..too bad i didnt know it sooner or i would have gotta you something :)
Posted by: shari at August 3, 2004 04:07 PMEVERYONE'S NOT FAT LAH! AIYORR...
yeah i love the glitter lamp... i want alsooo...
to company my lava lamp...hehehe...
HAPPPEEEE BIRTHDAY BECKKKYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by: Jinny at August 3, 2004 04:46 PMshari, awww so sweet of u but it's okie ler. muacks! :P
maxine, why dont u give me ur lava lamp. that way, ur lava lamp can accompany my glitter lamp. lol :P
thanks jinny darling! :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at August 3, 2004 05:44 PMHAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BECKY.....HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!!! WEI! HOPE U HAVE A GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD BIRTHDAY....WISHING U ALL THE BEST IN LIFE AND PRAY THAT UR PRINCE CHARMING WILL COME VERY SOON!!! *MUAKS FROM THE LAND OF KANGAROOS AND KOALAS*
Posted by: Ashley at August 3, 2004 07:00 PMsigh i just love birthdays.
Posted by: Maxine at August 3, 2004 07:43 PMHappy Birthday Becks :D *hugz*
Posted by: deranged berd at August 3, 2004 10:17 PMHappy Burfday!!!
U were too far d by the time I saw u... with this man and joe, i think... i'm already on the escalator goin down... anyway I lurve Labbie ... efio's damn cun!
Posted by: SaNdY^dEa at August 3, 2004 11:59 PMheya babes looking hot! HAPPEE BURFDAY!! *mucks* .. damn that's alot of food *growls* .. ehehhe enjoy!
Posted by: eishin at August 4, 2004 12:07 AMawww ashley!! haha u sang me a birthday song! *MUACKS* thank u thank u! so sweeeetttttttt... X"D
max, i dont... =(
thanks berd. muaccccks you.
sandy, that man is my dad lah. lol! efio is sleeeeeek! *droools*
shoot blanks, where are my pressies? :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at August 4, 2004 12:38 AMarhhh!! bEckY!!!!!!! AppPPpEeEe bUrppDaY to ya!! wIsh yA aLL the bEst! *winks*
Posted by: eggster at August 4, 2004 12:45 AMthank u eggggster! so long didnt hear from you edi. muaccks! :P thank u thank u!
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at August 4, 2004 01:07 AMhappy birthday becky. :) btw, how much is the rent there? just curiouss..;find it quite a nice place to go though
Posted by: pam at August 4, 2004 11:44 AMWEH JANGAN MAIN AKU PUN GEMUK WEHHHH :DDD
Posted by: biatch0 at August 4, 2004 11:56 AMhappy birthday!!
Can i have some of the cheesecake too as well???
yea!! so long didnt hear from u too.. muahaha.. :D
Posted by: eggster at August 4, 2004 03:09 PMoh my.., hope this msg isnt too damn late... HAPPY B'DAY !!!!!!!!
Posted by: Brandon at August 4, 2004 03:56 PMpam, thanks alot! hiaks. the rent? single storey - rm488, double storey - rm688. but i think they are having a promotion on the single storey now, rm360! :) go stay there. it's lovely! :)
darryl, u gemuk?!!!! YALAH TU!!!! LOOK AT ME! 20kg heavier... yest i went chilis lagi. im sick of chilis. =(
dale, thank u thank u. haha u want? finish edi. but i had a second birthday cake from yest. friend bought for me. u want? :)
eggster, i busy mah. doing internship =(
brandon! THANK U!! :P no, ur not too late :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at August 4, 2004 04:25 PMheehehe VOTE 4 Eishin @ www.gavintan.com as a CHIQ MAGNET!!
heh becky dimsum breakfast in bed lor as ur pressie
Posted by: eishin at August 4, 2004 04:38 PMHAHAHAAHAHAHA. till today i havent dapat my dimsum in breakfast yet. sudah bertahun wei! :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at August 4, 2004 04:41 PManyway..looks like you had a great time on your birthday :)
Posted by: shari at August 4, 2004 05:14 PMwahhhhhhhhh new laptop!!!!!! I also wanttt!!! *sniff sniff*
I hope you had fun on your bday, g.dottie! *muacks* And i wish you nothing but the best this year because you deserve every bit of happiness! *muackssssssssssssssss*
Posted by: `JoLyNe at August 4, 2004 06:12 PMshe deserves all da happiness .. and a TAGBOARD!! heh heh ur comment box quite lagging leh lately .. how come ?
:) muacks back
Posted by: deranged berd at August 4, 2004 10:50 PMimsorry sweetie,im not around for the week. BUT....anyhow HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!! may all ur wish will come true and be good.dont always eat eat eat .gosh u are one hell of a eater. :-) nothing for u tim.....hmmmm....okies
*muakzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz* Happyt birthday *smooooccchhhhh*
Posted by: ioki at August 4, 2004 11:16 PMhey becky, been reading ur blog for quite awhile ady. now here's to wishin u a happy birthday too!!
i hope its not too late :)
shari, it was okie. haha i was more worried about the guests. i hope they had a great time. :)
g.mama! hahaha im getting all the happiness i need now. haha. it has to be my karma. haha. muacks! thank u thank u! i enjoyed my bday and best of all, i enjoyed seeing everyone eating. haha :P
shoot blanks, dunno ler. maybe it's something to do with ultraunix kua. :"(
berd, *rapes you* hehe :P
wilson sweetie! thank u! muacks!! haha. sorry my phone was silent when u called. muacks! but u didnt pick up when i called u back leh =( sniffles. u must've slept edi. haha. i want my pressie! lol. kidding. muacks sweetie! :)
awwww karen, thank you for reading. haha. muacks! thank you for ur wishes too. *huggies* no, ur not too late. lol. ur just 363 days early. kidding. hugs! :)
eeeeeeep not AGAIN! hahahahahah :P
Posted by: deranged berd at August 5, 2004 02:55 AMhaha ok i shall behave myself =)
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at August 5, 2004 02:58 AMalar..tak ajakkkkkkkkk :PpPp
anyways..happy belated birthday again ;D
nice pixs! keep them coming babe...
Posted by: ZeN at August 5, 2004 01:47 PMthanks alot zen =)
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at August 5, 2004 03:02 PMi'm sure they had a great time :)
Posted by: shari at August 5, 2004 04:50 PMhahahaha i hope so :")
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at August 5, 2004 10:18 PMeh GIRL... ur bday ar? shit... HAPPY BELATED BDAY AUNTY! hahahah :P cheeers and best wishes to u ya :D
Posted by: splatspit at August 5, 2004 10:43 PMhahahaha thank u leonard! hahaha. ur not too late, no worries. hiaks.
eh, going jazz festival?! if yes, see ya there! :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at August 5, 2004 11:58 PMHAppy belated bday too BECKY! Cheer up baybeh!:b
U like the bracelet anot? got loads of kinky stuffs ar? hehe.. the lamp is so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
:b
muax n hugs! hope to see u real soon right..:)
hahaa i love the bracelet!! hahahaa. the color damn nice lor. thank u sooo much! MUACKS!!! muacks. and yes, im fine now!! weee :"P hope to seeee u soon!! X"D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at August 6, 2004 01:43 AMHey becky! Happy belated birthday to u... best wishes to ya!
If u need a tagboard - http://www.doodle-board.com
Posted by: ZeN at August 6, 2004 08:59 AMwear the thong! quick!
Posted by: Jinny at August 6, 2004 10:59 AMhappy birthday becky..
did i say to u before already?
i can't remember whether i tell u b4 or not..
haha..sorry so late:P
zen, yea, tried that. haha thank u! thank u! :"D
jinny, haha i wear also not to say im gonna take pix of my ass in it. lol X"D
apria, haha i think u did. thanks anyway! hugs! X"D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at August 6, 2004 02:25 PMbecky, i want.... send to my house
hiaks hiaks..
u doing interns? how long? is it based on MDC?
mdc? what's mdc?
i just finished my intern on tues ler. hehe. 2 months long. X"D
the cake ah? i think no more edi X"D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at August 7, 2004 05:44 PMhappy belated birthday! *MUAKZ*
Posted by: nadine at August 8, 2004 01:36 AMhappy belated birthday. i can't believe you are only 20. i wish i was 20 again! let's see...when i was 20 i was pregnant and planning marriage! yikes! wish i could've been there. looks so fun.
Posted by: aj at August 8, 2004 11:24 AMthank u nadine!!!! X"D *mwahs*
aj, and i wish you couldve been here too. *hargs* well, being pregnant at 20 wasnt bad. u had BABY and im sure you have no regrets on it. reading your blog on how BABY grows up to be an adorable kid makes me happy too. *hugs*
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at August 8, 2004 01:54 PMheehee yay! I am saved :D
Posted by: deranged berd at August 8, 2004 11:53 PMhahahaa crazy boy X"D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at August 9, 2004 12:40 AMHAH? You're younger than me ah????
haha...Rocking presents! Happy birthday ;)
Posted by: Lainie at August 9, 2004 01:19 AMlainie, hahaha yealah!
i thought u knew. lol. thank u!! X"D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at August 9, 2004 01:53 AMlainie, hahaha yealah!
i thought u knew. lol. thank u!! X"D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at August 9, 2004 01:53 AM:D
Posted by: deranged berd at August 9, 2004 05:47 PMbeckyyY!!! wahha gd thing in person to wish u belated. just look at the site. gd food gd many frens gd gifts! :D
Posted by: q[o_o]p at August 10, 2004 12:15 PMbecky, remember there was this post where u went to this place to eat and the waiters were wearing something pink? I dunno pink pants or pink shirt or watever but what's that place called? coz i feel like taking somebody there...oh..must ask this too..is the food halal *winks* and is it good and price wise how is it?
i have a new link btw
shirley!! haha and luckily i managed to wish you happy birthday face to face! hope u enjoyed ur trip to kl! X"D
sk, wearing pink?! err cant remember ler... u bringing ur bf there leh? hehe. i'll try to get back to u asap on the pink waiters! X"D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at August 10, 2004 06:54 PMwaahhh becky, I'm such a bitch. I didn't read this until much later, didn't know that it was your birthday. T_T HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY... glad you had so much fun! haha, your birthday gifts look really cool leh! =) Happy birthday again... all the best to you!! =))
Posted by: Leech at August 16, 2004 12:06 AMhahaha thank u thank u!! muacks! it's okays, i havent been blog surfing much also lately. thank u!! :"D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at August 16, 2004 12:38 AM