grrr... *censors* %##$$&% *censors* *censors* *censors* %#$#%@ *censors* $%#$@&$# *censors* #$$## *censors*
life sucks. sux. sux0r. sux0rmoto. sarks. sarx. however you spell or call it, you get what im saying! btw, if u havent noticed, it's a season for break ups/bad relationships.
i dunno why when things are going smoothly, a pebble has to come into the way. okie, a pebble was an understatement. everything's turning upside down. im upset. very upset! sighs. im so in need of sleep. i've managed to catch a two hour nap before going to pyramid to catch troy with cuddlydylanlingamsnyummydums, gf tuhan (yeeng), and the "babi" pool gang. brrr.. damn potong stim cos there are lotsa bits that were being censored. im waiting for dy to go get the dvd and watch all those ham sap and gory scenes. X"D~ i havent been sleeping much for a week i think. it's usually for a couple of hours before i get up again. imsomnia, really. been working non-stop on my assignment. sucks. one by one of deadlines of my major assignments are coming. im so fcking stressed up. sighs. *pulls her hair* not like there's much left, anyway.
went to agape home for some assignment. it's a charity home for abused & abandoned children and also single mothers. the journey there took us an hour plus (there were about 50+ of us) and the journey home took us two hours plus (thanks to the massive jam all over). grr. below are some pix taken on that day. after handing in this assignment (we are suppose to do an ad campaign on it, a print ad + a tv/radio commercial), it'll then be shortlisted and then be on the running to win the adrenaline awards (it's something like the oscar of the advertising awards but for students). quite alot at stake, eh? X"\
there you go. you know, i have never been a fan of kids but somehow, i could tolerate them when i was at the charity home. i've matured! and er, a reminder, the charity home are for humans, not doggies but i couldnt help taking pix of the puppies there because they're so adorable! here are some random thoughts :
1) orlando bloom is no longer in my top 10 want list after watching troy. he's so justin timberlake-y and he plays such a weak character in troy. big turn off. and oo, he's goddamn short.
2) guys these days are getting more and more sensitive. "dunia kini sudah terbalik" (the world has now reversed, i think). they weep more than women for no particular reasons, they get really sensitive when you tease them and they hold grudges alot. and i mean, ALOT. grr.. now i dont wish for SNAG (sensitive new age guy) bfs any longer. too much to handle.
3) hehe. dylan! you're so pretty now. you're the second guy i know to transform from macho macho looking to pretty. *flirts with dy* nyummy! im glad you're back. *hugs*
4) bic runga sounds alot like tori amos in her song, precious things.
5) american idol voters must've mistaken the reality show as a beauty pageant because it was so obvious jasmine triaz should be the one leaving the show, not best singer LA TOYA LONDON! okie, i have to admit i didnt want to see jasmine leaving but hey, la toya's the best singer man!
6) survivor all star's crap. the winners are so predictable and they dont deserve to win! %#$*#$(*@#$$#) not like it concerns me anyway. lol.
7) im in need of money badly. terribly broke. no more fancy dinings for myself.
8) ive gained so much extra kilos. i need to lose weight badly. get in shape and start courting guys. X"D~ taller, richer and good looking guys. hehe. yea dream on. gotta stop being superficial.
9) ive grown so much tanner in just a few days. joe seventh was shocked too. keke. im gonna be the next loius koo aka koo tin lok. X"D~
10) im missing someone badly but i have no idea who. grr. im so fcking weird.
okies. im off to try and complete my assignment. adios. X"D~
currently listening to : LeAnn Rimes - But I Love You
Posted by becky at May 16, 2004 04:50 AMTr0y owns! :)
Eric Bana @ Hector owns!
Brad Pitt @ Archilles owns!
Orlando Bloom @ Ball-less Dude sucks!
hehe
Posted by: Terence at May 16, 2004 05:06 AMoh hector's eric bana? woa. i likeeeee him! my new guy. nyums. dont want stupid orlando bloom edi. so sissy.
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 16, 2004 05:09 AMone thing that could make troy better, is the addition of the mythical creatures such as medusa and such. hehehe.. lagi better
or sea urchins....hehe
Posted by: Terence at May 16, 2004 05:24 AMHeheheh Paris (Orly's character) is supposed to be a very weak character. In the Iliad, he was nothing more than a coward. He was what you would call a lover not a fighter. The hero of the Illiad is actually Hector and later Odysseus (the brains behind the Greek victory). Grrr they should have left in the mythological elements, if not apparent at least some subtle hints that there were some higher power behind everything hehehehe.
Posted by: deranged idiot at May 16, 2004 05:45 AMseriously, troy hasnt got much of a storyline. but good to see hunks. keke. esp eric bana! too bad he died early :(
i guess berd in the movie they showed a very very simplified version for mere earthlings like me to understand. keke. but paris ended up being the "strong" one because he killed achilles, the unkillable!
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 16, 2004 06:43 AMalah, orang belum tengok :(
it's the puppy also abused by it mommy? why it's in the house as well? weird.
i'm fcking blur.
bleh. i dunno what i tokking abt
hahaha..the fighting scenes reminds me so much of LOTR! apa lar..:P but i dunno y i dont really like the show...but hector(eric bana) is quite cute! haha and brad pitt looks like beruk! no offence to brad pitt fans out there!
Posted by: yeeng at May 16, 2004 01:21 PMoh yeah..kekeke..the dog is soooo cute..:P but too bad i am scared of dogs! :( but i still find them cute :)
Posted by: yeeng at May 16, 2004 01:22 PMparis ended up the strong one? bloody chicken shit killed the lover of his cousin, wtf. And that one also because achilles wasnt even looking. haha.
Posted by: Terence at May 16, 2004 01:35 PMdale, er no, they got the orphans/children the puppies because they needed something to love and all. not because the puppies were abandoned too lah. aiyo, pengsan.
yeeng, hahaha. yea. brad pitt's jaws are uneven. ew. how the hell was he the most sexiest men on earth once? bad taste women. eeeeeeeee. but eric bana, nyums, now we're talking. :D
terence, keke hush lah. alot ppl never see the movie yet leh. *hugs* X"D whatever it is, paris killed him mah. okies. too much info exposed. X"D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 16, 2004 01:53 PMyeeng, u takut anjing meh? eh i didnt know that. anjings are so cute but nothing beats babi. X"D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 16, 2004 01:54 PM/me gives becky a hug for all the enjoyable moments she had and more hugs for the not-so-good times
Posted by: pikey at May 16, 2004 02:18 PMhaha..ya lar..i memang scared of dogs since young wan..coz he kena kejar-ed by a dog when i was young mar..bad experience phobia liao :P but then now ok lar not so bad liao at least i dare to touch them liao :)
Posted by: yeeng at May 16, 2004 02:23 PMawww pikey, ur the sweetest. *big bear hugs for you too*
we'll do "feeling cafe" someday k. muacks! X"D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 16, 2004 02:24 PMhe? who kena kejar by dogs? other ppl kena then u takut? eh? u kena kejar is it? tak paham lah. aku budak yang tak tidur also boleh type properly. hahahahaa. kamu mimpikan siapa agaknya. :"D
eh i kena gigit and attacked by dogs (ive got so many scars) but i can still go hug an unknown rottweiler. maybe i should be in the circus taming lions man. lol, since i tak takut mati.
okie lah yeeng, u can pat me. i'll be ur puppy. a very big overgrown puppy, if u dont mind. X"D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 16, 2004 02:26 PMhahaha aiseh..i was saying i kena kejar-ed..but typed he pulak *pengsans* hahaha...if u become my puppy u sure very happy wan..coz i treat my pets very nice wan..can sleep in air cond room wan :)
Posted by: yeeng at May 16, 2004 02:40 PMwad????????? they voted LA TOYA OUT in the last 4 finalist round? man...what's wrong with them americans...giler..I was actually hoping that La Toya would top them all and then diana then fantasia
Posted by: SK at May 16, 2004 02:41 PMerrr u sure? i dont see baby being allowed even to enter ur room leh. how to sleep in aircond room? lol. X"D but u must feed me until fei fei lah (actually im damn fei edi, okies lah. kam fei-kan me)
yeaaaaaa!! SK! HOW COULD THEY?! u didnt know yet ah? results were out few days ago edi. aiyo, so heart breaking, i called ppl up just to tell them the news. some of them went, "yea omg shit how could they?" and some went, "the fuck i care". lol. X"D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 16, 2004 02:47 PMwell pretty much anyone who knows a bit of Greek mythology will know what happens in the story :D Paris, in the stories, eventually kills Achilles as revenge for him killing Hector by hitting him in his only weakspot, his heel :P Although not a good warrior, Paris was a terribly good archer and it was said that the God Apollo who sided with the Trojans, guided Paris's arrow towards Achilles's heel. Of course that's the mythological version. In the Illiad, Achille's weakness was his overwhelming pride. Technically the hero of the Trojan war was Odysseus since he was the one who manipulated things so that 1)the war actually had so many Greek supporters, 2) Achilles joining the Greek forces and 3) coming up with the Trojan horse thing and ending the war. Of course historically there are specualtions that the Trojan War never happened and it was all just a story written by Homer who no one knows if it's actually 1 person or a collective group of writers. Then there's the theory that the Trojan War did occur but in actual fact never involved the Greeks or Helen and Troy was not located somewhere in modern day Turkey but somewhere in Cambridgeshire in England. Oh well, whatever the truth maybe, Troy the movie is just that, a movie from the director's point of view :D Oh yes in response to all the Brad Pitt, Orly Bloom and Eric Bana mentions: - GO SEAN BEAN GO!! WOOT!! Since he's the only one who survived heehheheheh :D Must go petition for them to make sequel with Sean Bean returning as Odysseus!!!! Hmm, they'd have to add the mythological elements with the Gods, cyclops and everything if they want to film the Odyssey though. *fingers crossed*
Posted by: deranged idiot at May 16, 2004 05:45 PMer wait. who is odysseus? who is sean bean? eeeeh?!
and omg berd, u just freaked the shit out of me. u really do read alot. i knew nuts about the greek mythology. NUTS. i only knew achilles was someone great but that's because of my friend's name. if my friend weren't name achilles, hell, i wont know anything about him too. hahahahahaa. omg. wow. i salute u berd. u really know ur greek mythology well.
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 16, 2004 05:53 PMhahaha Odysseus is played by Sean Bean, the British actor who played Boromir. one of my favourite actors hehehehehehe :DD I haven't watched Troy the movie yet so I don't know if they included all this but he should be the one who convinced Achilles to join the Greeks in their war and he was one of the few people that Achilles truly respected and feared because he was extremely cunning. He should also be, hang on let me use a different phrase, he must be the one who came up with the trojan horse plan. Also if they included it, he was the one who competed with Ajax over Achilles's armour after Achilles's was killed. It was supposed to be a foot race that Odysseus won because he was faster than the bigger Ajax who later impaled himself on his sword because he lost :P Stupid ancient heroes and their vain vain pride :P Hehehhe I love to read. Greek mythology is one of my favourite reading subject :D
Posted by: deranged idiot at May 16, 2004 06:01 PMno wonder u know them so well.
now i know who odysseus is. he is good looking too. *nyums* i love older men. *nyums* *rubs tummy*
im sorry berd. i didnt expect to see so many ... men. men to drool over.
*hugs*
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 16, 2004 06:10 PMhahahahahahahaha :DD men in short skirts no less :D hahahahahaha
*bucket for your drool.....hmmm gets bigger bucket*
Posted by: deranged idiot at May 16, 2004 06:21 PMoh yea. troy was no less gay than lotr:rotk. grrrr... were men that loving to one another then? they have to just keep on kissing each other and hug and utter mushy stuffs. i thought men then were supposed to be macho macho. X"D
berd, no bucket's gonna be able to accomodate all the drooling. X"D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 16, 2004 06:27 PMi skipped all the 'troy' comments coz I belum watch the movie yet!
yeah, i just found out today..apparently everyone knew including my bf and they didn't wanna tell me coz they didn't wanna spoil it for me...sobz..thank you MSN for the popups =P
Posted by: SK at May 16, 2004 06:32 PMit's a form of brotherly love becks :) it was a time when men were sure of their sexuality and so comfortable with it that we could express our love to anyone regardless of sex. we could hug and kiss our brothers in arms without having the media or the public saying that hmmmm something's up with that. 'machoism' is an invention of the modern world by the way. the sanctity that is brotherly love has been ridiculed and destroyed by the homophobia of the modern world. it's a common sight to see men walking hand in hand or kissing one another on the cheeks whenever they meet in the middle east.
oh yea, here's a little nitpick. It was an ancient Greek custom for married men to keep a boy as their partner with the full consent of the wife. The boy would learn everything about life and whatnots from the man and later on grow up, get married and repeat the process. It was highly acceptable and promoted during that time. of course now, you'd be called a monster and sent to prison. then again, all rugby players would have been stoned to death in ancient palestine/israel for touching the skin of a dead pig. society changes :D
hahaha hey SK, no worries, I haven't watched it either :D although I already know the story so that doesn't really count :PP
Posted by: deranged idiot at May 16, 2004 06:57 PMhmmm, digs a big hole to accommodate becky's drool........eventually it'll become a lake. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA :D
Posted by: deranged idiot at May 16, 2004 06:59 PMyea msn pop-ups damnnnnn blardy potong stim. keke.
X"D
omg berd. were u trying to kill me or what?! HOLY COW hahahahaha. UR SCARY. U KNOW SO MUCH. o' wise bernard! *hail bernard the wise one* ...
scary. omg. really really scary but very very interesting.
and er, lake of becky's drool. im sure u dont want that, really. X"D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 16, 2004 09:05 PMhahahaha nolah I just know a few things that some of my friends from that region of the world told me and what was brought up during psychology discussion sessions :D
hmmm lake of your drool hahahah it will never dry up :D ahhahaha
Posted by: deranged idiot at May 16, 2004 09:11 PMhahahaahaha my goodness. can u be my tutor on greek mythology? and prolly greek sexology as well. X"D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 16, 2004 09:37 PMmuahahahahha I can try :P hmmmm must go hire big strong heterosexual Greek male models first.
Posted by: deranged idiot at May 17, 2004 04:12 AMhahahaaha waaahhh you're making me drool again!!! :D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 17, 2004 04:14 AMhahahah *goes dig another lake*
Posted by: deranged idiot at May 17, 2004 07:35 AMwaaahlau dont need lah. hahahaaha. so many drool lakes. eeeee.
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 17, 2004 09:41 AMi do think orlando bloom is kinda cute...but i was never so interested. i do have a thing for tall guys though. love tall guys. :)
Posted by: aj at May 17, 2004 11:49 AMi love tall men more than anybody else.
*nyums*
*licks her lips*
too bad m'sia is lack of them. SEND MORE TALL MEN TO MALAYSIA PLEASE, SOMEONE! :(
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 17, 2004 01:25 PMdefine tall hahahahaha
Posted by: deranged idiot at May 17, 2004 09:20 PMsix feet and above. X")_
close to extinction, right? in m'sia, that is.
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 17, 2004 11:01 PMnot extinct gua.. but hard to find..especially good looking ones loL
*jealous of becky's height* i feel like a dwarf beside u lolx
hehehee nearly-extinct species lah tu!
er jean, u never really stood beside me before also. kakaka. *kicks u*
X"D
it's okie. ur closer to the ground, more gravity support. wont hurt much. X"D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 18, 2004 04:27 PMhaha, at first thought and look at the pics, I tot u r at a doggies home...haha. neeway, take care hor mui...great to know that you are going around...
Posted by: Howie at May 18, 2004 06:10 PMhmmm very rarely you find people beyond 6 in Msia eh. hahahaha I'm 5'11 around 180cm.
Posted by: deranged idiot at May 18, 2004 07:04 PMhowie kor kor!!! u ah! missing for so long. wanna scold u edi. when are u coming back to m'sia? come back also never call. *bites u*
hehe berd, u are 5"11?!! acceptable. can i date u this july?! lol. X"D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 18, 2004 07:09 PMhahahahhaha wah based purely on my height! COOL! hahahah if you want :P but I'll only be in KL for a few days. LOL
Posted by: deranged idiot at May 18, 2004 07:44 PMfew days?!!! there's barely anything we can do in just few days...
damn.
stay longer lah. :(
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 18, 2004 10:33 PMhahahahah dunno if can or not lah, i might be working :D
Posted by: deranged idiot at May 18, 2004 11:06 PMoh shit. work meh? nvm lah. visit u at nite. nyums X"D~
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 18, 2004 11:29 PMhahahhaha hmmmmm but might get too tired to get to work the next morning boh. How leh?
Posted by: deranged idiot at May 19, 2004 01:44 AMtake mc. we'll sleep in and stay in bed. nyums. i like that idea. *rawr*
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 19, 2004 01:47 AMhahahahaha but the poor kids won't have their teacher :(
Posted by: deranged idiot at May 19, 2004 04:03 AMeeeeeh? ur gonna be working as a teacher?! *scratch head*
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 19, 2004 05:07 AMmight be teaching in either my old school or the all girls' school opposite for the summer holidays to pass the time.
Posted by: deranged idiot at May 19, 2004 05:24 AMerrr as?
ooo...
now i know why.
*cheeky laughter*
all naive innocent virgins in school uniforms.
ahh..
*laughs*
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 19, 2004 05:29 AMeh? hahahahaa nolah :P I asked my old school and they said maybe no place so I asked the girls' school loh since just across the road and sister school again and they said they'll look into it and let me know bah :P
Posted by: deranged idiot at May 19, 2004 06:35 AMand again i shall repeat myself,
"all naive innocent virgins in school uniforms"
too many to choose from. kaka X"D
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 19, 2004 12:14 PMorlando bloom is hot as legolas..i dont know bout his character in troy..dont like him with the curly hairstyle though. LOL.
The doggy is so adorable!! *ahem ahem* But it`s supposed to be about the kids!!!! *bites g.dottie*
Hehe..and i agree with you..la toya london should stay!!! And so should jennifer hudson!! Jasmine triaz or however u spell her name can pls pls just go home.. lol.. my dad says its probably discrimination. :)
Posted by: `JoLyNe at May 19, 2004 09:08 PMhmmmmmm but they all so young eh :P be charged for some form of paedophilia :PP
Posted by: deranged idiot at May 19, 2004 09:21 PMg.mama. hahahaha X"D orlando's so gay. he just loves playing gay roles. aiyo. but in pirates of the carribbean, he was kinda macho. *nyums* X"D
and yes, i know it's supposed to be about the kids but er, the puppies are .. er adorable and irresistable! X"D
about american idol, yea. just like what elton john said, racist and lotsa other types of discrimination but then again, it's the viewers that vote. :"\ hrrmphs :( oh yea hor. jennifer hudson was good too. :(
berd, what rubbish. haha. u lost ur v in highschool also what X"D
yea but that was years ago :PP
Posted by: deranged idiot at May 20, 2004 07:37 AMhehehe :PP
Posted by: deranged idiot at May 20, 2004 07:57 PM