May 13, 2004

*hmmm*

i just realized my last entry was on our valentine's day outing..and that was like ages ago!! thought of blogging about my melaka trip but couldn't because the site was down for like almost 3 weeks. my apologies to everyone :). things have not been going smoothly for me for the past 2 weeks. kinda sucky actually. too many things happened in such a short period of time and i didnt even have the time to stop and think about it! it's scary because when i actually have the time to stop to think about it i dunno wateva i am doing now is right or wrong :(.

been talking to becky very often nowadays :) kinda remind me of our high school days when we used to talk for hours on the phone in the middle of the night. we kinda broke our record when we talked from 1-5am the other day! we were just talking and talking until i heard her sis and dad's voice..i was like eh? is that ur sis and dad? y are they awake so early? then becky was like errr..coz they need to get ready to go to school? i was like OMG??!?!?! wat time is it now? then becky said 5am....tat really freaked me out...but luckily local calls are not tat expensive..:) eventhough tat nite both of us were actually quite upset i was kinda happy tat we can still talk like last time :) it's a wonder tat a phone call can actually make the bond between two persons closer huh? wait..i hope i am not being perasan here....hopefully my gf feels the same way too...i am glad tat at least she was there to teman me tat nite! i didnt really know wat upsets me tat nite...i just couldnt sleep. the nx day was even worse after watching gilmore girls. not going to talk much about it coz it's super embarassing :P hahaha potong steam gila :P anyway thanks to *u know who u are* for being there for me. means alot alot to me :). well, at least i feel so much better now.

me, becky and weng onn went out makan lunch today. then after tat we went to play pool. warh! i didnt play pool for like almost 2 weeks liao. kekeke tangan gatal had a fun time playing wiff becky today because i was not the onli one winning today :P haha someone is going to pull my hair later *blehs*. hopefully things are going back to the way they used to be coz i dont really like changes :P but then ppl said changes are good. no change=no improvement.is it true? anyway i am not resisting any changes in my life. i think some changes will be good for me. but then again isnt it sad to think tat some things will never be the same again? okok..enuff of sad things liao..i know a few frens who are really upset also these few weeks..i guess it must be because of the weather huh? yeah..like wat becky said..blame it on the weatherman :)

oh yeah..and another thing..haha if i forgot to mention tis becky will seriously drive to my house and pull my hair! hahaha when we were together just now we have been saying the same things at the same time for a few times! i didnt really realize it until when we were chatting in msn just now! omg??!?! can u imagine asking the SAME question at the same time? *mati* hahaha...mayb nx time both of us dont have to talk anymore..we can communicate through telepathy. it would be fun isnt it? then we can kutuk ppl in front of them! HAHA thinking about it already excites me! HAHA okok..i think i better stop here b4 i actually gone crazy thinking about it! till the nx time we meet again take care everyone! adios .oh yeah dylan is coming back..by the time he reads this entry he would've reached here by then so WELCOME BACK dy *hugz*

p/s: sorry for posting such a *sad* entry. i'm learning how to take things easy now. pls forgive me i am a slow learner :) for those out there who are feeling upset here are some *huggies* for u guys! and for those who are feeling happy continue smiling :). i am desperately in need for some *hugz*. sila donate some thank u :)

Posted by yeeng at May 13, 2004 09:13 PM
Comments

I'm always upset, don't mind me.

Posted by: biatch0 at May 13, 2004 10:45 PM

hahaha...hey where's my hug? here's a *hugz* for u :)

Posted by: yeeng at May 13, 2004 10:49 PM

aww biatch0! a comment from you. wow. how come darryl never comments on my entries but only on yeeng's? *ketuk darry's head* a hug for you too though.

wow yeeng, nicely written sial. hahaha. AND I AM GOING TO CABUT UR HAIR STILL NO MATTER WHAT. hehe. and people, u dunno how freaky it was because we just kept saying the SAME THINGS at the SAME TIME throughout the whole day. i actually kinda ignored it until during msn, i was like, "oooo okie, that's way too much for a coincidence". i think yeeng was my twin or something lah in my past life. AND YES, THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME YEENG. aku cinta padamu oh gfku yg menarik dan banyak diminati. X"D~

and i really had the changes that has happened. i get so tired just thinking about it as well. i just wish some people would be acting much more normal and just make our lives easier. sighs. i dunno what the hell am i saying but i hate the way things are now. :"\

dylan dylan dylan *chants*. 7 more hours and he'll be in the land of orang "tak makan daging babi ke?" X"D~

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 13, 2004 11:07 PM

*hugs* yeeng
i finally saw ur pretty face! ;D

sk: errrrrr cant help it..my batang hidung dun appear if i dont ^^"

Posted by: jean` at May 13, 2004 11:09 PM

hahahaha omg!!! i just wanted to say something about tat line!!
take note everyone..the going-to-be-famous line after the simon cowell's 'surprise of the century' line is TAK MAKAN DAGING B*BI KE?!?!?!?

Posted by: yeeng at May 13, 2004 11:11 PM

oh shit. i forgot to give u a hug. *BIG BEARY BECK HUGS*

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 13, 2004 11:13 PM

omg. eh jean, i think u replied sk comment on the wrong entry lah. *ketuks u* she wont be reading it. lol.

yeeng, yes omg. everyone just somehow found that funny. i wonder why. man, i make a good simon cowell X"D~

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 13, 2004 11:14 PM

jean: aiks..u lupa pakai specs ke?!?!? :) thanks *hugz* eh wait a min u pakai specs just now rite? *blur* mayb ur power increased liao then :P hahaha kidding!

Posted by: yeeng at May 13, 2004 11:15 PM

omgg yeeng kamu memang teruk. orang cakap kamu lawa, u kutuk ppl punya mata.

jean, hope u learn a good lesson here. dont ever puji yeeng unless ur a guy X"D~

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 13, 2004 11:17 PM

hahahaha kidding nia lar :P i am sure jean wont get angry wan rite? :P
TAK MAKAN DAGING B*BI KE? i loveeee tis line :P i think i am going to use it very often! :P

Posted by: yeeng at May 13, 2004 11:19 PM

hahaha excuse me. copyrighted line. and i didnt expect it to be such a hit. omg. lol.

u somore go and tell every single person u knew. lol. but actually think about it, quite funny. but it only shows ppl how rude i am leh. not so funny anymore :"\

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 13, 2004 11:27 PM

hahaha it's funny coz u r the one who said it! and plus i couldnt think of anyone who dares to say tat! hahaha mayb i should try nx time hahaha sure kena belasah wan :P

Posted by: yeeng at May 13, 2004 11:30 PM

yea. but then to adults, they wont find it funny lah. i dont think so ur dad like it right though ur mom actually almost bergolek on the floor laughing.

and shit, ur mom kena chicken pox belum sembuh ah? my whole body like itchy leh. die :"\

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 13, 2004 11:33 PM

my dad doesnt like it? no lar...pls lar..if he was there tat nite i think he might have done something worse than u..i dunno.. mayb tarik her tudung kua? haha..i really want to see tat :P

Posted by: yeeng at May 14, 2004 01:28 AM

hahaha eh hush. i have erm READERS for all races. kenot kutuk. nanti kena dibabifiedkan. kekeke.

but seriously, i think what i did was nothing. X"D

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 14, 2004 01:37 AM

hahaha i love how u use malay words in ur blog.. it makes it all the funnier.. hmm... kutuking people in front of them.. sounds fun.. hahaha... :P here's a hug for charity :P

Posted by: Ivy at May 14, 2004 04:06 AM

ehehhe, yeeng atangka gatala pergai main apool.. hehehe.. ehe u ened hugs? heehe, here's osme hugs gfor u.. *hugssssasas.. ;)

baru balik ahh,.. hehee. keapala berpusign nieee.. heheh :PO

Posted by: Terence at May 14, 2004 06:04 AM

*HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGSSSSSSS*

there there =)

Posted by: Jinny at May 14, 2004 11:08 AM

yeeng, kan i dah cakap. this entry was nicely written. see, got ppl puji leh?! X"D~

terence, u sober ker?

er, i wont comment on jinny's cos she tak bagi me hugs.

eh wtf am i replying on behalf of yeeng? *siam sikit*

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 14, 2004 11:30 AM

ivy: thanks *hugz* mayb u can join in the fun also! :) but u will have to say the same things at the same time like us!

terence: kepala pusing? patut lar all ur words salah eja looks like not onli ur head pusing..ur fingers also pusing huh? :P

jinny: weeeeee....thanks *HUGZ*

Posted by: yeeng at May 14, 2004 12:02 PM

terlupa about becky pulak hahaha
u also kena penyakit terence ke? kepala pusing or fingers pusing? *Siam sikit*

Posted by: yeeng at May 14, 2004 12:03 PM

penyakit terence? errr i got typo errors meh? i still type perfectly well leh.

last nite was good. orgasmic. god had fun. i love being god. nyums.

please send in more guys to my room while i check my mailbox for prayers :"D

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 14, 2004 12:07 PM

hahaha last nite was orgasmic? wat did u do?!?!? y tak ajak me? LOL....aku gf tuhan..keji tak ajak gfmu :(

Posted by: yeeng at May 14, 2004 12:14 PM

hey yeeng..*hugz* for u....
u still owe me games...:P...

Posted by: longe at May 14, 2004 12:24 PM

kekeke..apria! :) thanks *hugz* okok...i owed u bejeweled onli rite? :P no checkers pls

Posted by: yeeng at May 14, 2004 12:29 PM

aHAhaha *hugz* take care yeeng!

Posted by: Ivan at May 14, 2004 12:33 PM

hahaha thanks ivan..nah..give u back a *hugz* u might need it esp at nite :)

Posted by: yeeng at May 14, 2004 12:45 PM

eh apa ni. ivan kasi yeeng hugs all. tak pernah also tengok dia kasi hugs to other ppl. hrmphs.

eh siapa apria? why never intro? U CALL URSELF GF TUHAN AH YEENG?

last nite? saya pergi errr.. no where. i stayed in my room while i had guys entertaining me. boy was it orgasmic. X"D

u stay over lah then i show u :"D

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 14, 2004 12:58 PM

apria=terence's ex-classmate..played games wiff him the other day..kena bullied :(
eh so tonite i stay over at ur place lar ok? HAHA
somehow i have a feeling tat someone is going to strangle me when he sees me

Posted by: yeeng at May 14, 2004 01:05 PM

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAA. not from my side wan right? yurs hor? lol.

X"D

i dunno anyone from my side who will want to strangle u for staying over. X:D

terence ex classmate? sei terence. never intro to me also. leng jai ah? X"D

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 14, 2004 01:20 PM

hahaha u dunno who from ur side tat might strangle me? *AHEM* not kena strangle onli..might kena cincang also! :( and then jadi daging lumat b*bi

Posted by: yeeng at May 14, 2004 01:25 PM

HAAHAHAHAHAHAHA WHO LEH?!

dunno anyone that jealous and it's for me wor. who could be so obsessed?

btw, becareful with what u comment leh. cos er, u wont know who's reading.

p/s : who is he leh? tell me!!! :(

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 14, 2004 01:29 PM

hahaha okies :P u want me to tell u here meh? U SURE AR? dont regret ar! :P

Posted by: yeeng at May 14, 2004 01:33 PM

no waaaaay. tell me in y!. hahaha gila meeeh.

later whoever that fella is terbaca, aku mati kaput wei X"D

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 14, 2004 01:43 PM

Becky was wrong...I am reading it and I read Jean's comment..LOL =Pp Ngiaks nGiaks

Posted by: SK at May 14, 2004 01:44 PM

hahaha...mati kaput? wont lar..mayb he will sayang u even more :P lol..ok i better shut up now :X i just realized most of the comments are from both of us! teruk :P

Posted by: yeeng at May 14, 2004 01:47 PM

and I thought nobody else uses the word 'babified' but manatau I think becky's comment there got babified adi..LOL..

Posted by: SK at May 14, 2004 01:47 PM

sk, haha whoops my mistake :"(

yeeng, hahaha yea. we all playing cheat. X") he more sayang me? i wish lah. but i also dunno who are u talking about X"D

sk, hahaahahahahaahhaa. yea i also use leh. u use babifiedkan? kool.

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 14, 2004 02:20 PM

pandai pura-pura betul good actress :P sure dapat oscar nx yr! remember to thank me in ur speech :)

Posted by: yeeng at May 14, 2004 02:27 PM

i think what yeeng mean is being bullied..she got funny equation mah....
sayang=bully.......
aih....dun tell ppl that i bully u so much lar.....later no one want to play with me anymore:(...
hohoo.....i want checkers!!!...1 session 60:40...
60 %checker and 40 % bejewelled...
like that i won't get bullied:P

and...oya,hi becky:)....

Posted by: longe at May 14, 2004 02:29 PM

i give her hugz coz she asked to donate ma.. ehehehe..

Posted by: Ivan at May 14, 2004 04:28 PM

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Posted by: Ivan at May 14, 2004 04:29 PM

can

Posted by: Ivan at May 14, 2004 04:29 PM

spam

Posted by: Ivan at May 14, 2004 04:29 PM

your

Posted by: Ivan at May 14, 2004 04:30 PM

comment

Posted by: Ivan at May 14, 2004 04:31 PM

box

Posted by: Ivan at May 14, 2004 04:31 PM

ar?

Posted by: Ivan at May 14, 2004 04:31 PM

wahahahah

Posted by: Ivan at May 14, 2004 04:31 PM

yeeng, i won the best actress in highschool for cinderella 98, dah lupaker? but seriously dunno who are u talking about mah X"D

hi apria. omg. i just found out, if u switch the p and the a, it becomes paria? omg. sorry. sorry. dont mean to be rude but just found out. :"\

wah ivan flooding X"D

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 14, 2004 04:31 PM

SEI GAY LOU IVAN! STOP SPAMMING LAH! GO SLEEP!

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 14, 2004 04:36 PM

yah..someone tell me b4...
i dun care..lol

Posted by: longe at May 14, 2004 05:12 PM

hahahaa kidding lor X"D

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 14, 2004 05:18 PM

..u make me sad:(.....
hehe....

Posted by: longe at May 14, 2004 05:37 PM

becky's word twisting reminds me of my study group friend..its like almost every session that we have we'll end up drifting on to something else for a while and she'll come up with some text twist with names or something ^^

Posted by: jean` at May 14, 2004 06:20 PM

Cinderella? Interesting *ponders ponders*

Posted by: deranged idiot at May 14, 2004 06:40 PM

Heh..my record on the phone was 12 hours in a row, then a ten minute break, called my friend again and another 2 hours on the phone....14 hours in one day :P

Change is good if you're comfortable with it and it's a change for the better yeah?

Posted by: Lainie at May 14, 2004 08:49 PM

apreaaa.. fcuk off from here man.. no indons allowed.. hahaha

kidding man :P

Posted by: Terence at May 14, 2004 08:49 PM

lainie:i hope so :)*prays hard*
keke warH!!!*salutes* i dont think i can tahan for 12 hrs! but actually come to think of it 4hrs is not tat long also! coz i didnt even realized we talked for 4 hrs liao tat time

Posted by: yeeng at May 14, 2004 09:02 PM

hurrr jean, hmm let me twist ur name. jane, enaj, jaen, naej, anje, neja, jena... nah.. cant find anything interesting X"D

berd, HUSH!!! old story X"D

apria, dont like that leh. *gives u a big yeeng hug* whatever that is :D

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 14, 2004 09:07 PM

Now I'm even more interested hehehe

Posted by: deranged idiot at May 14, 2004 09:18 PM

no laaaah dont ask leh. hahaha. ur comments all takde kaitan with the entry. later my guestblogger not happy X"D~

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 14, 2004 09:27 PM

hahaha can't help it :P ok i wont ask :D

Posted by: deranged idiot at May 14, 2004 10:10 PM

hehehee i like berd. he understands me best!!! :"D

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 14, 2004 10:37 PM

more hugs for yeeng *hugSssss*

hehe twist ur name ler becks

Posted by: jean` at May 14, 2004 10:41 PM

hehehhe :) ok this time something which has some relevance to the entry. theory about telepathy, it may not be as far fetched as previously thought. considering that everything in life is a form of energy from heat, cold, sound, light to movement, brainwaves could also be a form of energy with a certain frequency like other forms of energy we can tap into so maybe in a way we can tap into one another's brainwaves and establish a psychic link with one another. opinions?

Posted by: deranged idiot at May 14, 2004 11:49 PM

I`m super lost but *BIG HUGS* for yeeng! Hope everything turns out fine! =)

Posted by: `JoLyNe at May 15, 2004 01:37 AM

jean, keke. becks is secks (sex). rocks lah. i like my name :"D

omg berd? that's like way too sciency-fciency for me. english pls. sounds german. X"D

g.mama, me leh? *pulls ur shirt*

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 15, 2004 02:20 AM

...mmmm...seems like u r taking phsycic subject?...u mentioned "previously thought"..i nv heard theory abt telephaty b4 actually..mayb cus not into it..surely,brain use energy,but to produce wave?..
i think it's quite heavy topic to be discussed here:)

i prefer to see this thing physcologically...
the way u think can be trained and influenced by environment,be it friends,family,etc...so in some point,u might have similarities

anyway,terence,saya tak mau fuck off dari sini:P..as long as the owner not kick me out,u tak kuasa lar...hohoo

more *hugs* for yeeng...
becky,how come u can give me *gives u a big yeeng hug*..ur soul go inside yeeng kah?lol..*hugs* for becky too.

Posted by: longe at May 15, 2004 03:26 AM

apria, alah u tak tahu ka me and yeeng very kam cheng (intimate). she's my gf of what? 5 years? hahaha X"D so yea. i have some of yeeng inside me. *touches u all over yeeng's style*

X"D

how's that? :D

thanks for the hugs. *catches it and keeps it in a bottle*

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 15, 2004 03:35 AM

hahahaha in a sense I'm going into the realms of para-psychology, explaining it with physics. it's a common concept to think of energy as having wave forms like how sound waves can be transmitted through waves, light - depending on different frequency of the waves have different properties, water when in wave form produces energy and wind too, not to mention heat which is a form of light. in a sense all form of energy is electromagnetic in nature. it is a known fact that we emit brainwaves, delta waves during sleep, theta waves as we're falling asleep, alpha waves when we're relaxing and beta waves when you're active. if we're able to match our brainwaves exactly I wonder what would happen :D Technically we can get to know someone so well that we may be able to know what they're thinking.

Posted by: deranged idiot at May 15, 2004 05:40 AM

Hmm, whatever happened, do take care ya? :) *huggies*

Posted by: BtLeJuiCe at May 15, 2004 09:36 AM

great!

Posted by: daLe^ at May 15, 2004 09:54 AM

hahahaha..apa ni?!?! science forum ke? :P
jolyne: weee...thanks *hugz* things are getting better now :)
apria: kekeke..thank u *hugz*
ian:lambatnya baru u give me *hugs* kekeke thanks anyway :) see ya tonite :P

Posted by: yeeng at May 15, 2004 11:03 AM

im never a fan of science and berd just reminded me. hahaahahahahhahaaha X"D~

weeeeeeeeeeeeee aku bosan. yeeng dimana engkau? beta mahu gfnya!

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at May 15, 2004 12:07 PM

actually this is way outside the confines of science. it's a mixture of philosophy, psychology and a little knowledge of brain physiology.

Posted by: deranged idiot at May 15, 2004 05:47 PM

lol..when i saw brain philosophy and saw idiot..some how the term "idiot philosophy" flashed through my mind hahaha.. no offence la.. but suddenly it came to mind

Posted by: jean` at May 15, 2004 09:26 PM

no worries

Posted by: deranged idiot at May 16, 2004 05:35 AM