January 05, 2004
getting all sentimental
Funny when you stop and think
Time goes faster than you blink
But nothing's ever
Like it was
But girl we've got a special thing
And all the happiness it brings
Is more than enough
I know it's hard to believe
You're still the biggest part of me
All I'm living for
I still think about you
I still dream about you
I still want you
And need you by my side
I'm still mad about you
All I ever wanted was you
You're still the one
You're still the one
It's hard to breathe when we're apart
You're like sunshine in my heart
I keep you here inside
You've been everything to me
You've been and always will be
The apple of my eye
I know it's hard to believe
You're still the biggest part of me
All I'm living for
I still think about you
I still dream about you
I still want you
And need you by my side
I'm still mad about you
All I ever wanted was you
You're still the one
You're still the one
If you love me
Look into my eyes
And say you do
I've been waiting
All my life
For someone
Just like you
And baby after all we've been through
Girl I'm still in love with you
And I want you to know
I do, I do
I still think about you
I still dream about you
I still want you
And need you by my side
I'm still mad about you
All I ever wanted was you
You're still the one
You're still the one
another song that sings exactly what im feeling. that's brian mcknight's still. i was listening to it when i was busy shopping yesterday and i knew immediately, this song is my current theme song. brian mcknight's such an excellent singer. he just knows exactly how to describe one's feelings. another singer would be joe. not sure of his full name but i can guarantee you any song by them both is meaningful.
am feeling rather sentimental now. am in the mood to love and be loved. cyber hugs and kisses not accepted. i guess it sucks when you're left standing in the rain, not knowing whether to ring on his bell or not when you're in front of his house. that's the situation im in. i do not know where exactly do i stand. i feel like im not important at times because he'll be so busy jolly-ing and he abandons you. but at times, he'll be all so lovey-dovey and it makes you want to slap yourself hard for thinking silly. the see-saw of love, i'd call it. anyhow, ive promised myself never to let guys ruin my life, ever again. so for the time being, im bidding adieu to guy matters. i bet having a female lover would be less bitchier. i guess this is the time when having great friends come in handy. but the thing is, do i really have any? *gulps* oh, that pix's erm my wicked fingers on the left. looking wicked cause it's on purpose!
i finally baked my second batch of chocolate cookies. this one tasted much better than the first one (oh well, those were my virgin cookies, what can you expect?!). much more crispier too. my mom's too egoistic to admit that these batch's nicer than hers. above's the before and after pix. hehe. i just wanna tempt shoot blanks with the pix. okies, it doesnt look that tempting but anything works for my shoot blanks. oh, another news. i just found out that my bro and gary might be classmates in pj college of art and design. small world, small world. hiaks. :P
went driving around sri petaling, puchong and erm, sunway to practice my driving skills. this time, it was a much longer route and my dad was gonna have a heart attack seeing that i nearly bang two lorries, one car (waja), a cab and an orange cone. haha. the fcking cab driver kept horning at me (scolding, in other words). but i felt good. im so happy i am so much better at driving now. i shall soon drive up to cyberjaya daily for my classes (i hope so!) and i'll go for more kopi ais marathon at stevens corner. hehe. yen ling's back and she just gave me a ring not too long ago. am too broke as i went shopping again today but i only managed to get a sweater and was in a rush. no worries. more kopi ais marathons coming up! p/s : im really broke. i mean it! more ang pows this cny i hope. `o( anyways, im off now. my mom's really sick again. she went for an x-ray and she had some kinda inflamation in her lungs or something. im really worried. the last time she had probs with her breast was scary enough and now this. pray for her yea? take cares. niteys!
(/edited) @ 12:40pm
someone please bang my head hard on the wall. gary and my bro's in the same class. gone case. they're so gonna be gossipping about me. the best thing was they even had breakfast and all together this morning. wtf. hahaha. shit! *bangs her head on the wall* baguslah. they're all heng tais now.
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wah, i belum ada chance mau makan ur cookie la...
Posted by: Terence at January 5, 2004 03:56 AMgeeeee i wish i have a car to drive around too! ;o(
hope ur mom will be alright..
abangess, hahaha. come over lah `o)
seyin, my car's older than me. it's no fun! :( i hate manual cars. hehe. thanks. i hope she's fine too.
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at January 5, 2004 11:36 AMwoohoo cookies for me again? heh heh what does it come with ler now? da virgin-slaya in katholik high-skool uniform?
on the other hand .. hope ur mom will be alrite .. shall pray for her ya .. *hugs*
Posted by: eishin at January 5, 2004 01:27 PMaww my shoot blanks, my lovely shoot blanks. for you? the cookies comes with a naked schoolgirl. oh wait, there'll be knee-length socks on her though. and only that. enjoy ur cookies. thanks for ur well wishes to my mom. muacks.
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at January 5, 2004 01:33 PMthanks for ur at my blog.really nice of you. I'll be away from blogging for awhile coz of the "situation". anyway, hope to chat with u over on icq :)
I want some of your cookies!!! puchong roads sucks!! but i live there so have to bear with it :(
Posted by: shari at January 5, 2004 03:20 PMwth wei.. getting all sentimental and all. hehe
What's with all this lovey-dovey thing la... :P Guys are liddat wan ler. When they need the girl, he'll be all sayang-sayang and all that, and when he's busy (i.e. jolly-ing), you're no more than 'just a girl'. HEAH. Serious.
Remember: Every guy is programmed to spread their seeds, no matter how they deny it. LMAO!
Posted by: m0foz at January 5, 2004 03:27 PMLook like black nipples(the cookies)...ehmmm
Posted by: ndru at January 5, 2004 06:44 PMshari, i hope to see you back into the blogging world soon. u live in puching? omg. hehe. that's near me. good luck shari.
m0foz, ur ivan or terence wor? hehe. but u dont speak like terence so i guess you're ivan. hehe. :P that's a gr0ss comment btw. hiaaaks. :P
ndru, u lah ham sap and horny. haha. yea, it does look like black nipples. urs perhaps? :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at January 5, 2004 07:24 PMhehehe somehow it does look like black nipples .. *w00t* *w00t* heh heh
Posted by: eishin at January 5, 2004 07:49 PMhahahhaa... does it look like urs, my shoot blanks? `o) inspired by ur nipples. nyek nyek.
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at January 5, 2004 07:59 PMme want cookiesss! :P
Hope everything is alright with your mum :)
Posted by: `JoLyNe at January 5, 2004 08:08 PMhey... which gary same class with ur bro?
gary lim?
yeaps yeaps. gary lim! :)
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at January 5, 2004 08:21 PMaiks g.mama! didnt know u commented also. only saw smashpop's. hehe cookies? u make much better ones than me ler. muacks. and i hope my mom's okie. she's okie ler according to the sjmc gp. hehe. sniffles. eh damn it, di0n's back and i didnt get to see him. :(
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at January 5, 2004 08:25 PMhee hee mine's light brownish ler .. ahahaha nex time keep tht in mind ya .. lol
Posted by: eishin at January 5, 2004 08:36 PMhahahahahaaha omg. okies. i'll make it less brownish. muahahahaha :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at January 6, 2004 12:18 AMbecky...yummy looking cookies! i wanna learn how to bake cookies too. i juz bought cookie cutters juz now!:)
Posted by: shu-yin at January 6, 2004 12:37 AMaijor, yummy looking? the boys said it looks like black nipples. hahaha. cookie cutters ah? mine i only use spoon to do them. hehe. :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at January 6, 2004 12:50 AMhmm... finally i hav met someone who can challenge me in baking choco cookies =P
Posted by: dentkt at January 6, 2004 12:53 AMhahahaaha u can too?! muacks. i wanna try someday dear. `o) but im just a beginner wor. :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at January 6, 2004 01:06 AMwah lau cookies again *drools*
ow ! i got mouch ulcers :(
mouth ulcers? aijooooor did u erm suck on something you shouldnt? pooor boy. u get well soon. i'll bake u special kookabura cookies, okies? *hugs*
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at January 6, 2004 02:46 AMwoo kookaburra cookies? wassat ler .. eat edi can CUM? haa haa
Posted by: eishin at January 6, 2004 06:46 AMyup..living in bandar kinrara actually. thanks, i need all the luck i can get!!!
Posted by: shari at January 6, 2004 10:01 AMwah shoot blanks, so gr0ss but almost! muahahahahahahaha. :P
shari, oh that's really near. no prob, girl! :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at January 6, 2004 11:46 AMaijo u make me hungry with ur cookiesss...nvm cny is ocming soon..i can have lots of them then
Posted by: Bernard at January 6, 2004 12:47 PMhahahahahahaha. cny come over my place lah. hehehe. `o) i'll give u eat lots and lots of cooookies. :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at January 6, 2004 01:05 PM*scared* liao...u sound like u gonna put something inthe cookie b4 giving to me
Posted by: Bernard at January 6, 2004 02:03 PMhahahahahahhahaa. siao meh. takkan i put love potion? aijorr. my cookies are SAFE! *sniffles*
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at January 6, 2004 02:06 PMbecky.. i wanna come to ur place to have a taste of the heavenly cookies too... may i? may i? ehe
Posted by: smashpOp at January 6, 2004 03:47 PMheavenly cookies? wah, dont simply puji before trying. later my cookies kembang. muahahahahaha. `o)
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at January 6, 2004 08:41 PMahhah kembang pulak..
muahahhaha'
even better 1 cookie full liao..
hahahahahahahhaaha. no good lah. banyak angin. u eat, ur tummy will grow big. now u dont want that, do you? :P
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at January 6, 2004 09:48 PMhahaha we where got gossip lah???
just talk abit hehehehe
kinda weird going to college with ur bro lor ahhaah
same age with u but same class with ur younger bro
...try... arrRRrr... sure, why not... one day... one fine day... or should i say find one day... wahaahahahaaa =P
Posted by: dentkt at January 6, 2004 11:46 PMeh gary, correction, ur older than me by a year lah. hahahahahaha. omg. i still cannot believe ur in the same class as my bro. i need someone to bang my head on the wall first. haha.
dennis, cheh.. u and ur empty promises. :(
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at January 7, 2004 01:00 AMhey! just wanted to stop in and wish you a happy new year... even though i am late. from the looks of your last post you seem to have had a good time :]
Posted by: kadeliah at January 7, 2004 06:47 AMkadeliaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! omg! so nice hearing from you. happpy new year to u too!!
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at January 7, 2004 11:36 AMtakes becky head and bang against her own head
Posted by: Jinny at January 7, 2004 10:35 PMahhh...??! teach me how to do that please? hehehehe. `o)
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at January 7, 2004 11:07 PMthe cookies look good =bbb can i hv some?eeeeeeeeeeehehheeh :p
gary lim?angel of destruction?wahha so cool huh?XD
gee i hate getting upset/emotional over r/s stuff :(
Posted by: Karin at January 9, 2004 12:30 PMhahahahaa omg karin nyummies, u know that gary too? haha. cooool. *donates some cookies to nyummies*
hehehehe.
and yea, i doubt anyone likes getting upset as well. `o(
Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at January 9, 2004 07:30 PM