December 24, 2003

merry x'mas


Looking back on the memory of
The Dance we shared 'neath the stars above
For the moment all the world was right
How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye

And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end
The way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance
I could have missed the pain
But I'd of had to miss the Dance
The dance
The dance
I would have missed the dance

Holding you I held everything
For a moment wasn't I a king
But if I'd only known how the king would fall
Hey who's to say you know I might have changed it all

And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end
The way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance
I could have missed the pain
But I'd of had to miss the Dance
The dance
The dance
I would have missed the dance

Dave Koz - The Dance
The Dance
Featuring BeBe Winans
Written by Tony Arata

been listening to dave koz non stop yesterday. i kept repeating the cd. even when i was awake, the cd was still playing. hiaks :P i think this song, the dance, talks about how someone has done a small mistake and because of that, his whole life slips away and he is sorta regretting it. i am sure we all go through that all the time, dont we?

you know, im very disappointed about a lot of things this x'mas. people whom you call friends and your loved ones just tend to forget you when they have "better" companions or "better" plans. i feel so used. anyway, i sorta felt betrayed as well because the one that i so wanted to be with is way too in love with his work. i know he'll be reading this and i know he won't be happy but i think i shouldnt just keep everything to myself. if i feel unhappy, i'll SAY IT OUT! phew. :( sorry.

i might not even go down to penang anymore this weekend. that's how erm, bluey, i feel. haha. if only malaysia's snowing. *dreams of snow* was doing a roadshow at low yat yesterday and suprisingly, business was VERY good, with four clients being stolen from me by colleagues but it's all good. im a very nice person so i'm used to people stepping on my head. oh well, anyways, merry x'mas and a very happy new year! ho ho ho *rubs her santarina tummy*

p/s : cny is coming real soon too. can you guys please get married asap? i wanna collect more ang pows. `o)

Posted by becky at December 24, 2003 01:12 PM
Comments

yey im first!
hehehehe! :) Xmas sucks for me this year too! Come to think of it..it sucked for me last year too. How sad. :( I wish it would snow too!! :(

*muacks* Merry christmas g.dottie sayang! A new year is ahead of us! May it be a better one for you! And you la pls get married first! :P

Posted by: `JoLyNe at December 24, 2003 03:25 PM

hahahaha me? i want a steady relationship that'll last longer than just a week also so hard edi. haha. nvm lah. u bring me go to some matchmaking agency okies? haha. u lah get married. ur the one happily attached. besides, ur my g.mama wor :P

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at December 24, 2003 03:37 PM

Have a rockin Christmas and a fantastic New Years!! *hugz*

Posted by: Sui Lin at December 24, 2003 04:11 PM

ahahah nonit matchmaking ler .. im ur toad .. aiks .. whoops .. ur prince charming mer in military uniform .. ahahah *hugz*

Posted by: eishin at December 24, 2003 06:46 PM

Dave Kozz !! Love his songs. I like The Dance too..but I liked Surrender more..hehehe

Merry X'mass.. !

Posted by: Bernard at December 24, 2003 07:49 PM

APA NI!!! SUDAH ADA ABANG NI TAPI TAK PUAS HATI!??? ADUIHHHHHSSSSS.. my heart broken liaossss *sobs sobs. Worst christmas i ever had :`(

Posted by: Terence at December 24, 2003 10:07 PM

get married first yummies, we want ang pows from u too, LOL :D *grins* :p

Posted by: Karin at December 25, 2003 02:05 AM

MELLY CLISMAS YAH!

Posted by: splatspit at December 25, 2003 03:24 AM

Merry Christmas!! I hope u get some pleasant surprises anyhow :) cheerios

Posted by: se yin at December 25, 2003 08:34 AM

*meow* merry xmas ^___^

Posted by: fr0stie at December 25, 2003 09:12 AM

Merry XXX-mas n Happy New Year !!!!

Ang Pau? Errr still very long more !!! :P

Posted by: lordm60 at December 25, 2003 10:51 AM

sui lin!!!! nice hearing from you! merry xmas and a very happy new year!!! *huggies*

eishin, but but but you were never there for me also on special occasions. im heartbroken. *pouts* MUACKS. love you still!

bernard, u like him too?!! i love him soooo much that i can just dream of his songs when im sleeping tooo... haha. merry x'mas!

abangess, woaaaa... dont cry ler :( ajak you to go out with me and gary you tak mahu. snifffffles. :( i wanted to call u still okie tapi we were back quite early cos damn tired. muacccks. still sahyang you lah no worries. muacks :P

wah karin dearies, hahahaha. im not the ATTACHED one here. *looks at you* merry xmas! :P

leonard!!!!! or is it lennard? haha shit. i always have trouble with your name after so long. merry x'mas!!!!!! ho ho ho *rubs tummy*

se yin, merry x'mas to u too. *huggies* hope urs goes good as well. i had fun last night though. hugs.

fr0stie, i dont know if this is a good news or not but i'll be in pg this saturday. leave me ur contact numbers in icq yea? muacks. merry xmas kitty.

merrrry xmas to u toooo tai korr joe. *muacks* nvm lah, for u exceptional case. u dont need to get married to give me ang pows k? MUACKS. :P

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at December 25, 2003 11:12 AM

Shu-Yin getting married soon dat y she so busy till nv update her blog..busy buat baby

Posted by: ndru at December 25, 2003 11:31 AM

merry christmas sweets! <33

Posted by: Amanda at December 25, 2003 12:03 PM

ini sudah case desperate mau ang pau oredi ! where can ??!!!! :P

Posted by: lordm60 at December 25, 2003 01:57 PM

Merry Christmas!
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Posted by: aj at December 25, 2003 04:21 PM

ndru, hahaha dont simply say lah. later u get into trouble. hiaaaks :P

hmm heys amanda. merry xmas to u too. :P

joe, but but but ive been so nice to you :( so kiam siap wan :(

aJ!!!!! merrrrrry x'mas!!! thanks alottt. i love u sooo much. muacccksss :P

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at December 25, 2003 08:44 PM

hey,i used your words in my blog coz i feel the exact way. hope u dont mind. anyway merry xmas...!!

Posted by: shari at December 25, 2003 11:13 PM

mewwy cwistmas becky dear! :)
glad you enjoyed yourself.:))
*hugsie*

Posted by: lizzie at December 26, 2003 01:48 AM

shari, what words? you t.care and of course i dont mind. good luck with ur exams as well girl! muacks :P

lizzie baby, muacks. yes, im really happy :P

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at December 26, 2003 02:43 AM

aiyoh..forgot to wish Merry Xmas..if see shuyin send my regards to her..she forgot her ex-hsemates d.. have a nice trip to Pg ya

Posted by: ndru at December 26, 2003 11:37 PM

hahahahaha thanks alot ndru. hugggies. merry xmas to u tooo! a really belated one.

Posted by: tIcKLe`Me at December 27, 2003 12:22 AM