Monthly Archives: January 2014

dark days indeed, but there’ll always be a rainbow at the end.

dark days indeed, but there’ll always be a rainbow at the end.

it has been exactly a month now. i don’t exactly know what i feel except i do constantly wish i have answers to so many things.

i just got back from my 8 days break from lombok/gili trawangan. that was insanely amazing! i couldn’t have had a beach holiday at a much more perfect timing than this.

anyway, to you, ysb, i hope this is just a phase and i wish you all the best in whatever you’re going through. xx

the only thing that can change for the better is myself.

the only thing that can change for the better is myself.

it’s never like me to bring up personal matters into a public space. although this is MY blog, but it’s still a public space.

i don’t think i’ve ever been so lost before. this is probably the biggest crossroad i got myself stuck in. i was to visit US/Canada end april or early may but since that plan is likely not happening due to unforeseen circumstances, im stuck.

sure, sometimes i like doing things spontaneously but when it comes to life changing decisions, i dont want to be spontaneous about it. i have way too many commitments to just say, “fuck it!” and do the things i wanna do. that’s what growing up does to you.

*inserts big fat sigh*

oh how i wish some people can handle things more responsibly, and less cowardly. i guess the only thing that can change for the better is myself. i need to toughen myself up after letting my guard down too low. here’s to a better 2014, people!