Monthly Archives: March 2013

uncertainty is certain*

uncertainty is certain*

“Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will.”

true. except so many things are so uncertain now. so many words to say, so many heartaches to mend but im tough. i’ll hang on, and i’ll hang on tight.

(/edited @ 2:38am; 13th March 2013)


you deleted every single post about me. what the hell was that suppose to mean?

are you deleting my very existance?

YES, i was the reason we didn’t work out and i may have been selfish previously. i just wanted to correct what was wrong.

*inhales deeply*

let’s be matured about this. it isn’t easy for me as well. thank you. that’s all i’ll ever say.


meanwhile, a song that currently seems to be the soundtrack of my current situation.

i need a shrink.

i need a shrink.

i honestly think i might need a shrink.

i feel the need to constantly get myself into trouble, even if i know beforehand that whatever i’m doing, WILL, get me in trouble. definitely didn’t need a psychic to tell me that.

the warning signal goes off, the sirens are blaring and yet, i choose to fiddle around with fire.

nobody in their right minds likes to get hurt, but maybe, i am addicted to it; the pain and agony of losing something precious.

oh, i so need help. :/

tranquilo, poco a poco.

tranquilo, poco a poco.

today, just as i reached the office, i noticed one of the guys smiling incessantly in his car while fidgeting with his phone.

i walked up to my room, and saw another colleague in a pantry with a huge grin in her face, staring at her sandwich.

opened the door to my room, and the other colleague was also continuously smirking while reading her text messages (or whatsapp, or whatever, you get my drift).

did the people surrounding me wake up to some magic happy pill or did someone spray some happy potion into the air? it is a pretty unusual sight, seeing people so pleased and full of smiles so early in the day.

got to my desk, did my usual stuff and replied messages.

the next thing i know, i was so engrossed with my phone text messages (and whatsapp, line, you get my drift) that i realise i too, was grinning myself silly, from ear to ear.

i guess it’s just one of those days where people decide to smile a lot, and be pleased and merry. let’s hope this lasts till the end of the day.

here’s a video to awe you.

till then, enjoy the rest of your weekend.

sidenote: tranquilo, poco a poco. keep that in mind. 😉