things happen for a reason. i constantly tell myself that sometimes, we have to let go of what we think is good for us now for a better reason that only the future can reveal.
people who know me, knows, that despite putting on a brave and strong front, i am actually trapped inside this emotional see-saw, which is sadly true, but i hate to admit.
i dont think i have learnt to smile sincerely in a long time. ive traveled alone thousands of miles to find myself, to look for a reason to smile a smile because i want to smile, not because i feel like i need to smile.
im glad we tried. and i wont regret the decisions ive made. i always believe it is better to try, than to live the rest of our lives hovering about in a “what if” ponder.
im glad we met. and thank you for the good times and memories. i may not have expressed my gratitude well previously, but take this as a sincere thank you. i hope it’s not too late.
till then, i wish you & i the best.
i hope to someday find that happiness that ive been seeking for way too long. and i hope that you find that someone who would love you as much as you deserve to be loved.