“maybe you’re one of those person that he’ll always love la…,” kata cik Elizabeth Chia. oh?
that’s an awfully nice thought to keep in mind, albeit random.
“don’t you have a person that you’ll always heart?” she continued.
and that has got me thinking real hard because i don’t know if i have found that person yet. i guess you need to lose someone to be able to know that kind of feeling. i guess i have either not met or lost that person, YET, to be able to know if it’s someone that i will always, heart.
hello, my dear “i-can-count-my-readers-with-my-fingers”. it has been a long time since a last proper update. pretty dusty “create new entry” box to type in too. i haven’t been doing much, except for one particular thing that sucks up all the energy and whatever positive thoughts i can ever accumulate in this mind of mine. a thing ive been dreading (yes, i’m finally admitting it) called work.
i don’t hate my work, or my job. i think i still have some passion in me waiting to be fired up again. i think it’s the people that is in the malaysian industry that’s killing it for me. i feel like it’s meaningless and pointless to have whatsoever ‘talent’ or ‘creativity’ because money is the only key to everything. i must say, i think our advertising industry must be the only industry that gets cheaper by the day while everything else is going up.
“best photographer in the world?”
“so what. my client only has RM5,000 for 3049029238 shots. wanna do it?”
that is such a FREAKING NORM. nobody values great talents anymore, but it’s more like everyone’s fighting for their survival here. everyone’s freaking lelong-ing their prices in order to survive. funny thing is, we don’t see things this way in other industries.
maybe this happens only in malaysia, im not sure. but whatever it is, i feel pointless to strive to be the best nowadays. it just doesn’t justify why one should even bother.
*sips up my surprise cocktail from TDH*
ahh… well, till then. let’s wish us all, especially me, luck. toodles.