i think i’m going through a phase here, or maybe my patience and tolerance are just wearing thin. i seriously need a whole new environment. everyone that surrounds me just freaking irks me. people just cannot accept you the way you are but instead, they try to make you feel bad for being you. i am so sick of defending myself nor play ignorant towards all these remarks anymore. well, here are two words for you and the rest of the world, FUCK YOU!
haha, i attended stylo’s fashion grand prix opening yesterday, dressed according to it’s theme, “pyjamas, pillow & bolsters…”. i looked a lot like a tranny to be honest. but can i say it’s because isky’s room lights were either flickering or it was just dim? HAHA. anyway, good fun except it was a little too crowded a place if they were expecting 1500 guests. hope to see you guys at future. below are some random tranny photos of me, and some not so tranny ones.
us at khai’s birthday. super major camwhoring session.
us @ manor of the 7 deadly sins.
more of us.
me @ with the stylo backdrop.
some people just WON’T grow up. poking fun of people and picking on people’s insecurities are just signs that you have yet to mature. my advice? GROW UP. it doesn’t bother me much, but it amuses me that you’re still stuck in high school.
… there is only so much that a person can take.
despite the painful hours that i have to endure at work, i still love my job. i love self-inflicted pain, i suppose. but one can only wonder, if this is a job (as a producer) to keep? life in the advertising lane is not an industry many can keep living in, in the long run. i see how much i’ve aged and gained weight. i dont like how i look now. i am barely UNRECOGNISABLE!
hmmm.. maybe i should consider joining the next asia’s biggest loser then. HAHA. then i’ll have guys knocking on my door again. I FREAKING MISS that bit, ok.
ok, i’m too tired. I ALWAYS am. which irks me. despite of how much i sleep (or the lack of), i’m always tired tired tired. and nothing really excites me nowadays. oh well, some random photos below before i nap. toodles!
my dinner last night, seafood paella @ chulo’s.
with the girls of cpt.
good nite. *closes curtain and snuggles in bed*
(/edited) @ 5:15pm; 14.03.10
more photos!! HAHA!
with the mamak gang @ one utama’s chili’s.
shiny happy people. sure wished i was in the photo. then probably isky wouldn’t be hugging berd like that. haha!
adorable abby at one of her farewell lunches @ fushion heaven, kota damansara. she sure had many. lol.
me & jen @ ole ole bali, sunway pyramid.
isky & i @ ikram & intan’s wedding.
just isky & i.
okay, happy feasting your eyes. sayonara!