Monthly Archives: January 2008

life’s meaningless when it’s all workworkwork.

life’s meaningless when it’s all workworkwork.

(/edited) @ 1.02.2008; 2:18am
i’m gonna be attaching photos from the past couple of week’s daily shoots just for fun. they are all random shoots taken in our very own studio. hope you’ll enjoy seeing some familiar faces around. happy 28th monthliiversarii, biibii.


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Taylor Swift – Teardrops on my guitar
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won’t see
That I want and I’m needing everything that we should be
I’ll bet she’s beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she’s got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it’s so damn funny
That I can’t even see anyone when he’s with me
He says he’s so in love, he’s finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he’s all I think about at night
[Chorus:]
He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He’s the song in the car I keep singing, don’t know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can’t breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She’d better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she’s lucky cause
[Repeat Chorus]
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I’ll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who’s got enough of me to break my heart
He’s the song in the car I keep singing, don’t know why I do
He’s the time taken up, but there’s never enough
And he’s all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won’t see.

finally, a public holiday for me tomorrow but surprise suprise, i’m still at work & i can’t get through iskii. i might have to be spending the whole of tomorrow trying to get the car number plate that i want since the place i went to test drive would like to charge me a minimum of RM3000 for it. crap. i can’t wait till .. everything’s over. happy holidays to you people in kl. life’s meaningless at the moment because all that revolves around me is WORKWORKWORK and of course, the hotties i shoot with. i’ll be shooting hannah tan next monday. yums!
currently listening to: taylor swift – teardrops on my guitar

a swift retarded week.

a swift retarded week.

(/edited) @ 3:54am; 27.01.08
i couldn’t sleep despite being tired thanks to the drama that happened at my condo more than an hour ago. this place, once filled with expatriates are now being replaced by foreign students. not just any foreign students but very barbaric hooligans. i shall not state their originality but let’s just say they’ve been making the news in the media for the past couple of months, for, the wrong reasons, of course. they would gather in huge groups and yak LOUDLY, throw stuffs & glasses all over, sing and dance, rev their cars at ungodly hours, like an hour ago (which was 2:30am). three police cars came and they all ran like chickens who were about to get slaughtered. the policemen were here for about half an hour, took statements from residents who wanted to complain (and boy, were there a lot). right after the police left, they all gathered again and made more noise. I REALLY CANNOT IMAGINE BEING IN THEIR COUNTRY if a handful of them are already that rowdy. i don’t mean to discriminate, really, but i’m judging from what i’ve seen over the years, in college and now, my housing area, so don’t get me wrong.
anyway, to kill time, i recalled reading in bazaar about jane birkin. she sang a french song with her then lover, serge gainsbourg which caused such a huge controversial back in the late 1960s. out of curiosity, i listened to je t’aime moi non plus and my, it can actually turn you on. LOL. according to wikipedia, “the lyrics were written as an imaginary dialogue between two lovers during a sexual encounter. phrases from the song included:
* “Je vais et je viens, entre tes reins” (“I come and I go, in between your hips” – literally: “Entre tes reins”; reins means kidneys or lower back in French)
* “Tu es la vague, moi l’

what’s up with the rush?

what’s up with the rush?

(/edited) @ 20.01.08; 1:19am
LOL! just realised that i’ll be posting my cousin’s wedding photos and i would like to clarify that my cousin’s wedding has NOTHING to do with my entry. hahaha. sorry but i don’t believe in marriages. maybe because i’m still young and career’s like the most important thing on my mind now. hopefully, i might settle down sometime in the future but definitely not now. so no offense to those who have msged me and asking me what do i have against matrimonies and what nots. i don’t. and i definitely do not have ANYTHING against anyone (in particular)’s marriage. that would be really silly. LOL. enjoy the photos!

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haha, i luuuurvee how photos can cloud the contents of my entry, not like it’s worth reading la unless you’re really close to me and actually care about what’s going on (and i know it’s working because i’m posting eight photos at one go). i’ve been recording a lot of short sound clips and i’m thinking of posting it on youtube. but so the shy la. i might be posting it up, but you’ll need to search the clips for yourself. man, i love singing. it brings this sense of joy and freedom to you. it lets you express yourself very well. music, heals your soul, indeed.
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i am just so damn tired. both physically & mentally. it’s driving me nuts! i can’t even sleep in peace because i’ll constantly wake up in the middle of the night wondering if i’ve completed everything or i’ve gotten things ready. it’s sickening and abusive but i like it! my work sucks cock, alright, but i would rather be working non stop than to have NOTHING to do at all. at least i feel useful. LOL.
and i don’t understand why are more people of my age (or younger!) getting married. it bugs me because i’ve seen so many failed marriages! it just makes me wonder really, if they are, actually ready. or it’s just another impulsive act of theirs. what’s up with the rush? but it’s really not my problem so yea, if you feel like you are, go ahead by all means. i, on the other hand, am getting itchy finger. i’m getting married too, alright. a very huge commitment indeed. i’m … getting … married … to .. .. . my BRAND new car! so really, what’s up with the rush?

a year’s long achievement.

a year’s long achievement.

omg, i’ve just realised. today’s the fifteenth of january! after such a baffling struggle, i’ve managed to survive for one year. if you’re wondering what the hell am i saying, today marks the one year i’ve been working where i’m working (you don’t need to know where). i’m such an amazement. now i feel proud, i should go celebrate. care to join?

they bought the damn house!

they bought the damn house!

THEY BOUGHT THE DAMN HOUSE!!!

and my mom had the cheek to call me while i’m at work (yes, i worked today), gloating. i so cannot believe my ears. and i cannot believe my siblings supported them. suchs *****! i’m actually pissed, regardless of how nice the damn house is, i refuse to live so damn far away. *SCREAMS* i’ll continue later. i need to rush somewhere. bahs.

bii turns twenty six and i’m hoping 2008 brings luck!

bii turns twenty six and i’m hoping 2008 brings luck!

HAPPPY BIRTHDAYY, BII!!!

it will be isky’s birthday tomorrow and he’s now staying at the controversial katerina hotel in batu pahat. i’m sure you fellow malaysians will know what’s so controversial about it. i love you, bii! happy growing older!
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my first entry in two-zero-zero-eight. my take on the new year? it has been an, okay, year, so far but it could be too early to say. we’re only entering the sixth day of 2008 anyway. i’ve put in many hopes this year and hopefully the ‘eight’ in 2008 would finally bring something good out of it. i’m going to turn twenty four this year and i would say, that whatever dreams and ambitions i’ve had, i’ve gotta make a move before i turn twenty five. i wanna travel around europe before thirty and now, i have six more years to plan. a short cut way would actually be, to look for a job there or to take up the holiday visa thingy OR MARRY SOMEONE WHO IS A CITIZEN THERE but that would be really shallow and i won’t opt for that option.
i wanna be moving out of my own home with a garden for my dog to run about and drive my very first german car (or a japanese sports car would work too); all before i turn thirty. you know, cars and houses are CHEAPER in the UK if you were to compare it dollar to dollar so you could pretty much save more when you’re living there. the cost of living in malaysia is CRAZY, and travelling overseas; be it in european or asian countries, can be a burden at times when you know your currency is peanuts compared to most places. i’m not complaining about how sucky malaysia is. IT IS NOT. it’s a great place, with EXCELLENT food & people and i’ve spent my whole entire life here. but as we grow older, we’d want to upgrade ourselves, expand our knowledge, travel around the world. and these, cost us money. therefore, hopefully, i’ll get to upgrade myself a step higher if not a couple by this year. i’d like to go abroad, learn their cultures, make it big there and then return home to share with the people here. sounds like a great plan. IF ONLY things were as easy as planned. let’s hope it’ll work out. LOL! anybody wants to pay me to travel around the world? HA!
p/s: i overheard this annoying group of (migrants) recently while having dinner and they were bitching about their countries, bragging about countries they’ve been, comparing it and what nots. tsk. we are all doing that aren’t we, until we’re away, and realise, there’s no place like home. like what sp is always saying, “saya anak malaysia (i’m a malaysian child)”. i know i’ll miss this place a lot IF i’m ever away.