Monthly Archives: July 2007

fatty complains.

fatty complains.

tick tock tick tock tick tock… and in exactly seven and a half more days, i’m turning twenty-three. oh, how time so god damn flies. i dont wanna grow old (and fat!). i’ve been pretty busy lately, juggling between work and my dwindling social life that i didn’t realise we’re entering august soon. i dread it when august comes because it means i have to add another year to my age and also, it means my pocket will run dry as i have to splurge on my annual birthday dinners.

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i’ve been putting on more weight than usual. i’ve put on almost 3 kgs out of a sudden. i could blame it on the weather (for being so dreary and depressing, so i must eat to overcome the ‘blues’), and i could blame it all the durians that i’ve been stuffing into this huge ever-hungry dark moist hole i call mouth. i seriously need to cut down on my weight before my bed breaks and my body’s too huge to fit into anything. any good & fast ways to do so? bleurghs. i know i’m constantly complaining about my weight and i haven’t really been doing much to stop it from piling. but i’m just such a fat lazy blob at times. and i’m just too busy at times. and i’m just good with coming up with excuses. time to stuff more food into the dark hole (company’s buying us dinner, teeheehee). toodles!
(/edited) @ 12:05pm, 28.07.07
i read through my livejournal and howww i miss that spiderweb-filled page. my lj was so filled of fun, bubbly, short, straight to the point entries. bahs. i think i’ll be spamming there for a while. it gives you more space to type whatever you want. i loooove private journals. and you know what else i love? asiancuties. frigging addictive, mmkay? oh, and i love him too, of course. muehehe. toodles!
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turning twenty three and not ready for it!

turning twenty three and not ready for it!

it’s close to 10:30pm and i’m still stuck at work. ive just reached my office not too long ago after spending an hour plus at my wardrobe stylist’s place, prepping for shoot together. this job is fun. it’s unpredictable (tho i’m sorry i had to cancel dinner, bii). it gets my adrenaline pumping. but… is it really worth it? the money is complete crap but i like the job. and i havent been feeling well for the past couple of weeks, feeling drained out, both physically and mentally, but i’m constantly looking forward to shoots.
it’s just tormenting, really. because sometimes, you gotta make decisions, for your own benefit. you work for you. you earn for you. if it’s not enough, is it acceptable? are you ok with crappy pays? will it be beneficial for you in the future, soon to come? questions, doubts, confusions. things adulthood brings upon you. *heaves a loud sigh* again, becky, welcome to adulthood. i’m turning twenty-three in less than two weeks but i don’t think i’m prepared for it. i ddoonnnt wanna grow up! *stomps feet*
anyways, my site was down for the past two days but thanks to ultraunix who have been my sponsor for years, it’s back up again because they’ve increased my bandwidth limit. THANK YOU! could you guys stop loading stuffs from my site temporarily, please? lol. i’ll type more when i’m in a healthier state of mind. right now, i’m just slightly exhausted and i need to see my mr. becky. toodlelings!

being slightly nostalgic.

being slightly nostalgic.

(/edited) @ 7:41pm, 15.07.07
have you heard of churrascaria? the word was new to me about a month back when i came acrossed an article in the papers & coincidentally when i was recce-ing in town, i came across bom brazil. i told myself, i have to try this someday. and last thursday, i had a sudden craving for meat. so off we, myself, iskii, joy & hubby, steve went to carnaval churrascaria cause it was the nearest to us all and not forgetting, the cheapest in town too. unfortunately, we were a day late for their ladies night or else we would’ve gotten 15% off, which is, quite a bit because we all took the full buffet. the full buffet (which is basically the meat & salad bar) cost rm48++ per pax while the half buffet (just the salad bar) cost rm30++ each (which is not worth it, although the eggplants were damn good). i’ll show you photos from the night to do the rest of the talking.

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tempted yet? if you’re heading to carnaval, i’d recommend the lamb, the sour cream bread (yumyum!), the hams, the fish (tasted like otak-otak to me, but i love it despite not being a fish lover) and the beef (just because i don’t like beef doesn’t mean it isn’t good). from the salad bar, do try the deep fried eggplants (freaking good shit), pasta & potato salad. do buzz me should you feel like going but not anytime soon. it’s fairly good, i would say. just make sure you go on either sundays or wednesdays to enjoy the 15% discounts of food bill while on tuesdays, you can bring your own liquor and not be charged for corkages. apart from carnaval, there’s park royal’s, bom brazil and brasil 68 (for those in penang). hooray, to brazillian….. wax barbeque!
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… because even after having my hair back to straight, grown back to dark brown (with brown highlights) & gaining 20 kilos, people still say joss stone reminds them of me, i went through my archives. lol, boy, do i have some freaaaaaking hilarious entries. it shows how much time i used to have. maybe that’s why i get lesser readers these days cause it only speaks of work & other mundane everyday activities which people are so not interested in. but i feel comfortable this way. & i write for me. him. & people who care about what’s going on about me (but that doesn’t mean they like me, lol, ironically). anyways, back to topic. check these links out!
* this is so wtf (click if you wanna see ugly clones of me)!
* top 12 poses you should stop using already!
* vagina bonding session!
* what i have to say about men!
* someone reveals HER secret desire to fcuk me!
* interrogating ms nina on how far she’s gone with her man!
* buttocks buffet!
* things you say when you’re drunk!
* some horny email some guy sent me!
* some nostalgic entries (no entertainment value, btw)!
* more nostalgic & no entertainment value stuffs!
* virgin chicken rice & more!
it makes me miss the mamak gang days when we were all students still & most likely when we were still a V down there! lol, how we’ve all grown up. childhood memories, indeed (but it wasnt really that long now, was it?). i’m too lazy to go through my other entries, but do randomly click them & feel free to kill my bandwidth with all the heavily pictures loaded entries. i guess my site hasn’t really evolved much, it’s still filled with photos, mostly food. just lesser text. that’s, erm, good, no? lol. i’m gonna watch some horror shite now. speaking of shows & movies, go watch harry potter! it was quite entertaining!
p/s: i was having some (empty, for now) talks with iskii about our ‘business plan’ and i was casually asking him, “what’s in trend at the moment?”. then i continued, “oh wait, we should think about what will be BIG in the future, not now. so what will it be?”. iskii kept silent and continued pondering. “OH, I KNOW WHAT!” i shouted excitedly. “uhm, what?” iskii asked back. “ME!!! CAUSE I WILL KEEP EATING AND THEN I’LL JUST KEEP GROWING BIGGER AND BIGGER!” i replied, feeling very witty. lol. okay, i know it’s lame but it was pretty funny then. i should be a stand up comedian, be it a lame one or not. lol. alright, i’m babbling. tata!

beck’s sick again. what’s new?

beck’s sick again. what’s new?

it sucks. i seriously do not know what’s wrong with my tummy. it has been ALMOST four weeks consecutively that i’ve fallen sick with something to do with my stomach. first two weeks were food poisoning, then when i was in penang, it was feeling very ‘windy’ but still tolerable. now, the fourth week, i’m having gastric! like what the heck. i think god’s doing his annual make-becky-fall-sick-badly thingamajiq again. it shucks! i was already prepared to go to work although i was contemplating if i should just take mc since i was frequently visiting the toilet. then i found out CT, my other colleague, is also taking mc. crap, how to take mc, right. as i was about to leave the house, the pain was too excruciating that i had to lie down just right by my main door. obviously, i was in no position to drive to work and stay there all day long so frustratedly, i typed a text msg to one of the superiors. THIS SUCKS! my mom told me to really take care of my stomach before i get ulcers and worst things. is there a short cut to this? i’ve been taking care of my tummy, never skipping meals but the doc believes that i must’ve eaten something that could’ve aggravated my gastritis. blaaaahs. i felt bad not going to work but oh well, too late to further complain now, isnt it?
i’m not gonna whine anymore and post a couple of photos to lighten things up. but i’m really worried about my health. i do not want to go through surgeries anymore, nor make the hospital my second home. bahs, nvm. back to the photos.

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if you’ve had a chance with some money, would you:
a) buy a brand new car
b) pay 1/4 for a landed property
c) further your studies
d) start up a business
it has been lingering in my head for quite a while and i don’t really know my priorities (among the four). i know i’ve always wanted to further my studies and also build a career so i’d say it’s definitely between c & d. or maybe i should come up with e, do nothing and just keep the money. i like my current job so i should stay, right? oh well, adult issues. i’m so not used to all this. i don’t wanna grow up!

PFS, penang’s FCKING sweet! ;)

PFS, penang’s FCKING sweet! ;)

i’ve just gotten back from a four days, three nights trip from penang and i must say… THAT IT IS A FREAAAAKING AWESOME TRIP!!! thanks to the bunch of great people i was with and of course my bii who obliged to some of my demands. *shy* i’m just so delighted & satisfied with the whole trip. yums!

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congrats to pink mini bus for making it to the finals!
&
congrats to us both for being able to tolerate one another for 21 months and still counting!

i’m so exhausted from all the food excursion & shopping so i’m gonna rest my feet and turn in early tonight. GAWD, i so wanna be in penang forever & ever & ever… *squeals like a schoolgirl in delight* can i not go back to work, please? … and i’m so broke. i’ll need to be walking around with empty milo tins (asking for donation), just like the brownies i see around town. thank you to the great people i’ve met in penang too. ok, for real now, time to unpack my shit loads of shopping bags and rest myself. toodles!