i seriously need another drastic change in my hairstyle. no, i’m not having a difficult time (cos i tend to change hairstyles whenever i am), but im just sick of my lame hair and its color. i was thinking of going blonde and curly again but playing goldilocks once more might no longer be fun. so i’m thinking of doing my hair, just the way ive always wanted it to be (see image below).

i dunno who these chicks are, but the girl in the middle has the ultimate hair color that ive been wanting for quite a while (and also, she’s damn hawt!). i dunno if i’ll end up looking like some sg. wang ah lian or not, but a drastic change like that would be good. i seriously am in love with her hair. the thing is, i dunno what-the-hell is that particular hairstyle called. erm, i know it plays quite a bit with hair highlights but what is the color called? platinum blonde? titanium blonde? man, im such a noob when it comes to ‘HAIRY MATTERS’.
i remember christina aguilera once had a hairstyle like that except hers is quite scary la if i were to do it. here’s an example of it.

i like her haircolor but not the way she does it. i’d like the colors to be more ‘vertical’ instead of ‘horizontal’ like hers. in other words, not blonde on top and black at the bottom like hers but instead, highlight my hair with that colors.
i found another one that i found interesting but nothing beats choice number one. i just SO LOVE THAT.

how? ah-lianish rite? wait, actually, there’s another color that’s completely diff from the ones shown above that i dont mind. it’ll probably suit me best because of my skin tone.

nice? haha. to all you hair gurus, kindly help me with this. it has been bugging me for quite a while. and to those of you who have an opinion or suggestions, kindly state them out. the more the merrier! toodles. update more later.
p/s: it’s so hard to google about this cos i end up in asian porn sites and then i’ll get distracted and start comparing tits instead. baaaahs. oh btw, if you’re into orgasmically good authentic malay thai tomyam food, click here.

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED SP. ICH LIEBE DICH!

ok. im off to coll. brb.
im back, and the guy who told me to go isnt in college. sheesh. anyways, i need to club badly. actually, im more to raves. kaki, anyone? and then, maybe then, i can finally ‘hang my stilettoes’. i’m still jobless. pbhttts, tough luck. anyways, seven more days to beckiskii 0110’s anniversary. quite gabra also la. still dunno what to get him. i give you fifty-two kisses, boleh tak, bii?

(/edited) @ 2:07am, 23.09.06
okay, this is just an opion and you dont need to spear me, alrite. my gawd. i just cant stand how some of the malays (here’s one who never fails to amuse me) are dissing the chinese from day one of one in a million at the forum. ive been reading silently for months and the comments are just so fcking immature and i dont get it. so, it’s okay for malays to vote for malays but it’s not okay for non-malays to vote non-malays? my goodness. and the forum is such a mess! what’s up with all the racial issues la. quite sore losers right some people? suki wasnt the best choice but she won. so leave it la, dont need to bring up racial issues all rite. so much for the malaysia boleh spirit. thank god i dont follow all these religiously or i’ll prolly go nuts reading the comments. okay, i’ll shut up here before i kena tembak myself. go view the forums yourself and be the judge (although more and more threads are being deleted by the moderators/admins due to complaints) and the voting system is completely screwed if not a big CON JOB. lol.
offtopic: i suddenly have a pet sparrow. it’s too weak to be set free. will do when it’s slightly stronger and am able to fly properly. i dont want it to end up in a cat’s tummy.
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MALAYSIAN DRIVERS CAN BE SUCH A PAIN IN THE ARSE. in just the past two weeks itself, ive banged into plastic barriers, jam braked and have my tyres balded and worst, the most recent scariest one was going over a curb. it was because i wanted to avoid hitting straight-on into a car that was stuck in a jam, caused by a pick-up truck that has broken down in the middle of a two lane road. it was a blind corner la in a way, as it was very “hilly” and etc. i couldnt see the jam that was building up infront of me as i was going “uphill” and the jam happened “downhill” so i had to jam brake and quickly swerved my car onto a curb. but that wasnt entirely anyone’s fault i guess. HAHAHA, i know, i’m being so damn long-winded. and someone at the party i was at yesterday actually SAW MY CAR UP THE CURB. omigosh.
and today, a fucking blue mercedes who thinks he’s the king of the road beat a red light and sped even faster when he saw me (and another kancil) coming (our lights turned green, so obviously we’ll go la rite) and thank god ive managed to jam brake in time or else i would’ve lost MY life and dennis altogether. the kancil beside me was so shaken that even after ive moved and all, it was still there, overcoming with shock. i chased the damn inconsiderate car only to see him turning into the lrt station which is like 500m from where he almost hit us. FUCKINGSTUPIDMORON. so near also want to speed is it. chaucibai.
and the other day, an fucking brainless idiot wanted to buy the papers from a bus stop but instead of stopping AT the bus stop, he stopped IN the middle of the road and everyone had to jambrake (i was the fifth car behind this cibai and there were three behind me) because this fucking ALTIS wants to buy his daily gossip papers. IDIOT, if any of us were to hit either one of the cars, YOU would’ve been in that paper. dumbass.
and then the classic case of kiasu-ism among malaysians. this dumbass ISWARA was on a lane that had quite a long wait at the traffic lights and he just nicely cut into my lane without LOOKING AT HOW CLOSE I WAS TO HIM and i had to jam brake, swerved and hit the plastic barriers. THANKFUCKINGGODTHEYWEREPLASTICBARRIERSRITE?! fucking moron. YOU dont just simply cut into people’s lanes la. WHAT THE FUCK do you think your side mirrors OR your signals are for? to bloody decorate your cars is it. omfg. i can just go on and on. imagine, in just two weeks, ive met with such halfwitted retarded drivers who dont even know the simple rules of STOPPING AT RED LIGHTS and SIGNAL IF YOU WANNA CUT/TURN INTO LANES. all these just cause you want to be in a lane that’s two cars faster, rite? sheeshjesus.
to all you future drivers, please remember aunty beck’s advice okay. do not be idiots like the ones ive mentioned. i’m no angel on the roads myself but at least i still signal and I DONT FLASH UNNECESSARILY unlike some penang drivers ive met! actually, ive never flashed before.

IF YOU ARE ISKY, KINDLY CLICK ON THE X, LOCATED AT THE TOP RIGHT OF YOUR BROWSER
ok, now that we’re isky free (or at least, i think so), what the hell should i get him for our first anniversary? O.o i’m like the least creative person when it comes to getting presents. roses, perhaps? HAHAHAHA. bii, you better make sure you’re not gonna peep into the comment box, okay.
(/edited) @ 1:35am, 20.09.06
ish. got this group of stupid drifter wannabe morons drifting at the mini hill infront of my house now. damn kau noisy wei. and siap got instructor with a megaphone, me thinks. OI, balik rumah tidur la. my bii says it could prolly be .. *name censored*. ish. geramness. bii, go show them how to drift wei. OH WAIT, he’s not allowed to read this entry. HAHA.
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(/edited) @ 14:44. 15.09.06
wanna meet one of my many highschool heartthrobs? masaharu fukuyama won my heart when i was in my pre-pubescence not because of his tall, dark and handsome looks (no, seriously!) but his amazing acting skills (which is somewhat comical) and his voice. OMFG. if he’s a superhero, that has got to be his SUPERPOWERS. his singing melts hearts! not as meltable as josh groban’s but good enough. he looks exactly like an older version of my cousin erwin, i kid you not. so it’s just so WRONG for me to go googoogaga over his looks. he’s seriously so talented as he’s not just an actor and a singer, but a radio personality, photographer, songwriter and many others. how can a man, who is like the KING OF ALL TRAITS not turn you on? my gawd. his body, his … lips .. his eyes .. his voice .. his .. his .. *floats*. oh ya, hi iskii! guess it’s back to reality. toodles!
p/s: darling zura, im so sorry to hear about your dad. my condolences to you and your family.
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i’m on a mp3 downloading rampage. should you not have any ideas on what to download, try these (i chose them randomly from my playlist):
* vertical horizon – the best i ever had
* lifehouse – you and me
* dishwalla – angels or devils
* rihanna – unfaithful
* tyler hilton – glad
* kelis – milkshake
* boyz II men ft. uncle sam – when i see you smile
* khia – my neck my back
* edwin mccain – i could not ask for more
* rascal flatts – blessed the broken road
* jason wade (of lifehouse) – you belong to me
* soul asylum – runaway train
ok, i better stop here. i should be uploading them to my multiply playlist so you could try downloading the mp3s from there. i MIGHT. knowing how big a procrastinator i am, i dare not give my promise. lol. i know my taste in music is pretty diversed but im just not fussy, i guess. i’m working on a lil ‘music project’ now. LOL. will reveal when the time’s right. oh, poor bii injured his knee. he better get to the docs soon or i’ll personally drive him there and make sure he stops escaping from seeing the docs. *pouts*
p/s: omg? psycho stalker’s back. *runs and hides under chowchowbii’s (which coincidentally means smelly in hokkien, lol) armpit*. just in case you’re wondering who’s chowchowbii, that’s iskii, cos he thinks he’s a human chowchow now. O___o. he has some serious identity crisis going on man.
p/ss: HOW THE HELL DO YOU UPLOAD MUSIC/PHOTOS/VIDEOS IN MULTIPLY? i dont see the “add new playlist” link anymore. dammmnits.

(/edited) @ 5:14am, 11.09.06.
woa, it’s sept 11th. my deepest sympathy to all those who died on this tragic day, five years ago. anyways, on a happier note, to all you naan lovers, click here. and for god’s sake, I AM A BLOODY CHINESE. haha. ive been getting comments where ppl think i’m malay, just cause i’m dating mr. malay boy. or, i just don’t look chinese. O___o. below are photos from the chilis gathering i organised. fwoahs, eight tables and almost thirty people. siap got celebrity actor and bloggers somore. terror la these fooxion-ers. danke for the support, guys! majukanlah fooxion! the end. tata!
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omg. i finally pulled all the strength ive got yesterday and finished my curriculum vitaes, cover letters, essays and what nots and it took me one whole night (and a couple more hours in the morning). sent them and started appying for jobs yesterday night itself and guess what? i just got a call for a job interview as a writer for a magazine. i wont be revealing it yet cos i might not get the job. a friend went for an interview there once and they only wanted writers for sports section, which is something i have zero knowledge on. but it’s exciting. yay! that’s a pretty good start. now, astro and media prima, when are you going to call me?

okay. ive got hundreds of photos to edit and send out etc. uhm… *drums fingers* post more when i’m back later after my short meetup with eve mama* and my lizzie baby. tathetoodles!

i just deleted 283 comments from an entry, and another 278 comments from another. FUCK YOU BLOODY SPAMMERS LA. bloody hell. like i got nothing else better to do than to click on every comment and delete one by one rite. ccb. sorry if ive accidentally deleted some of your REAL comments, ya.
i just heard about steve irwin aka mr. crocodile hunter’s death. my condolences to his family and fans. it reminds me of brian’s death all over again. speaking of brian, 31st aug was his fourth death anniversary. brian angel, again, we miss you.
about my penang trip, i went there and found a new love. it was originally going for rm. five thousand but now, it’s going for, rm “name your price”. i think the owner’s willing to let go for rm1,300. so damn adorable. if it werent for jing’s dad, i think she would’ve bought it already. i mean, hello, an afghan hound in malaysia? how common is that? and the owner went on about how it’ll stroke our ego when we bring it out for a walk and have everyone’s jaws hitting the grounds. ahhh… i’m so in love with it, and chow chow and shar pei and the list just goes on and on. hi bii, you love me don’t you? lol. update more later! i miss penang.