(/edited) 12:46pm, 30.08.06
stoney has cancer. two weird growths. he needs to do surgery asap. my whole world’s crushed and i am just not in the mood for anything.
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*twirls hair* uhm, writing resumes sucks. i’ve gotta update on my old resume and work on my cover letter. what do you say in a cover letter? *scratches eyebrows* and i’m applying for astro as it’s just a five mins drive away from my place but ive gotta write a 500 word essay. there’s no deadline so, when, should i send it in? hmmm… ive been working on it for three days but being the biggest procrastinator on earth, i… am .. jus..t … s..o… l…a..z………y. i mean ive not written essays for months and i’m having this mental block. this is not good for someone who’s seeking for a job now, is it? *smacks bum* and i am gonna send a resume to media prima too. I AM SUCH A NOOB, NOW, AM I? ive gotta change my attitude. i’m just feeling so sluggish since my last semester. maybe because all i need’s a holiday.
and because a holiday’s what i need, i am going for a holiday. well… two, actually. i’ll be heading to port dickson tomorrow and be back on merdeka. then off to penang for the weekend. wheeeeee. maxine bii, dont be jealous okay. i’ll bring back your apom pisangs. muehehehehe. and then when i’m back, hopefully the energetic and spunky becky i know will be back on her feet!
HAPPY 49th MERDEKA (INDEPENDENCE) DAY, MALAYSIA!!!
p/s: OMFG. quack is my senior back in st. agnes! we went to the same school! omfg. small world indeed! and oh, happy belated birthday my black samurai!
p/ss: how the hell do you express this expression -.-“ on the phone? lol. i had to say, DASH-DOT-DASH-SWEAT and suprisingly, people actually understand! lol. toodles!

(/edited) @ 5:10am, 25.08.06
since we’re at the topic of building new memories etcyadayada; i’m posting piccies of friends. as for the food piccies posted, it has nothing to do with the entry but just to AROUSE you hungry people. muahahaha. *evil laughter* tata!

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omfg. i’m just feeling so delirious at the moment. you see, back when i was studying in st. agnes primary school, kota kinabalu, i was always hanging out with this bunch of people; caroline robert, allison lee (who moved to kl not long after i left sabah), ho yoke leen, candida wong, bryan naun and nigel alaistair ongkili. there were of course, others than i lepak once in a while and stuff, but it was this bunch of people that i remember most. i would say, caroline and allison were my greatest and closest friends then. but because my dad’s job requires us to move around quite a bit, our friendship just fizzled away because i moved to penang (where i met ms. maxine anne sibert and the rest of the peeps from convent pulau tikus) right after sabah, allison moved to kl and well, carol’s still in sabah.
and many many years later, when i finally moved to kl and spent the rest of my life here; did my entire highschool here, met the most dramatic peeps, started dating, and went to college, a stranger walked up to me, in college.
“aren’t you rebecca?”
“uhm, yes, i am.”
“hi. i’m … erm .. brenda.”
“uhm?”
“brenda. brenda soo! from st. agnes?”
“omfg. :O OMFG! BRENDAAAA!!!”
and i was sooo excited because ive not spoken to her for more than ten over years. and then i went home, even more excited, and super semangatly, i went to search for the bunch of other peeps from st. agnes through friendster. oh gawd, it was SO HARD TO TRACK PEOPLE that you’ve not spoken to for years (what more, when i was only in their lives for three years. that was how long i was in sabah). it was even weirder when i have to msg them and go, “hey, i’m rebecca, blahblahblah from st. agnes in primary three…”. some of them will go, “OMFGGGG!!!!!!! BECKY!!!!”. and some of the not so close ones will reply with a, “uhm, i don’t quite remember you”. haha. silly me, but i am the type who loves to keep in touch with old friends. to reminisce over the old memories we’ve shared, and to keep ourselves updated.
so yea, anyways, i was just casually browsing around and checked those who have viewed me in friendster. i clicked on carol’s profile and okay, her boyfriend looks like someone new. *squints eyes and looks harder* her bf looks so damn familiar. *ponders* “hmm.. he looks like a very much older version of bryan”. *surfs around* and then my jaw dropped. IT IS BRYAN NAUN!!!, the chubby class monitor from our class 3H. HAHAHAHA. bryan is definitely not chubby anymore. he’s in fact, tall and quite built, from what i can see through the pix. and then i went, “OMFG OMFG OMFG!!!” this is sooo damn coool!!!”, and i proceeded by msging them both. they must be thinking i’m slightly cuckoo. but i mean, dating someone from your childhood days, isnt that like sooo damn cool! i mean, ya, carol and bryan grew up together, that’s even cooler! cos you’ve known each other since you were small lil kids, playing getah and prolly batu seremban/tujuh together. oh wait, bryan’s a guy. slipped my mind. but you get my drift. oh gawd, i’m so happy for them. haha. and i so wish to meet up with them and continue, building new memories, to reminisce when we get older, while sipping our sugar-free black coffees with our dentures on. ah, i miss you peeps. *sheds a tear*
p/s: offtopic a lil, malaysian drivers are such big morons! updated my photo albums.

it’s finally beginning to sink in that losing 90% of your photos, assignments and other misc files since 2003 is no joke at all. my photos especially my 21st birthday photos, gone. everything’s just gone. i was cool about it at first but now it’s just seriously eating me slowly, knowing that all these files are permanently gone and all i have are just the memories somewhere at the back of my head. if any of you have in any size or way (preferably original size but i’m in no position to be picky about things now), please, send them over to tickleme@gmail.com or burn them for me, okay? it didnt hit me that hard at first because i thought most of my files were recovered, but it wasnt. *sighs* learnt my lesson well. ta, peeps.

if you’re born on the 3rd of august, API Productions from austin, texas, wants YOU!. i was a bit skeptical when they first emailed me but after a few exchanges of emails, i find this whole documentary concept to be interesting. it’ll be cool to meet other august 3rd babies and exchange ideas. as long as i do not need to pay for anything, i think it’s cool. so spread the word around. check out rED frame productions as well. tee hee.
and oh, click click click here! my bday photos are up. boring, they are. tedious, the editing was but someone has to do it. be nice with the comments, okay?
bii is off to penang to try out the paintball scenes there. damn semangat, indeed. so i’m free to DATE *ahems*. tee hee. call me up for coffee, kays! and i passed my birthday pressie for sp to her mom. yay! sp, you’ll soon be receiving your pressie in swiss! and sabby’s mom called me to check up on me and how my lymph node infection’s doing. wow, ive been talking to a lot of moms lately now, havent i? tell your mom thanks, sabby! i’m off to play more acquire! anyone knows where can i get my own physical set? ta!

(/edited) @ 3:04pm, 09.08.06
ive finally managed to edit almost half of the piccies we took that nite. ive been editing since sunday morning. airgh, my eyes feels like it’s gonna pop out any second. my sis is now in sjmc, recuperating after her knee operation. the services in sjmc is just horrible!!!! but i’ll talk about it more later. im too tired and so are my poor eyes. below are some of the sneak previews. should be able to edit all 300 piccies (including the ones not edited) by thursday, i hope. goodnaits!

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it was CRAZY.MADNESS.WACKO. but it was well worth it. what was suppose to be a small steamboat gathering among closest friends turned out to be a huge thingy with us boiling more than 12 pots of steamboat (i couldnt keep up with the amount of times we had to refill the pots)! my arms and legs feels like it’s about to fall off anytime.
my bii is the greatest. he has put in such tremendous effort in making sure i had one hell of a birthday celebration. “YOU SHOULD BE NAMED BOYFRIEND OF THE YEAR!!!!” shrilled sandy. he should. HE IS! ai woof yew, bii. and the frigging cake he bought me was ORGASMICALLYFACKTASTIC. everyone had second rounds! my gawd. i was sooo ecstatic and still am. i’ll open the presents tomorrow. even as im typing this out, my arms feels like it’s falling bits by bits and im too exhausted. goodnaits peeperl! *muaks*
p/s: i’ll try to upload pix asap but i didnt take much so to those who has the piccies, send it over ya to my email: tickleme@gmail.com. *licks*

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

sick becks is not gonna be celebrating much this year. becks is too old. becks is too sick ler to be having fun. maybe just a small gathering with close friends. that’s about it. becks is too old to be throwing fancy parties already. tee hee. have fun y’all. and this is the current list of ppl who have wished me. thank you! *licks*
1. parents
2. iskii – email
3. terence – email
4. sandy – email
5. sabby – email
6. iskii – phone
7. yeeng – phone
8. maxine “teophang” sibert – phone
9. iso – sms
10. ronnie – sms
11. kelvin – msn
12. lensamalaysia -email
13. fer – sms & msn
14. jet li – msn
15. ivy – msn
16. samurai – msn
17. zoe – msn
18. 20161 – msn
19. sandra – msn
20. samurai – myb
21. xander83 – myb
22. aaron – through iskii
23. iso – email
24. maxine – email
25. terence – email
26. iskii – email
27. ying yang thug – friendster msg
28. iskii – testimonial
29. jet li – myb shoutbox & forum
30. sleeping partner – msn
31. kris – msn
32. jeangerbells – commentbox
33. goodboy – commentbox
34. poh – sms
35. splashmilk – commentbox
36. teophang maxine – commentbox
37. ellabella – commentbox
38. li shih – msn
39. jeremie – msn
40. sandy – email
41. raymond – email
42. dhao – email
43. hong – email
44. ian – email
45. dannyboy – email
46. joannie – msn
47. teophang maxine – friendster testimonial
48. alex-sun – friendster
49. bro
50. sis
51. m’sia blogger forum – email
52. azxel – msn
53. janewong – myb private msg
54. malaysian babes forum – a thread dedicated to me
55. ellabella – msn
56. mynicole – myb shoutbox
57. photomalaysia – email
58. hyip – email
59. zth – email
60. dion dried prune – sent me this dammmnnnn sweet iCARD!
61. splashmilk – fooxion
62. zura – fooxion shoutbox
63. fooxion – thread dedicated to me.
64. lizziebaby – sms
65. theo – msn
66. ken jun – sms
67. slinky – msn
68. dennis – msn
69. vickyrao – sms
70. wern ching – msn
71. hock beng – sms
72. laura – sms
73. rachel – sms
74. bernard – sms
75. dominic – email
76. sabby – comment box
77. kylie – sms
78. kat – comment box
79. samurai – comment box
80. kylie – comment box
81. anonymous – myb’s private msg
82. sis – friendster testimonial
83. andrew quack – friendster testimonial
84. peter (?) – friendster msg
85. kok – friendster testimonial
86. shari – msn
87. karen cousin – sms
88. lynn – msn
89. joannie – personally
90. lawrence – sms
91. garick – sms
92. shirley – in her blog
93. evan – comment box
94. sharon t3h h0tn3ss – comment box
95. jaclyn – comment box
96. everyone at the steamboat gathering
97. jason nephews – msn
98. leo chan – comment box
99. ming yang – msn
100. strachan – msn
101. sandy – blog entry
102. jobstreet – email
103. adam – msn
104. some stranger – msn
105. desmond – multiply msg
106. vee – multiply comment
(p/s: sorry if i left anyone ya. just remind me. i lost track of the peeps. haha)
haha, this is barely quarter of last year’s! so many forums have wished me, where’s DCM?! hrmphs. but it’s okay. im grateful. tee hee. dion dried prune said my last month’s site’s stats were unbelievably crazy. 8,000++ unique hits, 29,000 pageviews & 160,000 hits. i dunno where he got the stats from la but i doubt i had that many hits. lol. thanks dion. ai mish yew. thanks everyone. thanks bii!!! got my pc back for good today thanks to good trusty cous, russell. thank you! *lickitylickynyums*