(/edited) @ 2:33am & 10:39am, 11th may 2006
i finally found what my surgery’s all about. it’s called interstitial cystitis. im feeling so damn kau nauseous now. fark la. im rushing for assignments all somore. someone, painkillers, pleasssseeee. lucy!, i got ur mail but i’m rushing for assignments now, so i’ll reply you later, yea. take care, babes.
i was speaking to my sleeping partner about crying over movies or cartoons, to be specific. how normal is it to cry over cartoons such as land before time, bambi and lilo and stitch, i wonder. i mean, hey, i was a very emo kid okay. for a kid to watch a cartoon about another kid (which are animals, in the cartoons) to lose their mother and all IS VERY THE SAD AND IS WORTH YOUR TEARS. about lilo and stitch, hrmphs, i cant remember why but i know i did shed a tear or two in the cinema. and OoooOoo… an american tale! my gawd. cartoons that are so damn emo.
my sleeping partner said she cried over lion king and stuart little. heh. my fav childhood movies that prolly made me cry were (if im not mistaken), anne of green gables and shawshank redemption (which sandy pronounces it as, sssssssssshhhssshhh redemption. she cant say SHAWSHANK!) bwahahaha. *evil laughter* so what movies/cartoons made you cry eh?. it’s okay, you can put your ego aside and share. tee hee hee.
anyways, thank you for all the well wishes. im fine. doc cant determine the exact cause for my bleeding (which occurred since a couple of days back), but i’m fine. thank you very the muchy. *beams* i have suddenly gained three kilos in just a matter of few days but i believe it’s just due to water retention or something. we’ll see. my weight is also a big problem to my health so i seriously need to say goodbye to all the cheesecakes and mashed potatoes for the time being. im considering of continuing my fasting or something. we’ll see how thing goes. three more weeks before i bid adios to college for good but im also considering on doing my masters. i havent really made a decision yet. ive got people asking me briefly to work for them once im out but i am not sure if im ready to work just yet. we’ll see. like the muslims will say, “insya-allah” or the christians, “god’s will”. i wonder what do chinese say, eh? alrite, anyways, updated my photo albums. toodles.