biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, ai woof you! although my bii can never get up on time to accompany me to the docs anymore for the past two weeks, but still, thank you for everything. thank you for sending me home, thank you for dropping by my place to look for me even though it’s just for a very short while, thank you for watching me sleep, thank you for carrying my legs up when i cant move, thank you for tolerating my nuisances, thank you for so many other things, thank you for the wonderful past eight months and you’ve never even complained once!
i know most of you have threatened to boycott reading t-m.net if i state another bii-related entry, but hey, he’s part of my life now, so accept it. besides, if you cant accept the word, “bii”, think of it as erm, a name i call myself? becky (b) ooi (i) and i (as in myself) = bii? LOL. i just made that up. but really, bii, thank you.
i had a sudden heart-attack like pain that was so acute, i couldnt breathe about two days ago. my parents immediately sent me to sjmc eventhough it was right before midnight. i thought i was so gonna die because i was gasping for breath like a fish out of water and i almost passed out. the docs and nurses couldnt identify what exactly was wrong and ive been going in and out of the hospital for the past two days plus again. They’re suspecting costochondritis, an inflammation and associated tenderness of the cartilage (i.e., the costochondral joints) that attaches the front of the ribs to the breastbone. it seems to be affecting my whole left side and i can barely move my left arm. i felt (and still feel) so PARALYSED and so USELESS and thank god, ive got my bii to rely on.
i did a mini-surgery just now (or at least, that’s what they called it) spontaneously. i fasted for about six hours before doing the what-i-believe is gastroscope. i don’t know the exact terms and names cos they werent exactly explained to me. the docs are seriously at their wits end and cant seem to find out what’s the exact problem that’s causing me all these pain. my mom thinks someone’s keeping a voodoo doll of me or something. ive been going in and out of sjmc for five weeks, done all sorts of x-rays, scans, ultrasounds, tests and etc, but still no definite answer. ive checked everything from my brain to my knees. i’m now taking eight types of medication and still not feeling any better. oh god, help me.
anyways, it’s my bed time now. yes, 9:23pm and i’m already so damn tired. i got up at 7:45am. my body clock has changed tremendously. i used to sleep at 7:45am! lol. alrites, am going off now. three assignments to pass up on fri. wish me luck. *waves*
p/s: here’s a video of iskii wanking. ssssshhhhhh!