v for vendetta has got to be one of the best films ive seen this year. it’s so witty, so different, so enchanting and so breath-taking (although certain parts were a lil too draggy). so who says i am never a person who can EVER be a movie reviewer because i’m so fussy about movies? i dont say, “this movie sucks!” all the time, okay. *looks at terence and then glares at iskii*
anyway, that isnt the reason why im posting another new entry. khai, the joker, just proposed the funniest proposal to me ever. he was asking me to go for a photo shoot for a magazine (or catalogue or something la) for his client. the money’s good (i reckon, cos it’s up to you to open a price) but hello? me? bikini? that’s like putting a rhino in bikinis! omfg. and me, the self-proclaimed shar pei couldnt help but laughed so hard, i almost broke my chair. and when i was out with him earlier today, he asked again, and once more, i almost left a huge hole on the cushion seats. anyway, khai, here’s a preview of what to expect IF i should ever take up your offer. oh man, your client is sooo going to hire me! WARNING: i shall not to be held responsible should you suffer any visual defects after seeing these piccies.

ive finally dragged myself to see the doctors today because the pain was too unbearable after i ran out of my medications. it was a different doctor. i asked if i should see a specialist and he said, there is no need for it as it is very very common for women to get them. bahs, different doctors, same old thing. so i guess, there really is no need to see a urologist, eh? i had to take today off from classes because i was too weak and i was just in pain all over. anyway, ive slept for about four hours now and my head’s feeling woozy. i have a slight fever now and my body’s aching. tsk. but anyway, thank you for all those who commented in my earlier entry. i truly appreciate it. *big bear hugs*
anyway, i should try and make this site a lil livelier. my earlier entries were all so downhearted. i was in malacca for the weekend and a two hour trip to muar. the food there is great, especially pork satays. omfg. i never knew chinese could make such great satays and it was my first time trying out PORK SATAYS. i even tar pau-ed like twenty sticks home. apart from that, everyone knows how much i looooooveeee this sweet peanut dessert (no, it’s not the peanut cream you get in kl but it’s white and the peanut looks very porridgey). well, i thought i could only find it in taiping but i was wrong. there was a stall selling it in muar. omfg, i soooo love muar.
and oo, i finally got text msges from my bii after not hearing from him since fri midnight. he’s in bangcock with his family for a shopping holiday. they’re there annually to shop like there’s no tomorrow! my bii got me the good bush, bad bush tee that bernard was crazily promoting on his site. it was nice hearing from him. i miss youuuu bii! come back soon! *pouts*
oh, another thing. i know this is quite random but the next person who tells me that shih tzus are cute is going to get a tight slap from me. i so cannot stand them. they’re annoying esp when they just wont shut up. okay, i guess im no fan of tiny doggies and ive got some stinky experiences with them and i meant that literally. brrrr… i was back in malacca and everyone’s just raving about how adorable shih tzus were. well, THEY ARENT.
oh, and birthday shoutouts. happy belated 25th birthday to ian, happy belated 22nd birthday to joy myexbangwallpartner, happy sweet 16th birthday to my beloved cousin >evan and uhm, i cant remember who else. but yea, happy birthday all. below are some random pictures taken months back. the later ones will be posted erm, much later? toodles!

as i was happily doing my class activity interviewing the peeps at proton in college, i felt a sudden urge to pee. so right after we finish our tour and short informal interview, i told poh to get hold of my stuffs while i pay the toilet a visit. tah-dah, non-stop bloodflow coming from you-know-where. i fcking freaked out because for someone who gets her period every three months plus, this is not normal since my last period was just less than a month back.
i zipped up my jeans and collected my stuffs and left straight away without even saying goodbye to my lecturer. farking UTI (urinary tract infection). well, i’m not sure anymore if it’s UTI but i sure as hell panicked when i saw the amount of blood. if it’s period, i’ll understand but it only comes after pee-ing which is one of the main symptoms for UTI! just in case you guys dunno, ive been having UTI really really often and that’s farking abnormal. PEEPS DO NOT GET UTI ON A MONTHLY BASIS!. my mom says it could be something serious like bladder stones and so i googled it last nite (ive been bleeding for three days now) and the symptoms are the same as UTI. bloody hell.
i drove home filled with emo man and siap got thunderstorm on the way back. i just kept trying to get through my bii but urh, i think he was sleeping. my mind started wandering and then a lot of scary thoughts came into my mind. i started crying. I WAS CRYING SO HARRRRRDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD that i SWEAR it was louder than the thunderstorm that was going on outside my vehicle. and my bii still wasnt picking up my calls. then a thousand and one names came into my mind. i needed someone to talk to. someone to scream and cry to but i couldnt think of anyone. yeeng, coincidentally called when i discovered the non-stop flowing of blood in the toilet but i texted her i’ll call her later cos i damn kau panicked. yeeng kept calling to check on me. i owe her big. and i left my bii a voice msg, and then called a couple of times before he picked up. lol. he was damn blur siuts.
iskii: (cheerfully) heeello biii!
becks: biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!! *and then followed by lotsaaaa crying*
iskii: uhm?
lol. sorry bii to suddenly just call you and cry. anyway, i didnt go back to my damn panel doc. she just wouldnt send me to the hospital for a thorough check up. i was talking to darren aka wei shungz yesterday. he was asking me why do i keep getting UTIs and told me how abnormal and serious it is to get it so often. he’s btw, practising medicine in nilai seremban right now. anyways, to cut long story short, i went to another doc and he told me i cant do anything but wait because he cant do any urine test for me because my urine is contaminated since im bleeding and the results wont be accurate. sighs. WHY IS ALL THIS HAPPENING TO ME?!!!!. fark man. what’s up with all this bad karma? *sighs*

i amm sooo in the blogging mood right now but it’s another 15 mins to my next class. my earlier class was cancelled *groans*. all the dragging-myself-out-of-bed-at-7.45am for nothing. pbbbbbffft. classes are supposed to be from twelve to five. madness extremus.
for the past two hours, or rather, an hour plus, i went through my archives and omfg, some of the comments left were sooo damn bloody sweet. and i realise ive lost lots of readers and one of them is, ronnie, who keeps threatening me, “i am boycotting tickle-me.net from today onwards!”. and i’ll always go, “but… but… whyyyyy?. look, ronnie, STOP THREATENING ME OKAY. i know you’ll still read just in case i bitch about you, RITE? “i’ll go read sandy’s site instead. or thisthatthisthatthisthat”, ronnie will reply with a bitchy tone in his voice.
but, seriously, why are YOU people running away? *pouts* i know lynnzter told sandy it’s because i overdo with the amount of pictures which will take some peeps ages to get them all loaded. and i know ronnie complains because it’s too “mushy” for his liking. tsk, this coming from a perempuan! feedbacks, people, feedbacks.
and i realise, most bloggers these days, speaks sooo much like archie&gang. i know i do. lol. i think that’s where the whole *action word in astericks* came about. blehs. and come to think of it, sandy seriously reminds me of veronica aka ronnie (lol). will post more later. seven more mins to my next class, which will probably last for just 15-20 mins. bahhhhs. *drags feet to class* toodles!
p/s: to all you blurheads, the ronnie mentioned is not short for veronica. the ronnie i meant has two testicles (at least, i assume he does) and an adam’s apple.

arlow. :”D ive been busy bumming. am getting lazier and fatter by the day but what’s new, eh? i am currently addicted with games.com’s monopoly online board game which got sabby (who recommended it to me in the first place), terence, yong chia, and iskii (he seems to be sooo into the game that he plays them till 7-8am-ish daily). the rest were interested but since we were too busy playing and didnt teach them, they gave up. haha. so, yea, if you’re bored, go try monopoly and scrabble! you heard it from me, peeps! 😀
my current semester’s schedule is pretty hectic despite having only three days of classes. the amount of work we get is pure madness! but then again, i suck at time management so my work are usually done last min. oye, malaysians are big procrastinators so i’m not alone! :”D
i cant think of what else to say but, go watch battle royale. it’s a film not to be missed! and oh, speaking of shows and all, i was watching ngayong nandito ka, a series where hot filipino actor, jericho rosales who looks like ronnietheperempuan (and the many other nicknames i give him that’s related to jericho rosales). it was weird watching a series(or is it a movie, max?) with “ronnie” in it. had to switch it off after 20 mins. to make things even worst, they both act the same! damn kau sissyfied. hahahahaha. i’ll still sayang you, ronnie. JANGAN MARAH YA. max seems to be obsessed with filipino tv series lately, esp those with jericho. i know la he’s cute and all but, oy, it reminds us of ronnie man. how can you tahan? lol. and this “ronnie” is soooo bollywood man. he can sing (although it’s a bit out la for me), dance and act. multi-talented. tsk! oh, and somehow rite, jericho’s eyes reminds me of iskiis’! *GASP* for all we know, iskii and ronnie’s related. LOL! okay, im over crapping but hey, could be possible! ta!
currently obsessed with: polka dots & stripes!