Monthly Archives: March 2006

ronnie turns two-plenty-eight

ronnie turns two-plenty-eight

habloodyppy 28th birthday to ronniethehotfilipinoactor

me, being the nicest friend he could never have (he keeps claiming he gets shitty friends and life etc), called him at 11:57pm to be the first to wish him rite, didnt pick up my calls. three missed calls somore. ish. anyways, i’ll bitch later since it’s your birthday, so yea, happy birthday ronnie. you know how much we girls love you. ronnie’s angels siuts (self-claimed, that is).
uhm, well, i’ll be heading north this weekend. so will my bii and his drift buddies. and ian, dhao and uhm, my few other friends and classmates. so looks like it’s damn happening to be there rite, suddenly. everybody wants to go lepak there and all. anyways, ive been uhm, busy (what’s new la rite). plenty of assignments, campaigns, presentations and what nots. and yes, i do realise ive not replied a single mail yet. ive tried replying but while typing halfway, my mind gets distracted by a) assignments, b) stoney and c) iskii.
okay, more pictures less talking. so yea, tah-dah. pictures up, later.




p/s: noticed the missing googleadsense? they cancelled my account after i earned USD80+. damn bloody mcb, ok! and oh, happy 200th entry, tickle-me.net!
(/edited) @ 5:44pm
stoney has been attacked by lotsa sparrows lately. whenever i feed him, the birds will crowd around his bowl and share his meal. im so damn afraid he’ll catch the bird flu or something man. ish. wish i could just kill them all. damn nuisance!
(/edited)

time can change everything but us

time can change everything but us

i just got an email from a long-lost twin, aj*, whom ive so truly missed! ive not heard from her for years and now she’s divorced, and has dated twice since she last updated me. i havent read word by word yet but i’ll reply soon. and im so sorry, shu yin and michelle for not replying. ive been erm, busy. really. my bad. i should really get my things organised well so i wont be rushing for assignments last minute and abandon all my love mails from you guys. *biiig fish pout*
anyway, im here to just say a great thank you to all those who’ve been with me all these years, through my ups and downs. friendships are important and you’ll know it’s a good one if a friend sticks to you through thick and thin and be there regardless of how much better her/his life has changed. i just cant stand people who ignores you once she/he has reach “stardom” (and that includes self-proclaimed ones too). just because you’ve got new friends or lead such a HAPPENING life rite, that doesnt mean it gives you the right to diss friends who have been willing to do almost anything to make sure you’re alright during your painful moments. i told iskii i was gonna give up on you but then i couldnt, because i still have you as part of me. you’ve so fucking disappoint me but i still love you.

I keep a close watch on this heart of mine
I keep my eyes wide open all the time
I keep the ends out for the tie that binds
Because you’re mine, I walk the line
I find it very, very easy to be true
I find myself alone when each day is through
Yes, I’ll admit that I’m a fool for you
Because you’re mine, I walk the line
As sure as night is dark and day is light
I keep you on my mind both day and night
And happiness I’ve known proves that it’s right
Because you’re mine, I walk the line
You’ve got a way to keep me on your side
You give me cause for love that I can’t hide
For you I know I’d even try to turn the tide
Because you’re mine, I walk the line
I keep a close watch on this heart of mine
I keep my eyes wide open all the time
I keep the ends out for the tie that binds
Because you’re mine, I walk the line…
– johnny cash, i walk the line.

and once again, thank you to those who have not forgotten me despite of all the changes we’ve been through. time can change us. time can change situations. time can change almost everything. but we shouldnt let time change our status in each other’s lives. esp if it’s for the worst. amen.
p/s: pix later. not in the mood to blog. so i’ll let the piccies do the rest of the talking later.
(/edited) @ 1:49am, 23.03.06
hai people. im gonna be posting another conversation i just had with nina. enjoy!
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becks in biikiinis!

becks in biikiinis!

v for vendetta has got to be one of the best films ive seen this year. it’s so witty, so different, so enchanting and so breath-taking (although certain parts were a lil too draggy). so who says i am never a person who can EVER be a movie reviewer because i’m so fussy about movies? i dont say, “this movie sucks!” all the time, okay. *looks at terence and then glares at iskii*
anyway, that isnt the reason why im posting another new entry. khai, the joker, just proposed the funniest proposal to me ever. he was asking me to go for a photo shoot for a magazine (or catalogue or something la) for his client. the money’s good (i reckon, cos it’s up to you to open a price) but hello? me? bikini? that’s like putting a rhino in bikinis! omfg. and me, the self-proclaimed shar pei couldnt help but laughed so hard, i almost broke my chair. and when i was out with him earlier today, he asked again, and once more, i almost left a huge hole on the cushion seats. anyway, khai, here’s a preview of what to expect IF i should ever take up your offer. oh man, your client is sooo going to hire me! WARNING: i shall not to be held responsible should you suffer any visual defects after seeing these piccies.


tah-dah! such a “PRETTY” sight, no? thank god iskii still loves me despite me being such an eyesore. hehe. anyways, im actually running out of time. been busy bumming, chomping and lazing for the past few days that ive abandoned all my assignments. damn! anyways, happy belated birthday to wee yang and a very happy birthday to khai! below are some piccies from muar and etc. ta!







p/s: i was at ms. read’s delicious yesterday and am going again tomorrow. i <3 delicious!

becks is still sickity sick!

becks is still sickity sick!

ive finally dragged myself to see the doctors today because the pain was too unbearable after i ran out of my medications. it was a different doctor. i asked if i should see a specialist and he said, there is no need for it as it is very very common for women to get them. bahs, different doctors, same old thing. so i guess, there really is no need to see a urologist, eh? i had to take today off from classes because i was too weak and i was just in pain all over. anyway, ive slept for about four hours now and my head’s feeling woozy. i have a slight fever now and my body’s aching. tsk. but anyway, thank you for all those who commented in my earlier entry. i truly appreciate it. *big bear hugs*
anyway, i should try and make this site a lil livelier. my earlier entries were all so downhearted. i was in malacca for the weekend and a two hour trip to muar. the food there is great, especially pork satays. omfg. i never knew chinese could make such great satays and it was my first time trying out PORK SATAYS. i even tar pau-ed like twenty sticks home. apart from that, everyone knows how much i looooooveeee this sweet peanut dessert (no, it’s not the peanut cream you get in kl but it’s white and the peanut looks very porridgey). well, i thought i could only find it in taiping but i was wrong. there was a stall selling it in muar. omfg, i soooo love muar.
and oo, i finally got text msges from my bii after not hearing from him since fri midnight. he’s in bangcock with his family for a shopping holiday. they’re there annually to shop like there’s no tomorrow! my bii got me the good bush, bad bush tee that bernard was crazily promoting on his site. it was nice hearing from him. i miss youuuu bii! come back soon! *pouts*
oh, another thing. i know this is quite random but the next person who tells me that shih tzus are cute is going to get a tight slap from me. i so cannot stand them. they’re annoying esp when they just wont shut up. okay, i guess im no fan of tiny doggies and ive got some stinky experiences with them and i meant that literally. brrrr… i was back in malacca and everyone’s just raving about how adorable shih tzus were. well, THEY ARENT.
oh, and birthday shoutouts. happy belated 25th birthday to ian, happy belated 22nd birthday to joy myexbangwallpartner, happy sweet 16th birthday to my beloved cousin >evan and uhm, i cant remember who else. but yea, happy birthday all. below are some random pictures taken months back. the later ones will be posted erm, much later? toodles!





becks getting some bad karma…

becks getting some bad karma…

as i was happily doing my class activity interviewing the peeps at proton in college, i felt a sudden urge to pee. so right after we finish our tour and short informal interview, i told poh to get hold of my stuffs while i pay the toilet a visit. tah-dah, non-stop bloodflow coming from you-know-where. i fcking freaked out because for someone who gets her period every three months plus, this is not normal since my last period was just less than a month back.
i zipped up my jeans and collected my stuffs and left straight away without even saying goodbye to my lecturer. farking UTI (urinary tract infection). well, i’m not sure anymore if it’s UTI but i sure as hell panicked when i saw the amount of blood. if it’s period, i’ll understand but it only comes after pee-ing which is one of the main symptoms for UTI! just in case you guys dunno, ive been having UTI really really often and that’s farking abnormal. PEEPS DO NOT GET UTI ON A MONTHLY BASIS!. my mom says it could be something serious like bladder stones and so i googled it last nite (ive been bleeding for three days now) and the symptoms are the same as UTI. bloody hell.
i drove home filled with emo man and siap got thunderstorm on the way back. i just kept trying to get through my bii but urh, i think he was sleeping. my mind started wandering and then a lot of scary thoughts came into my mind. i started crying. I WAS CRYING SO HARRRRRDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD that i SWEAR it was louder than the thunderstorm that was going on outside my vehicle. and my bii still wasnt picking up my calls. then a thousand and one names came into my mind. i needed someone to talk to. someone to scream and cry to but i couldnt think of anyone. yeeng, coincidentally called when i discovered the non-stop flowing of blood in the toilet but i texted her i’ll call her later cos i damn kau panicked. yeeng kept calling to check on me. i owe her big. and i left my bii a voice msg, and then called a couple of times before he picked up. lol. he was damn blur siuts.
iskii: (cheerfully) heeello biii!
becks: biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!! *and then followed by lotsaaaa crying*
iskii: uhm?
lol. sorry bii to suddenly just call you and cry. anyway, i didnt go back to my damn panel doc. she just wouldnt send me to the hospital for a thorough check up. i was talking to darren aka wei shungz yesterday. he was asking me why do i keep getting UTIs and told me how abnormal and serious it is to get it so often. he’s btw, practising medicine in nilai seremban right now. anyways, to cut long story short, i went to another doc and he told me i cant do anything but wait because he cant do any urine test for me because my urine is contaminated since im bleeding and the results wont be accurate. sighs. WHY IS ALL THIS HAPPENING TO ME?!!!!. fark man. what’s up with all this bad karma? *sighs*

runaway readers

runaway readers

i amm sooo in the blogging mood right now but it’s another 15 mins to my next class. my earlier class was cancelled *groans*. all the dragging-myself-out-of-bed-at-7.45am for nothing. pbbbbbffft. classes are supposed to be from twelve to five. madness extremus.
for the past two hours, or rather, an hour plus, i went through my archives and omfg, some of the comments left were sooo damn bloody sweet. and i realise ive lost lots of readers and one of them is, ronnie, who keeps threatening me, “i am boycotting tickle-me.net from today onwards!”. and i’ll always go, “but… but… whyyyyy?. look, ronnie, STOP THREATENING ME OKAY. i know you’ll still read just in case i bitch about you, RITE? “i’ll go read sandy’s site instead. or thisthatthisthatthisthat”, ronnie will reply with a bitchy tone in his voice.
but, seriously, why are YOU people running away? *pouts* i know lynnzter told sandy it’s because i overdo with the amount of pictures which will take some peeps ages to get them all loaded. and i know ronnie complains because it’s too “mushy” for his liking. tsk, this coming from a perempuan! feedbacks, people, feedbacks.
and i realise, most bloggers these days, speaks sooo much like archie&gang. i know i do. lol. i think that’s where the whole *action word in astericks* came about. blehs. and come to think of it, sandy seriously reminds me of veronica aka ronnie (lol). will post more later. seven more mins to my next class, which will probably last for just 15-20 mins. bahhhhs. *drags feet to class* toodles!
p/s: to all you blurheads, the ronnie mentioned is not short for veronica. the ronnie i meant has two testicles (at least, i assume he does) and an adam’s apple.

ronnie can sing, dance and act!

ronnie can sing, dance and act!

arlow. :”D ive been busy bumming. am getting lazier and fatter by the day but what’s new, eh? i am currently addicted with games.com’s monopoly online board game which got sabby (who recommended it to me in the first place), terence, yong chia, and iskii (he seems to be sooo into the game that he plays them till 7-8am-ish daily). the rest were interested but since we were too busy playing and didnt teach them, they gave up. haha. so, yea, if you’re bored, go try monopoly and scrabble! you heard it from me, peeps! 😀
my current semester’s schedule is pretty hectic despite having only three days of classes. the amount of work we get is pure madness! but then again, i suck at time management so my work are usually done last min. oye, malaysians are big procrastinators so i’m not alone! :”D
i cant think of what else to say but, go watch battle royale. it’s a film not to be missed! and oh, speaking of shows and all, i was watching ngayong nandito ka, a series where hot filipino actor, jericho rosales who looks like ronnietheperempuan (and the many other nicknames i give him that’s related to jericho rosales). it was weird watching a series(or is it a movie, max?) with “ronnie” in it. had to switch it off after 20 mins. to make things even worst, they both act the same! damn kau sissyfied. hahahahaha. i’ll still sayang you, ronnie. JANGAN MARAH YA. max seems to be obsessed with filipino tv series lately, esp those with jericho. i know la he’s cute and all but, oy, it reminds us of ronnie man. how can you tahan? lol. and this “ronnie” is soooo bollywood man. he can sing (although it’s a bit out la for me), dance and act. multi-talented. tsk! oh, and somehow rite, jericho’s eyes reminds me of iskiis’! *GASP* for all we know, iskii and ronnie’s related. LOL! okay, im over crapping but hey, could be possible! ta!
currently obsessed with: polka dots & stripes!