(/edited) @ 2:29pm, 25th nov 2005
sorry max, hope you dont mind i type a lil here. hi all, becky here. on the 21st, http://www.tickle-me.net turned two. thanks everyone for your support since my first blog few years back. *hugs* below are some big-time bandwidth killer piccies from the birthday celebrations. enjoy! more to come @ my multiply as mentioned by max. 🙂 uh oh, noticed there were a few grammar errors in my piccies. damn lazy wanna change. 😛

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Pics are up! Check Becky’s Multiply for loads of pics. <3
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Wheee! November 19th came and went, and finally, I turned 21! 😀 Sorry for the lack of updates from the tickle-me girls; I was supposed to blog on Sunday but just didn’t have the time. Anyway, this may be a few days overdue but I would really like to thank all you guys below who wished me and made my birthday even more special. *muaks*
1. Lisa – friendster msg
2. Josephine Boey – sms
3. Bernard Loke – msn
4. Jun Hao – yahoo
5. Wendy – msn
6. Farah – yahoo
7. Christopher – call(first to call; though before 12am)
8. In Xuan – call
9. Priscilla – call
10. See Ying – call
11. Ronnie – call(first to call; at 12am)
12. Rishant– sms
13. Tina – sms
14. Farah – sms
15. Shalyn – sms
16. Jennifer – call
17. Gerald – sms
18. Musen – call
19. Dominic – sms
20. Michael – sms (all the way from UK)
21. William – sms
22. Yit Ming – sms
23. Audrey – sms
24. Bernard – sms (all the way from Pakistan) p/s : MGs miss you!
25. Shalyn – call
26. Atlas – call
27. Bernard Lim – call
28. Satkuru – call
29. Yew Wing – call
30. Vignes – sms
31. Lai Shing – call
32. Amanda – sms
33. Pei Lin – sms
34. Mark Yap – call
35. Christine – call
36. Tina – call
37. Tchen Shun – call
38. Wan Yau – sms
39. Tchen Shun – sms
40. Banyen – sms
41. Rachel Anne – sms(all the way from UK)
42. Banyen – call
43. Benley – sms
44. Kenneth – sms
45. I-Mei – sms(all the way from Singapore)
46. Rueben Clarke – friendster msg
47. Christine – in person
48. Esther – friendster testi
49. Tchen Shun – friendster testi
50. Michelle Tan – friendster testi
51. Raymond – friendster testi
52. Jun Hao – friendster testi
53. Amanda Heng – friendster testi
54. Christine – friendster testi
55. Jenita – friendster testi
56. In Xuan – friendster testi
57. Sabrina – friendster testi
58. Satkuru – friendster testi
59. Jean Louis – msn
60. Timothy Maung – sms
61. Sabrina – msn
62. Joanne Chng – msn
63. Sheaux – msn
64. Eileen – in person
65. Sandy – blog
And not forgetting, the Mamak Gang who were there with me to wish me in person.
66. Becky (who was the first to wish me in real life according to her timing)
67. Yeeng
68. Isobel
69. Terence
70. Ian
71. Raymond
72. Sandy
73. Garick
74. Daniel
75. Lawrence
76. Ivan
So there, thanks guys! I am really touched. *sniffles* The list is not as long as Becky’s list, but hehe, blogged the above names as a keepsake for myself.
The eve of my birthday was spent with the Mamak Gang and we spent it like every other typical Mamak Gang hangout. Since it was my birthday and I was being rather nice, I treated the whole gang to dinner and for pool in Asia Cafe. The highlight of the entire night would be the stupid hiau/miang/gatai/perverted ah pek when we were playing pool. He was actually..get this.. taking pictures of Becky when she was bending down whenever she had to take shots when playing pool. And the best part was, even though most of us kept gaving him cock stares and so on, he still kept on taking pics eventhough, he would pretend that he was not. Omg. He must be really frigging sex deprived! Daniel tried to take some pics of him, so I guess pics of him will be uploaded soon. After pool, We all then convoyed to a mamak near Atria. So, I would really like to thank the Mamak Gang : Becky, Yeeng, Sandy, Isobel, Ian, Raymond, Ivan, Terence@thebirthdayboy, Gerald, Lawrence, Garick, Daniel & Iskii for coming for my birthday eve dinner/pool thingy. It really meant a lot that all of you came and made the night a very special night for me. Oh, and thanks for all the lovely presents. Love them lots.
My birthday night was spent with my family and Christine at my Aunt’s place in ss3, and then I headed to Terence‘s house rather late for his birthday celebration and Garick’s pre-birthday celebration.As usual, the 2 birthday boys were forced to drink and when I got there, they were already high/drunk with red faces. lol. The night was absolute fun. Good food(Everyone brought good pot luck food), loads of alcohol, few cameras for cam whoring, Terence‘s big bed for jumping, loads of guy-and-guy humping and most importantly, great friends to end Terence‘s & my birthday with. Oh, and not forgetting, the sucky Hong Kong porn we watched and Terence puking in his sink( you’re supposed to puke in the toilet bowl lah) to end the night. On behalf of Terence & Garick, once again, Thank you to the MGs for buying the birthday cake. It really meant a lot of the 3 of us. *hugs* And we should organized more stay over parties k?
Lastly, thank you also to Christine & my housemates for making my 21st birthday really special. *muaks* Although my life’s pretty messed up at times, I’m glad to know I have you all you guys as my friends. 🙂
P/S : Pics will be uploaded real soon. Thanks Becky dearie. <3

wwwheeeeepeeeee…. *skips skips skips hops hops hops like an injured kangaroo* gawd, ive been away for quite a while, havent i. i believe it’s time to put the spotlight back on me. *glares at ronniethehotfilipinoactor* okay, yest morning, while everyone had the need to disturb my sleep, calls after calls, i received a call from college. “dang! i hope it’s not one of my lecturers asking me to go back to coll to resubmit an assignment or something,” me thinks to meself. well, here was how the conversation went.
elaine: eh hello. rebecca?
becks: uh.. yea? *yawns*
elaine: elaine here la. from design school.
becks: uh… who? *steals another yawn*
elaine: elaine la. your lecturer, elaine lim.
becks: uh.. okay. oh.. okay okay. whatsup?
elaine: remember the dominos competition?
becks: ah… er.. yea. why?
elaine: eh, you kena la.
becks: *yawns* huh… *yawns again* kena what?
elaine: kena la. your design was chosen. you won!
becks: *big loud gasp*
elaine: congrats leh!
becks: *still gasping*
elaine: okay, so the prize giving ceremony is this fri at blablablablahblahblah…
becks: huh… wait wait. i won?
elaine: yeala.
becks: w… o… w …..
elaine: yea, so we’ll meet up at ……. blahblahblahblablablablablacksheep (too lazy to type la. i wasnt concentrating also. quite long ah)
becks: okay la. see ya. … WOW! …
*hangs up phone and starts skipping around the house howling with joy. YES, howling.*
my mom thought it was stoney who got his foot stuck in between doors or something. i skipped from my room to the kitchen only to find my mom wasnt there so i skipped to my mom’s room and she went, “eh, you went mad is it?”.
becks: i won leh.
mom: won what? (think she got used to that line as i win online competitions often. no, not bragging kay. fluke la).
becks: neh, the domino’s calendar design competition la.
mom: what’s that?
becks: aiyo, the one where you asked me wtf was that wan last time.
mom: oh that one ah. i didnt know it was a competition.
becks: aiya, you’re no fun.
*skips to hall and explains everything to sis. at least she’s a bit more enthusiastic la cos free pizzas for her*
okay, the competition is some inter-school calendar design competition for some charity project by dominos. went to find my lecturer earlier this morning in college and this is what ive won. rm500 cash, rm200 worth of dominos vouchers, certificate, have our designs published on the charity calendar, photo session, free finished published calendars x2, free lunch during prize giving (*yawn*), and LISTEN TO THIS, AUTOGRAPH SESSION man. foo yoh. glamour siuts. sandymental, i’m se-glamour you now. okay, im not bragging. im just excited cos it was just simple photography but everyone went, “huh?” or poh’s fav line, “i’m definitely not your target audience” whenever they see my “artwork” so yea, im a bit proud. ey, give me a chance to bangga a bit, can or not? tsk.
okay, let’s move on. enough of me. no wait, i am still going to talk about me but something else. was at bii’s open house last weekend. orgasmic. read sandy’s version here. as usual, yujyuj, sandymental (yuj gave her this nickname which i thought was cool), max, yeeng and me (the four kawan baiks) layan ourselves throughout the nite and continued with a visit-yujin’s-house tour and then ajimal. the nite before that, i was at SSO4.5. my bii got num 17 and couldnt make it to the top 16 just by 2 points. arse luck, rite? *pats bii* the rest was usual mamaking, socialising, catching up on my sleep, and etc. been busy so yea, that’s why no new updates. another thing, am working on a new layout for this site. this damn design has been here for ages. it used to be a weekly/fortnightly thingy okay. the design would’ve been up if only max would be satisfied with how she looks. lol.
okay, i know it’s a damn long entry but likki gave me some loving on her site. you can choose to skip this bit though if you’re not interested. blehs.
Ten years ago I was …
eleven – still playing with getahs and batu serembans. active in sports. tomboyish. my first so-called bf which is so not my bf at all (aiyah, lil kids stuff). nothing special except i was starting to develop boobies. and um, oh yea, got my period then. *grins* im turning into a laaaaydeeeh.
Five years ago I was …
an annoying brat with pimply face and ganas attitude. was sixteen – um, a geek as always. nothing interesting except i was very active with irc and all. i was the one behind gatherings and all that.
A year ago I was …
badly heartbroken by someone ungrateful. but having that ungrateful s.o.b.p.o.s out of my life was the bestest best thing to ever happen to me. yeay. i was so damn blinded by empty promises and sweet talkings. serious. i cringe my face hard whenever i hear about the incident today. but i had lotsa fun last year too. it was when i started putting on so much weight and be the obese that i am now.
Yesterday I was …
still 21. stuck in a pasar malam with my bii because i was being a smart-assed. parked my car in the middle of the pasar malam and i couldnt get out. sandy saved our lives by bringing us to midvalley and we lepak-ed at the arcade and watched the exorcism of emily rose. went three mamaks in a day somore, tsk tsk. sadness. but i had fun. whee.
5 snacks I enjoy …
pringles (sour cream), fries, pizzas, cakes and my bii. *slurps* im corny, i know. i should really list down corn-in-a-cup as well.
5 Songs I know All the Words to …
happy birthday, belaian jiwa, hard to say im sorry, dreaming of you and family guy’s theme song. heh!
5 things I would do with a 100 Million splurges …
build my dream home like likki babe (not sure if RM100 mil is enough though. 100 million pounds, maybe la. heh). a car that’ll have everyone drooling over (i still havent thought of WHICH yet). travel around europe. shop till i drop and i mean literally. lastly, my bii. i know he doesnt cost me a single cent. see, the best things in life are free, baybeh!
5 Bad Habits …
procrastinates way too much, babbles too much and not know when to stop, antisocial, porking out eventhough im not hungry, missing my bii way too much (eh, can get quite annoying cos he’s not always that free for me, you know).
5 Biggest Joys …
iskii, stoney, great friends, good food and er … .. me? *gulps*
5 Favourite Toys …
iskii, stoney, dennis (my car!), lips (my fav softy), and er … myself? im useless at things like that so please dont tag me next time, kay? 😛
5 Things I Would Never Wear …
hotpants (cos of my big fat thunderthighs la of course), big bellbottoms with laces and stringy-thingy on the side (fck wei, you get this a lot in sg. wang), things that’ll make me look extra fat and big, feathers, and trackpants.
5 Favourite TV Shows …
family guy, gilmore girls, sex and the city, ally mcbeal and desperate housewives (no OCs or one three hill for me okay. fucking annoying).
5 Fictional Characters I Would Date …
david usher as himself (if only he’s taller and bigger), spiderman (so that tobey can teach me how to kiss upside down), kavana (so he can croon me to sleep everynite), brian griffin (the dog from family guy cos he’s just so witty!), if iskii was a fictional character, i’d dream of dating him too. LOL. omg, god save me.
5 People I Tag …
1. sandymental
2. f0n boyboy
3. iso
4. evan (you can reply in my comment box since you dont have a blog)
5. sabbymcgabby.
the end. thank god. ta! 🙂

okay, i know ive lost quite a number of readers thanks to my lovey-dovey entries. well, i cant help it if it’s my first time being so deeply in love now, can i? tsk. anyways, back to more bitchings. this time, im declaring “war” with ronnietheperempuan aka hotfilipinoactor. HAH, there you go ronnie. either you quit calling me rayagirl (whatever the heck that’s suppose to mean) or im gonna keep blogging about how much you look like jericho rosales. wow, our ronnie even has his own fansite. welcome to stardom, hotfillipinoactor! i know you hate being put under the spotlight so STOP CALLING ME RAYAGIRL!!!. grrr… *snarls* anyway, i’d like to post pix of jericho and ronnie for comparison. you tell me whatdya think okay. even ronnietheperempuan himself told me that im one out of the thousands to have told him how much he looks like jericho. enjoy!

oh crap! it’s 7:40am now. time to schweep because i gotta get up in time to meet up with vicky for lunch at chilis. w00ts, im chillis-ing twice in three days. not bad, eh? tata peeps. ZzzzZZzz….
p/s: if you’ve not heard nor watch family guy yet, SHAME ON YOU! bestestbestbestbestbest cartoon ever. rock on. \m/

bitchingbitchingbitching. it sure as hell annoys me, a lot. i dont mind having visitors. i love having visitors. but well, yea, what annoys me most is that my brother not only does not need to lift a finger around the house and boss everyone else to do his dirty work for him but, gets a whole bigass room to himself, while i had NO FUCKING PLACE to sleep. even the sofas were taken up. fine, i sucked it up and pretended to be nice to everyone.
I FUCKING HATE IT WHEN I HAVE TO PRETEND TO BE NICE. how not to go crazy when everyone’s so pissing me off but i have to keep smiling. ive been really patient. ive been so pissed at so many people but im always telling myself to drop it off and not cause a havoc. HOW NOT TO FUCKING GO INSANE, WEI. everyone seems to LOVE climbing on top of my head. just because i dont flip after the first few times does not mean I WILL NOT FLIP ever. okay, so fine, the no-place-to-sleep thing was solved with me squeezing with my sister on my parent’s floor, covered with lotsa yet-to-be-ironed clothes. the whole place’s a mess but then again, when was it not? i actually waited till like 3-ish am although i was so tired since 10pm because i had no place to sleep and mind you, im not pissed at my visitors but how selfish some people can get. the smarter ones among you would’ve known who by now.
got up halfway with a pain in my back. i kept silence. my parents wanted to move around the room in the morning and i was blocking their way since i lay my big-fat-ass body on the only space left for them to walk. got up and slept on their bed instead. sucks, of course but it was better than lying on the cold hard floor. so yea, i had my few hours of sleep before i had to get up and layaned people. i know there are shit load of relatives reading this site but let me remind you, what you read here stays here and im not bitching about the visitors either.
so yea, did all the layaning and stuff and then i had to nap cos it was tiring okay. finally manage to get to bed (and with that, i meant my parent’s bed) around 5+ pm. toss around it for quite a while because i wasnt used to the bed and it was frigging hot. it just feels different to sleep on my parent’s bed but it was better than nothing. around 6-ish, my sis barged into the room, screaming on top of her lungs at me. WHATTTTTHEEEFUCCCCKKKLAAAAAAA. i pretended not to layan and tried to sleep and i did manage to sleep back. twenty minutes later, it was my mom’s turn. “OIKS WAKE UP LA. HOW LONG DO YOU WANNA SLEEEP?! blahblahblahblahblah”. okay, i was damn irritated but i got up, as always, keeping mum about things.
then came dinnertime. okay, as if those of you from the teo family dunno that mama, my granny, likes to well, poke her nose into other people’s business but yea, i mean she’s the oldest in the family so she has every right to point things out and screw me. that, is my bad. it’s wrong for me to ignore her when she scolds me but i know if i were to actually layan back, i’ll fcking blow my top. so i keep quiet la. im getting damn good at ignoring people these days. i tell you, i was burning inside because ive been keeping all my angry, unhappy thoughts and behsyiokness in me for weeks but i kept quiet. then my mom did a kind reminder to not finish the dishes and keep for my princely brother. then an unhappy thought striked me. not because i didnt wanna keep the dishes for him, but, i just realise he had been sleeping the whole damn while and so i began being sarcastic to my mom.
“so where’s daxter, then?”
“sleeping”
“oh, dont you want to wake him up?”
*mom kept quiet cos she knew where this was heading*
“lucky thing. he gets to sleep for hours”
“go wake him up la”
“oh, why cant you? arent you good at it?”
“eh, you wanna sleep. u go sleep back la. why are u making so much noise”
“after all these years, you dunno that ive always had trouble sleeping?”
*mom continues keeping quiet*
“so suddenly, after waking me up, i get to sleep back again. wow!”
and yea, the argument started and lil cutesy granny had to butt in and then the whole anti-becky talk happens. weee…. i feel so damn loved. i do. then my princely brother happily gets up, stretches his arms and ask, “so what’s for dinner?” WAH SO DAMN HELPFUL wei. it’s no wonder the house is sparkly clean and so neat and tidy. what would this house be without my brother? *dances around at the happy thought* then he walks up to the table and checks on the dishes before turning to me and say, “I WANT THE COMPUTER!”. ohh… so he wants the computer. okay, i’ll kow tow and give him the computer. you see, we all love him very much. he’s after all, the prince of the family isnt he? even stoney loses out big time. tsk tsk tsk… what would the ooi family be, without him?
p/s: another kind reminder, to relatives who read or friends who knows my brother, thank you for keeping your mouth zip. not being rude here but what i say in my blog, stays here. oh wait, my bro reads my site. hello, thanks for reading and know exactly how i feel about things. 😉
(/edited) @ 4:42am, nov 3rd

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY, GERALDNYUMMIENYUMS








cant sleep just yet and ive got video editing at 11am. great! more pix @ tickleme.multiply.com.
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sorry, i know ive promised a new entry in the previous one but i was busy and busy feeling ugly. put on almost five kilos in a week. hooray. im officially the fattest lady in the world. anyway, i would like to post a long entry here as well but it’s 4:34am and ive been awake since 9am. meanwhile, you could sign my guestbook, if you havent. cousins from oz is here so i gotta accompany them and my relatives from m’cca will be visiting tomorrow. it’s a long holiday for us all in m’sia since today’s deepavali and the day after tomorrow is hari raya. would like to wish a very happy deepavali to beloved ronnie rabindranath and happy hari raya to my beloved biibiikiins and the many others who are celebrating. duit raya for me, anyone? *chuckles* just got home so yea, gonna ZzZz-ing soon… btw, my reason for posting this entry…

HAPPII 1st MONTHLIIVERSARII, BII
we had to celebrate it a day earlier and my bii brought me to flamenco. *yums* *rubs tummy* i had a great time tonite, bii. we’ll be celebrating more weekiiversariies, monthliiversariies and most importantly, anniiversariies. love you more than you love me.
xoxo,
god