Monthly Archives: April 2005

my baby #2

my baby #2

hai. ive got news. *snickers* hold on a min… *processes pix*


SEE?! ive changed the emoticons beside my nick. arent you proud? okay, so it doesnt have anything to do with you but yea, i once made a pledge that i will never change the “wilted rose” and “broken heart” emoticon ever until i find true happiness. WAH HEE! guess what? SEE CLOSER, PLEASE. it’s a brand new live rose and a perfect heart! *squeals with joy* ok, i get it. you DONT get it. but yea, it means alot to me to know that ive finally found happiness. *gives the world’s biggest hugs and kisses to her dear friends* there are a few new people in my life who have done so much to help me with this “transformation” without realising it. biggest applause to GERALDHONEYPIE AL BOSAN, ISKIIMO SAYANGNESS , NICK aka THEAN EU, and RONNIE THE PEREMPUAN. not forgetting, my beloved mamak gang too. they are always disturbing me on this particular chick but not realise they’ve contributed quite a bit in cheering me up with all the senseless but witty crappy conversations we’ve had.
phew. okay, next announcement. *insert drumrolls here please* my long serving 8250 died. as you all know, it cant really receive calls and i cant call out much with it. and er, well, yesterday morning, around 10am, it died for good. the lcd was completely gone so i had to bid adieu. okay, so it isnt a good news. but but.. listen! i got myself a new phone that night itself. im a fcking noob when it comes to techies so i did a short research online and was eyeing on samsung phones. gawd, they are so sexy! but yea, then i asked around and jimbo told me to check out t630. i cringed when i saw it and didnt like it. went to hunt for phone after that (duh, cos i cant live without my mobile) and well, i wasnt left with much choices since my budget’s limited and my dad loves the t630, so well, yea, i got it. it doesnt look so bad after all and i realise that a couple of my mamak gang members are using it too. the slack thing with this phone is, i can no longer be a sms speedmaster with this phone because it’s not as easy as nokia. but hey, a new phone. hooray. *toast to her new baby #2*. my bro bought his phone together cos his 3310 died as well. way before mine, actually. so we got extra discounts. *wiggles booty* i realise i do have quite a num of babies, eh. my fuji cam. my lappy. my dennis. my condo. my lomo cam. my slr cam. my t630. fwoahs. lucky me. *takes a bow and blows kisses* ive got good karma! ok, below are pix of my t630!




okay, ive got a confession to make. i, for once, have got no interesting pictures to show (sorry for all you peeps who comes here only to check out pix). i dont have any bitchings as well (because nobody seems to piss me off lately). so i guess i’ll have to just talk about me, then? *hears sulkings and pouts* oh, dont forget to shut the door too, please. alrite, now where was i? yea, me. ive been really sick lately. due to my lack of sleep, i suppose? i dunno what the hell is wrong with me but my insomnia’s fcking KILLING me. i cant seem to sleep before 8am no matter how hard i try and how tired i am. i even had a drinking session with my parents the other night and they slept right after that while i had to wait for seven hours before i finally was able to sleep. they were all horny and stuff and so was i but too bad, i was gonna sleep alone (tee hee hee, so that info wasnt really necessary). well, since i couldnt sleep, i took pix of sunrise… again. actually, that’s what ive been doing for the past eight days. so yea, no interesting party pix or ass piccies unless you count the progress of my injured toe interesting or the food i cooked to be interesting then i’ll gladly post em up. the end.



tickle-me.net sucks

tickle-me.net sucks

TICKLE-ME.NET SUCKS

i sooooooooo agree with it. i hate the way i blog here. i hate the fact that i cannot blog openly here. everything has to be screened umpteen times before posting. there’s no personal touch at all. i wanted to close this site earlier this morning but then come to think of it, after all the effort ive put in, trying to build this site’s value and readership rate (not like there’s many, though), i was like, “nah, fuckit. im going to blog the way i like it to be”. so there, be prepared for more bitchings. i was really really pissed yesterday because some fuckwit who used to cause havoc in my bro’s love life and my best friend’s love life isnt only copying the way i say things but the way i do things (no, im not being damn PERASAN here, okie. she admitted to me herself. so much for having brains, man). so much for creativity, i tell you. i dont get it. why do people who are not CREATIVE in any sense KEEPS CLAIMING to be one. she is soooooooo like someone whom she hates and yet not realise that she’s just another replica of her enemy. yea, i know i said i would like to blog things the way i want to but names will still be withdrawn because i still have some sense of decency despite how much i so dislike her. *puts on the world’s most innocent smile*
have you realise how the entries in t-m.net’s always so report-y style? it’s always like, “yea, brushed my teeth this morning at 6.00am, fed the chickens at the barn at 6.30am, had breakfast at 7.00am…”. how interestingNOT! me, max and yeeng’s always complaining about how much we want to bitch about people but yet we cant cos they read this site. well, guess what? me and yeeng have decided not to care anymore. we’re sick of having to have a second journal for the bitchings. this is after all, our space. we’ll say what we want… minus the name (yea, i know that’s like the juiciest and most kan cheong bit). msg me in private then. i’ll gladly bitch to you. nobody calls me bitchy for nothing, anyway. as for now, im going to enjoy my fusion dinner i made. ive been experimenting alot in the kitchen… without a choice, of course. mom has been busy with work. piccies in this site, will remain. happy sucking my bandwidth.





dan pronounces my name, rebecca, as “repair car”. joke of the century, man.


injured my toe big time and it was bleeding badly beneath my nail. *ouch*

(/edited) @ 1:40am 25th April 2005
im pasting something i took from my yahoo conversation with yeeng. i feel shitty. *sighs* this happened when i was four/five, back in those paddy field days in perlis.
badzbecky: anyway, i remember something wei. once, i just got home from kindy then nobody at home so i was wandering around my neighbourhood, then this neighbour of mine’s elder daughter (i think she’s a highschool junior or maybe older) suddenly ask me to sit at her doorstep. so i did. suddenly she opened her skirt and showed me her pussy (which i used to call “obok” as the nonyas call it, i think). then she opened my skirt to see mine and check for stuffs. omg. now think of it, it’s damn frigging horrifying!!!!
yeeng84: EW?
yeeng84: haha lol
badzbecky: sighs. ive been molest since i was a kid
yeeng84: u kena sexually abused b4!
badzbecky: is that why im so ham sap now?
badzbecky: wasnt abused ler. molested
badzbecky: 🙁
-the end-

now its fcking haunting me. fuck. i was actually sexually molested once… by a female! omg. that’s a very very disturbing thought. i cant actually remember the whole thing but i know her hands were on my private part. that’s not considered as a sexual intercourse rite? i didnt lose my virginity since age four right? RIGHT? RIGHT?! RIGGGGGHT?! great, now i cant concentrate on my film noir report anymore. and to think that im yet to study for my exams tomorrow. grr….thanks man thanks. *sighs*
(/edited)

and i seriously wonder why…

and i seriously wonder why…

fwahs, shitz. ive spent 12 hours infront of my pc working on four photo albums (each with average of 70 photos). i wonder if anyone would really appreciate my efforts. i touched up every single photo, resized and uploaded them online. i did everything manually because im no pro. would be nice if i could get a thank you. click here for dooley’s launching, here for jason’s 21st bday, here for lawrence’s 22nd bday and here for isobel’s 21st bday. you’re very much welcome. my bloody gallery’s link still isnt working and ive given up hope trying to contact the admins. they never reply! anyways, below are some PREVIEWS of the piccies.






















there have been some tensed feeling surrounding me. it’s either a) ive lost my patience/tolerance over nonsensical stuffs b) people surrounding me are changing. you decide. im too tired for anything. happy birthday to all the april babies. i did a plate of 53 potato puffs spelling “53” for my dad’s 53rd bday and i cooked some dishes for him. my mom bought a cake and two tubs of baskin robbins ice cream for him but he couldnt make it for dinner because of some emergancy. *pouts* i bought him a shirt (but the wrong one, *DANG*) last nite when i was out to watch the pacifier (another typical hollywood movie with happy ending *yawns*) with the mamak gang. i guess my ftv lecturer has somehow influenced me on the way i watch movies. now, everything’s below my expectations and everything’s so predictable and boring. alrite, not gonna stay to crap anymore. nobody reads my shit, anyway. gonna finish my movie script and bake muffins by tomorrow. and oh, please check out kenny sia. awesome stuffs. nites.
P/S : TO BANDWIDTH SUCKERS, please stop direct linking my images. YOU ARE FUCKING EATING UP MY BANDWIDTH. it’s already 6.1+GB now.
currently listening to: sheila on 7 – berhenti berharap

my baby, oktomat

my baby, oktomat

arlow. ai em so hapi! ai em so in luff. mi got miself a bebi! ok, dont mind me there, pls. im so addicted to this ANNOYING but addictive cutesy talk *wham bang bangs iskii the culprit* hiaks. i guess what i was trying to say was, “hello. i am so happy. i am in love. i got myself a baby”. anyway, throughout this entry, i’ll be using alot of manglish on purpose so dont mind it.
yes! I GOT MYSELF A BABY! my dream came true. EVERYONE who knows me KNOWS ive always WANTED a lomography camera. ok, correction, i wanted it since ling introduced them to me. after a few months, here it is, safely delivered into my arms. no need to go through any hassles anymore. no more doubtful delivery by amazon.com cos i got it from folio, one utama. *yums* i love you my baby, oktomat aka mr. lou mou (as what my mamak gang members call it). hoiks, mr. lou mou sounds so crude, man. believe it or not, i finally got my spanking new oktomat. want one? hop to the official lomo shop if you’re not in kl.
after that, yeeng and i went to ex-2nd home, chilis to celebrate my baby’s delivery but DAMMMMIT, they’ve changed their menu yet again and took out two of my all-time fav, skillet fries and big daddy dawg. *pouts* WHERE CAN?! *throws tantrum* i was asking the waiter if there will be any chance of them coming back and he said, “um, i dont think so.. ma’am”. *double pouts* i would love to do an obituary for them but im too lazy. to view and see how these yummy sinful dishes look like, hop to my multiply page pls. so yea, we settled for southwestern eggrolls. *rubs tummy* im delighted.
im officially broke la. serious. *turns piggy bank upside down* see, nothing! i wonder how am i ever going to survive three parties in a row without a single ka-ching. airggghhhh.. and my relatives from singapore, m’cca and aussie are coming this weekend. where can?! WHERE CAN?! where will yeeng stay after our clubbing session? how can?!! i’ll have to come home very early. oiks, potong stim , man! and i found out something, i wont be able to attend my own gf’s birthday party this june. wahlaueh.. WHERE CAN?! *put on a sad chinamui face*
after walking from morning till nite, we went to uptown to meet up with geraldmunchiepielickaliciouspumpkins (eh tiring wei, gotta type so long everytime) and his colleague, joshua, for dinner. *YUMMY* but nothing beats my chilis la, of course. hiaks. and oh, the other nite, i was out with my mamak gang and lynnzter at nathan’s when out of a sudden, a herd of cows came disturbing the patrons. hilarious shit. now i know where nathan’s get their meat supplies. hurrr……


weird shit rite? btw, HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY, JUONSHINCHAN aka ISOBEL. ok, random pix below. im too lazy to say anymore. nites.





eh, it’s southwestern eggrolls. got it wrong. too lazy to change…phhbbbfft


my blogging history

my blogging history

hi. *blushes sheepishly* this is the fatty miss fat flop also once known as miss fat tub of lard. im still high from last nite’s outing. the almost complete gang was there (minus those who were in nilai, london and aussie, of course) + gerald honeybunchcrunchylickaliciouskins. ive stayed up till almost 7am editing our almost a hundred pix taken just at asia cafe. we turned into camwhores overnite and the crowd there had witness our transformation from camera shy to camwhores (lol, who am i kidding?!). hehe. cant help it as max will be gone for two months and berd will be gone forever (cos he doesnt want to stay in kl after graduation). the complete album can be viewed here since my goddamn t-m.net gallery’s down still *AIRGH*. please leave comments, nice ones, if possible. i’ll be posting a few taken last nite here but all individual pix (except for me and max’s cos we’re in love) will be posted there.













by request! :”P~

i was in the mood to blog about my own history of blogging but i guess everyone will start complaining that my entries are long and boring again. *feels a knife stabbed to her back* i’ll make it brief. YOU MAY CHOOSE TO SKIP THIS PARAGRAPH. i first started to blog seriously out of boredom in kiwibox.com around 2002. but before that, i think i did blogged in diaryland.com and pitas.com around 2001. then i moved to blogger.com and upsaid.com (the most controversial one). there were a few others i tried out but i cant remember anymore because like duh, i wasnt active in them. after starting blogging in blogspot (aka blogger) and upsaid, i started getting addicted and got everyone i knew into the blogging scene. if im not mistaken, i was also one of the earlier ones to have a guestblogger then (eh, dont shoot me la if im wrong!). after upsaid.com, things started to get really out of hand because i was exposing too much personal details about me aka my emotions and feelings. ive come to realise to be a blogger, you cannot be too open because people will keep thinking they know you so well just by reading your entries and starts judging and then condeming you. i started having a private blog then at g3isha page and it’s still active but all my old interesting yummy bits were deleted. i made a comeback into the blogging scene after few months of hiatus at www.perfect-harmony.org. i got hosted there and then i moved to virgin-slayer.com which di0n thought was a cool domain name. if you try tickleme.virgin-slayer, it’ll redirect you here. and well, after t.v-s.com had some problems and all of my entries were deleted, i became active back in my g3isha page and livejournal.com (which is still very much alive now but with slow updates). it was till some short hiatus again that ive decided to get my own domain name on nov and well, here you are… tickle-me.net. conclusion, ive not regretted blogging despite all the painful flamers and “stalking” experiences and how people used my blog to backstab me in real life BECAUSE ive met wonderful people and IF not for blogging, i wouldnt have my beloved mamak gang. tah-dah. the end. thank you for not reading.
p/s: added googleadsense. please click on the links. X”D~

it rained money!

it rained money!

omg. my place sure is the kingdom of weird things, okay. it just rained money. no, im not kidding. it just fcking RAINED MONEY. ching ching ching ching ching. it felt weird that i heard stuffs dropping onto my balcony’s railings. then i started seeing coins fall down. holy cow. i was in undergarments but didnt care and went out to the balcony to check out what was wrong. it rained money. few moments later, money started dropping again. muahahahaha. the coins are from uganda. hur. i guess the ugandan..ugandanian… whatever you call the people in uganda’s god heard my prayers when i prayed for money to just fall from the sky. lesson learnt well, next time when you make a wish, BE SPECIFIC. im going to wish for pounds to drop next. wish me luck. hahaha.
btw, beloved jolyne* g.mama who is happily berpaktoring with her lou kung in london now, happy 21st birthday. i hope you’ll get our card soon. *muacks* and miss jean foodmaniac, happy birthday. try wishing for money to fall from the sky too yea. it’s ur birthday today so you might get luckier. muahahahaha. sighs, so much food, i have. today my parents cooked a big feast inconjunction with chinese’s all soul’s day (cheng beng) and i swear, i could feed at least 30 people here. hur. so much work. i cant wait till my break next week. i was rushing for assignments and now im feeling so sick and tired. i didnt sleep the other day at all till 12pm cos i couldnt finish my work in time. and i only had a 45mins nap before going to class. omg, i seriously need a holiday break far far away. cant wait to go to singapore. weeeee *dances around* nites people. i need to change my weighing scale. it seems ive lost 6kg so it must be wrong. time to get a new one. byes.
p/s: ivan, dont say you cant read my entries anymore at work okay cos this entry is short. *piaks* dont worry, i’ll still love you, budak skandalous.
currently listening to: lost lonely boys – more than love