Monthly Archives: April 2004

flesh trade

flesh trade


to see more bare skin, here you go

fwoaaaaaahs. madness. the pool gang have been bugging me for the pix we took last sat and yes, after a week’s delay, it’s up! pay me my fees, please. as you can see, my cam wasnt friendly that night and the PHOTOGRAPHERS were taking pix with really bad angles but then we’ve got loads of flesh to show! *nyums* i guess now people will perceive my site as a ham sap (perverted) site or something after the whole buttock fetish thingy in the previous entry. i love butts! *squeezes ian’s and terence’s* ooo.. so full, so juicy, so tender, so… *licks her lips*
been so goddamn stressed up lately and migraine’s crawling back. ive been sleeping for *oh wait, let me count with my fingers … 1..4..6..7 hours for the past 3 days* that’s like 7/72 hours. fwoahs. i’m officially the pig zombie. *rawr* \m/ go becky go! you see, im not making any sense right now either. so much work to do. four major assignment to complete in three weeks (one’s due next week) and another is coming in. crap. i get this every semester and yet i complain. im so not feeling well right now. i need some tlc. feed my needs, please. okie, i hope pool will be fun tomorrow as gary and koaylingyummydumplings will be joining us for pool. hooray! tomorrow, g.mama, let’s kick some “ian asses” tomorrow! this weekend’s gonna be a long one. it’s hols from sat-tues. everyone’s going somewhere for a hols but poor auntie becks has got to stay at home to finish up her assignments *pledges for more tlc here*. hurrr…… so much drama has been happening at home. i need a break and no, kit-kat wont be able to help much. maybe i need more XXX in my life. yeaaaaa :@) happy piggy sleep! *yawns*

the XXX nite

the XXX nite


woo hoo. we did lotsa XXX shots yesterday, especially on buttocks. please guess whose butt are those and you might just get lucky! it wasnt my idea at first because someone from singapore wants ian’s buttock pix (i have no idea why but i promised her i’ll get it) and we ended up shooting almost everyone’s asses. we also took of boobies (looks at nadzrun) and of erm, dickies (looks at er… *looks around*) and oo, of smoochings-turn-wrong too. of course, those pix weren’t published but the bigger and clearer pix will be published once my gallery’s up again. dont mind the blur and dark pix because im photoshop-less and i used photostudio to resize the pix and i dont know why when i resize and adjust the brightness, the pix gets blurry. hur. i’m hopeless without my photoshop cs. i desperately need someone to help me reformat my pc. everything’s screwy and im left with only 10mb of space on my d drive and only 1 gb on my c drive. *looks at ian, daniel (eh, you promised me months ago and we’re neighbours now somore), berd, terence, ivan and gary (eh, you also promised me months ago)* too much of paris hilton-janet jackson kinda stuffs in it, i guess. =(
i had a great time laughing yesterday. thank you so much the babi pool gang (ian, terence, ivan, wei, jolyne, tj, ray, nadzrun, jolynn, brandon and etc…) and also the sunwayrian gang (yeeng, wei keat, lee zan, jason, chris, strachan, vy wen and hock beng). hehe. yesterday was one of my pms-est day ever but im glad i decided to go for pool and everything turned from a frown to a laugh. *smiles* and oh, my gf, yeeng, gave me a very very nice keychain with my name on it, it’s made out of silver wire and it’s bent to form “b-e-c-k-y”. ooo, hell yeah, ian was jealous of me. haha. joe the seventh, you miss out alot for not joining us. keke. okies, back to bed. *yawns* below are the very much more decent pix taken yesterday. oh man, it’s killing my bandwidth. anyone care to host my gallery? :’9
More pictures here!!!

when the world gets too small

when the world gets too small

i gotta blog while i can. *rush rush* *looks around* gee, you know, it sucks. i wanna blog so much but yet i can’t because i know who who who is reading. i’d like to be open to all about things and about my family but miss y knows my bro, miss x knows my mom, miss o knows my classmate, miss xyz knows this fella, miss abc knows that fella, therefore, it’s hard to talk about things when you dont want it to get back to the person you’re talking about. and with the internet, you know how the world gets smaller and smaller and everybody knows everyone. i really hope you get me there because i dont wanna go in detail on it. sensitive issue!
i’m glad ive got my lj account to count on because there’s where i blog almost daily. i try to keep my entries simple and sweet, straight to the point and all. funny how im concentrating more on my lj than my own domain. maybe it’s because of what i’m trying to say in the earlier paragraph. anyhow, i just got my exam results. A+ for media planning and another result’s pending. it’s orgasmically good. but as for my assignments, they’re so so. the usual B+ and all. *yawns* i know, boring stuffs. rushing for another tv and radio script (and storyboard) assignment which is due on thursday. almost there but im frigging tired. *stretches arms*
my house phone bill came. a whopping rm500+. rm 300+ spent on the net (i dont have broadband you see and how ironic it is, i’m working for a broadband company), rm 120 spent on my bro’s gf (dooweedum…), and the others are phone line rentals, local calls and etc. i hate the idea of me having to fork out the blink-blinks when someone is obviously responsible for 3/4 of the bill. life’s depressing, especially when you’re the eldest. now gone are my dream holiday trips. am currently looking for a sugar daddy. anybody wants a fat mistress? you could consider me but then again, who’d be silly enough? lol. =( much more to say but ive got to limit myself from coming online for too long. take care. *rushes back to her assignments*
p/s: max and i just realised that the initial for my site is, t-m.net which is coincidentally the name of the main internet provider in malaysia, tm.net. yea, lame! =)
currently reading : scott turow – the burden of proof

blame it on the weatherman

blame it on the weatherman

wow wow. site was down for almost a month. check my last entry. but it’s all good. i was blogging on livejournal temporarily and managed to convert quite a number of people into using them as well. good stuff.
last week was one of the most stressful weeks for this current semester. im lucky i dont have white hair growing on my head yet. been watching alot of movies lately and twice with the pool gang (ian (orang babi 1), terence (orang babi 2), wei (belum dibabikan), ivan, joe the seventh and etc…). watched along came polly, big fish, 50 first dates, the eye 2, and more to come! well, quite obvious isnt it that im on hols now. a week’s break only though. *saddening* and oo, i’m the queen babi (babi’s actually pig in malay), just in case those i called orang babi (pig people) gets offended.
oh yea, i’m gonna quote something i wrote on my lj cos i’m too lazy to retype. here goes :
“today, i went to the hairstylist (read previous entry) and he is going to re-color my hair, treatment and all, and then perm in. that’s gonna cost about rm500++ (or maybe more, because his charges are very high compared to those around him. probably even double). then after that, he’s going to do some make over for me, take photo shoots then if i dont like my hairstyle, he’ll change it back for me or something. wanna know what’s the best part besides having my dream hairstyle for free? HE’S GONNA PAY ME TO DO IT! 😛 he couldnt do for me today though because he was rushing for time (but he didnt go for his other appointment though because my mom and aunt were busy entertaining him). his place is kinda of impressive as it’s barely a month old, if im not mistaken. and he just got back after 30+ years of training in london. not only that, he runs business that deals with this back in london still and his business partner’s running the one in london if im not mistaken. anyhow, he needs 4-5 more people so he told me to get my friends. of course, i’ll never leave out loh yee yeeng although she was asking me 1001 ridiculous reasons at the very inappropriate time.”
that’s all folks. im feeling very very pms-ey and er some unfortunate ones got screwed by me. oh well, must be the weather. blame it on the weatherman. i’m off. and er, i’m grounded. take cares. and oo, before that, visit jolyne, terence, and ivan’s site. whole new domain name. :”P sayonara o.